ITโSย ALLย ABOUTย THEย YEARNINGย
โย you need someone.ย let me be that person.ย let me be what you need.ย โ
โย look,ย i dunno if iโm the kind of person you need or even want right now.ย but iโm looking around and iโm the only one whoโs here.ย โ
โย i never realized how much i needed you until you were the one person who wasnโt there.ย โ
โย you asked me once,ย if i would ever take a chance on usโฆmaybe that ship sailed.ย but.ย ask me again?ย sometimeโ doesnโt have to be today.ย maybe tomorrow just.ย ask me again.ย โ
โย i know i canโt protect you from everything,ย but i wish youโd let me protect you from the things i can control.ย โ
โย i used to have so much faith.ย maybe not in deities or something but,ย in the world.ย the universe.ย i believed their was a purpose to it all.ย iโm not sure when i lost that.ย โ
โย have you ever had somethingโฆmissing?ย like something just doesnโt feel right inside you but you donโt know what it is.ย โ
โย sometimes,ย i just need the world to be beautiful.ย i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes.ย โ
โย i was sortโve hoping you needed me.ย is that selfish?ย โ
โย people need someone to see them for what they are and not just see it but accept it.ย i want to be that person for anyone i canโฆbut it can be so suffocating to be that person and also remain unseen.ย โ
โย sometimes i feel iโm being crushed under the weight of everything iโll never be.ย โ
โย youโre looking at me but youโre not seeing me.ย do you know how that feels?ย just see me.ย please.ย โ
โย i want to deserve you.ย iโm trying to deserve you.ย โ
โย i know i fucked up.ย i know i did but donโt shut me out anymore.ย let me in.ย please let in.ย โ
โย every time you smile at me,ย i memorize it.ย i remember each moment that i get to be the one to bring out that light inside you.ย no matter what happens between us,ย thatโs what iโll remember.ย ย โ
โย i canโt help but think thereโs got to be something out there for me,ย somewhere.ย just some place where i actually feel like i belong.ย โย
โย the world is so big.ย why do i never feel like i fit into it?ย โ
โย when iโm with you i feel like myself.ย i feel like every side of me is present and accepted.ย and i feel good about itโย i feel good about who i am when iโm with you.ย โ
โย do you like me?ย i know you love me.ย i know you care about me but.ย do you like who i am?ย โ
โย i want to look in the mirror one day and not feel uncomfortable with my own reflection.ย โ
โย just take my hand and close your eyes.ย pretend weโre anywhere else but here.ย โ
โย so,ย what would you be?ย if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy,ย what would your life look like?ย โ
โย do you even know what it does to me?ย every time i see you cry,ย any time youโre hurt even the smallest bit it justโ do you realize how deeply youโve imbedded yourself into my heart?ย โ
โย i donโt feel like a whole person without you anymore.ย i donโt fucking care if anyone else would say about that.ย youโre part of who i am now.ย the most important piece of me.ย โ
โย every time you walk away you take another piece of me with you.ย โ
โย iโm only really living in the moments when weโre together.ย the rest is just existing until you look at me again.ย โ
โย it feels like thereโs a string around my heart and itโs connected to you.ย everywhere you go youโre just tugging me behind,ย pulling me towards you.ย โ
โย youโve got me in the palm of your hands.ย you could crush me and i would still thank you for touching me at all.ย โ
โย i no longer know where i end and you begin.ย youโve wound yourself around my soul so tightly,ย youโre all i feel anymore.ย โ
โย youโve stolen my heart,ย the least you could do is tell me what you intend to do with it.ย โ
โย i donโt have perfect words.ย iโm not the kind of person who knows how to sound poetic and shit.ย so all i know what to tell you is that i belong to you.ย i donโt know if you want me.ย but iโm yours.ย and at this point however it is you need me,ย iโm here.ย โ
โย youโre the only thing that matters anymore.ย i canโt eat,ย i canโt sleepโย all the goddamn cliches from every stupid movie and song.ย youโre all i think about.ย iโm useless except when iโm yours.ย โ
โย i havenโt stopped thinking about the way you laugh.ย iโm hoping iโll get to hear it again.ย โ
โย when your eyes are on me,ย i feel like something worth seeing.ย โ
โย just let me look at you for a little bit.ย โ
โย i would do anything for you.ย all my lines and rules.ย they mean nothing when it comes to you.ย itโd cross and break them all just to make you happy.ย โ