how dare I crave connection when all I have to offer is silence

im really bad at texting or talking And really communication in general

i sometimes hate the feeling of not having anyone to go to when everything feels like too much

please don’t send me mixed signals, i barely even understand direct ones.

One man's “nah you require too much” is another man's “that's all you need?” Don't settle.

i want to be wanted but not just physically or sexually, i want to be wanted because i'm ME, i want to be seen and known and understood, i want to be studied and have someone remember little things about me like my hobbies or my fave foods or drinks or how i like my coffee, i want to be chosen, i want commitment to knowing me, i want someone to care about me enough to remember me when im not there

i’m exhausted. i’m constantly exhausted. i go to bed exhausted. i wake up exhausted. every day, every hour i’m exhausted. it’s exhausting. 

If you ever feel stupid, remember millions of men watched "alpha male" content and somehow thought objectifying women and having no emotional depth would somehow make women want them more.

Someone to share the late night thoughts with