HerBlackDiamont

hardest pill i swallowed was realizing i didn’t mean shit to people that meant a lot to me.

its so crazy that the actual answer to: ‘how do i stop feeling horribly embarrassed by my own existence ?’ is that u just have to tell urself and others that what ur doing isnt embarrassing and eventually everyone just believes u

When nobody wakes you up in the morning and nobody waits for you at night and when you can do whatever you want, what do you call it, freedom or loneliness?

The reality is that you will grieve forever. You will not ‘get over’ the loss of a loved one; you’ll learn to live with it. You will heal and you will rebuild yourself around the loss you have suffered. You will be whole again but you will never be the same.

I need to go on a 6 hour drive and just zone out and listen to music

I love you always, never forget that.

And now I'm crying because I remember all those plans we had for a future that no longer exists.