Henry

Currently sat in the most dodgy car park I’ve ever seen, I’m going to get mugged.

All I want is to be held close while my hair is being played with.

Thinking about how my ex called me a good girl during sex and I throughly enjoyed it.

I wonder who I would be without my drugs and alcohol.

As an alter in a traumagenic system, I don’t believe in hating on other systems origins because plurality is still so unknown and under researched medically as a whole that the likelihood of there being other variants (like DID, OSDD, PDID, ect) is very possible. It’s also possible that many of these systems are in fact traumagenic and have issues remembering their trauma, don’t want to acknowledge it or choose to identify differently and so on.

I wish I could be loved as me, I want to be able to be vulnerable with someone, for them to know it’s me by my voice, learn the things I like and be comfortable with me as I am.