being understood isn’t enough. I want to feel seen, accepted, and cared for. Understanding means little if it isn’t applied through actions

how to beg for attention without actually begging for it but like beg

I hate change, I’m scared of change, I need something big in my life to change soon or else I’ll go crazy

overestimating how much you mean to someone really fucks you in the head

am I aware of the patterns? yes. does that mean anything will change? no.

i wish i knew what to say and when and how

I’m kinda feeling a bit of everything these days and also nothing

whatever you do on summer nights do not think about how everything is fleeting

may you heal so hard that you start exploring your hobbies again

"Are they lovers?" Worse. They were supposed to be, but never got the chance.

"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there