you’ll be okay♡

a love you don’t have to heal from.

my soulmate prolly me

i’m tired. but not just “didn’t sleep” tired. soul tired. bone tired. like my body keeps going but nothing inside knows why.

I wish my brain would shut the fuck up

Me to the core…

There is this girl, she has this glow She has perfection in her smile and beauty in her stride She makes you smile, she makes you cry She'll leave you shattered and broken and you'll never wonder why She came to me, with her story She told me that she hated to see me down and she would rescue me I looked in her eyes, stared at her soul I told her that she would never ever set me free I sat on my piano, I sang her a song, that explained what I wanted and what went wrong She listened with intent, she smiled with ease, she looked me in the eyes and she begged me please She licked her lips, she rubbed her eyes She told me that she always had her love disguised And she was fine, she drew a line She offered friendship and love with broken pride I smiled at her, she smiled at me Two broken hearts trying to set each other free Her body trembled, as I touched her skin My coldness slowly started to creep within I lay her in my arms, I sang her a song, that explained what I wanted and why this was wrong She listened with intent, addiction in her eyes, she stared at my face, she began to cry She lay there cold, she looked like death And I could taste her lips and the sweetness of her breath I made her smile, she smiled at me And said she would hurt all her life, if she could have one with me She kissed my hand, she kissed my face She did everything she could in her irresistible ways I never smiled, she looked distraught At rejection from the love that she forever sought I sat by her side, I sang her a song, that explained what I wanted and where she went wrong She listened with intent, never looked at me, she was now broken hearted for eternity I held her in my arms, I sang her a song, that will sweep through her veins all life long She finally understood, every word that was spoken, you can never try and fix hearts that are broken I lay her in my bed, and I sang her to sleep, I watched her tremble and I heard her weep I kept her warm, and she cried for me, in a broken hearted love that will last eternally

Beautifully written

You just can’t teach a person what’s not in them.

Hah knew this since a kid

My steps to my death resting place

Kinda heartbreaking when you realize that you and someone you really want in your life will never see eye to eye again. It’s like you can literally feel the clock run out.

Hurts w a lot of people.

May you be protected from all eyes that are secretly not happy to see you win in life.

🧿🧿🧿

I hope the rest of my life on this earth is like this.