And no they don’t think of you

You deserve a life that doesn't require constant escape

I live a very balanced life of noticing things nobody else does and not noticing the things that literally everybody notices

(no beers in) So how do you perceive me in the privacy of your thoughts

who else up beating dead horses

i am SO PRETTY from a little distance, in a shaky selfie, passing by, in low lighting. it’s the added mystery. NO u don’t have to come closer, this is fine

do you want to come over and care about me

hopefully i'll get to do something other than endure soon. that would be really nice

Sorry I left you on read for 3 months, I was stuck in an endless self isolation and self destruction cycle bc I thought I deserved to be alone. (It will probably happen again.)

I dreamt that it all worked out.