the worst feeling is not knowing if you should wait or give up

Still a hopeless romantic after all this time. Very insane of me.

As much as I wanted it to be you, you really showed me how much you didn't want it to be me, and I need to accept it.

do people miss me I can’t imagine myself as a person others think about

i get so miserable off that scenario i made up in my head

i wanna lie on the floor and not think for a month or two.

*tries to fix sleeping schedule* *makes it worse*

when its getting bad again but you can‘t talk to anybody about it so you lowkey just sit there and let your thoughts consume you

i just want to be happy

i hold back from saying so much because of the fear of being too much.