a late night walk at the beach would probably fix every problem I have

I promise you things will get so much better when you start processing people’s behavior as information rather than a verdict on your self-worth. If someone doesn’t text back, suddenly pulls away, whatever it may be, the solution isn’t to put on a tap dance for them and try to regain their approval. It’s not to crash out on them and try to force them to react a certain way. It’s just to take a step back, take a deep breath, and assess what this tells you. What’s this saying about them? What’s this saying about you??

self sabotage is weird because what do you mean i make myself miserable and i'm aware of it but don't know how to stop.

I love the silence of the night

It’s just me and my headache against the world

my life is like uno, as soon as i solve one problem i immediately get hit with +4

kisses, i need kisses, someone give me a kiss

i need to stop mourning people who are perfectly comfortable and content knowing i wont be a presence in their life again .

there is a pain inside me so stupid that i'm not going to communicate it to anyone

daydreaming isn’t enough i need it to happen to me in real life