There was supposed to be a blizzard but there wasnât. Â Instead there was six inches of snow that shut down the city train lines for a few hours, but not long enough to get me out of work for the day. Â
âSo much for that blizzard,â said my neighbor I never talked to as I kicked the snow of the set of steps that united our apartments. Â Maybe the weather is the one thing everyone in the city cannot ignore.
I shrugged back at him still too unfamiliar with urban decency to know if I should show anything but apathy about the weather. I wanted to ask him if even New Yorkers feel a little pastoral in the snow, but that seemed to belong outside of the realm of weather, back into the categories of things that people in the city definitely ignore. Â
Still, the snow in the city made me feel pastoral. Â Or maybe I always am a country girl and the snow made the city feel more that way. Â I thought about when there was a blizzard, a real blizzard, at home one year on my birthday. Â My father, my sister, and I took the dog out into the woods. Â I remember I wore a hat that ended in a long tail and I must have swished in unison with the dogâs tail and the wind through the tree branches and my fatherâs strides and my sisterâs strides. Â All in sync because there was a blizzard and we were in the woods and it couldnât be ignored. Â

















