Hi.

May flowers grow in the saddest parts of you.

I want to make him breakfast on Saturday mornings. I’ll wake him up with kisses, Spongebob, and cinnamon rolls. I want to sing with him in the car. I want to dance together in the morning light and have pillow fights. I want to grocery shop with him. I’d run down the aisle with the cart, him laughing at my childish antics. I want to roll over in the middle of the night and nuzzle into his neck. I want Christmas traditions, baking cookies and decorating the tree. I want to hold his hand in the park. I want to go to bars together. I want to go to the zoo, the aquarium, concerts. I want to play basketball with him, and of course I’d kick his butt (and we’d both pretend he didn’t let me win). I want to laugh with him, kiss him, hold him, have sex with him. I want him.

like the sky I’ve been too quiet everyone’s forgotten I’m here

Sometimes I look at you and I can’t understand how someone before me didn’t see what I see, sometimes I look at you and I can’t understand how someone before me didn’t notice a whole beautiful universe hidden within you, sometimes I look at you and I can’t understand how someone before me looked at you and didn’t find every single thing they’d been searching for in a single human being, and sometimes I look at you feeling glad that they didn’t, because if they looked deep enough to see all of those things within you, then I would’ve never been able to.

Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.

Fall in love with someone that doesn’t make you think love is hard

Please stop destroying what is left of your heart by constantly thinking about things that have broken you.

If you have been brutally broken, but still have the courage to be gentle to others then you deserve a love deeper than the ocean itself.

He told me that he loved me, but it hurt. I knew he would never love me like he loved her. I knew he’d never see me in that light, the light I wanted him so desperately to see me in, the one I shone on myself, begging him to please notice me. Begging him to see my beauty, and my wit. Begging him to think my jokes are as funny as I try to make them. Begging for him to look at me a little longer, a little harder, so he could see all that I am. So he could see all that I could give to him. Begging for him to one day come to his senses and realize that all along I was the one he needed.

I’ve never felt more loved and more hurt, by the same person.

I want you to remember me like this. Smiling despite how much I hate how it looks, with my guard down completely. Laughing so much I can’t breathe, holding onto the collar of your shirt like a railing. Looking at you as much as I can before you look away, because you can never really let me see all of you. I think your scared that if I do I’ll run away. I could’ve ran so many times before, and maybe I should’ve. Maybe I should’ve ran as fast and as far as my feet could take me. Maybe I should’ve, before your voice became my favorite song and your eyes my favorite color. But if I ran back then you wouldn’t be in front of me right now, and I’ve never felt more content in my life then being here, staring into your eyes on the back of someone’s porch at 2am.

Sometimes you just need to apologize. Even when you’re not in the wrong. Not for them, but for you.

things i hope you find in life

see I’m not gonna lie, for me it wasn’t a love at first sight kinda thing, I wasn’t looking to explore the depths of sorrow love had to offer with another heart. I was so caught up in trying to heal my own heart I didn’t realise that the remedy to my pain was you. And to date you still are. I was fortunate enough to be enlightened of you and all the colours of your life, to learn that your encounters haven’t always been yellow and that there are spaces in your timeline painted blue & that darkness did in-fact pass over and it’s shadows remained lingering. But my god the canvas those colours left created the most beautiful soul I was yet to fall in love with. I entered your life and our candle lit, the beginning of us. And as our love intensified and our hearts grew fonder, we fed our flame and our candle became a blaze. The lingering shadows of darkness no longer loitered. Our love is a roaring fire, and nothing will turn it to ashes. Until we ourselves become just that.