Her Heart Displayed

Here’s some of my current favorite songs. Feel free to let me know what music recommendations you have. :)

-Liar (It Takes One To Know One) by Taking Back Sunday

-Small Cuts by The Brobecks

-Lonely is the Muse by Halsey

-Thoughts of a Dying Atheist by Muse

-Angel by Massive Attack and Horace Andy

-Butterfly Cry by Kerli

-dear god by Nessa Barrett

-Alice of the Upper Class by Halsey

-Enter Without Knocking And Notify The Police by Every Time I Die

It’s an expression for the wealthy, and the popular

It’s an expression for the loved, and the found

It’s not an expression for the poor, or the unliked, or the neglected, or the lost

The flame just wants you to let it be

So why take your time to burn me out, when you’ll only set yourself on fire?

If I wasn’t half an hour late

If I could regurgitate the thoughts that I digest

If listening to this song didn’t make me think of him, and her, and them, and what happened, and what never did happen

If my brain led my body and not some faulty version of my heart

If I created based on a steady tempo and not 24 hours of robato

“Will I take my own personal bait?”

Or just swim away

My heart’s too adamant to disappear

In something that you call “the fears”

But I call it rambling

For every broken gear

I shall carry on

Because time even for me cannot stop

I want to be loved by someone

But to be loved is to be found

And to be found is to be known

Are we all meant to be known?

Or are some of us meant to hide in peculiar places?

Are all of us meant to be loved?

Where all of my friends are still in touch

I want to move on and never look back

With dreams of recognition and lust

Yet to me change is a direct attack

I look at her wide awake yet muted and inattentive

and the things that I’ve been put through

But now is the time to create a life that’s new

No more sabotage, no more worry, no more fear

My denouement is here

I could morn the past, and what could have been

I could stop myself from following through

But I can’t change the past, only what’s anew

No more anger, no more sorrow, no more drear

The stupid works that you would speak

But now I think we’re worlds apart

I never meant to be too much to handle

Like a flame beyond the candle

I just wanted you to stick around

They thought that we had something more

And honestly I am not sure

I left my dignity at your front door

And now I’ll exploit my emotions

Going through all of the motions

So maybe I can at least write a song?

I thought we would be friends forever