pure || kim hongjoong smut
warning: smut, virgin!reader, grinding, kinda cute kinda not lol
pairing: hongjoong x reader
you’d been thinking about it a lot. it had crossed your mind multiple times, yet you didn’t say anything about it. he was your boyfriend, your person, your love. you were sure he was the one, yet it wasn’t him that was frightening you, it was the act itself.
there were countless times where you’d both been making out, hands roaming and arousal growing, yet you were always the one to stop it. you could tell it was starting to annoy him, you really felt bad for cock blocking him every time.
so many people had told you about the act though. everyone said not to do it unless you wanted children, to not even think about it or you would go to hell. wait until marriage, you’ll always regret it, your life would be ruined, it hurt like a bitch.
you’d heard it all, you didn’t want to listen for the sake of his sex drive along with yours, but it was much harder to get rid of fear that you thought. you couldn’t seem to break through the barrier, no matter how hard you pushed and tried to force yourself.
hongjoong knew that you weren’t ready at the time, which is why he didn’t dare rush you in anyway. he loved you more than words could explain, forcing you into something you weren’t comfortable with would only make him despise himself. he was starting to get a bit restless at night, not having any action, but he wanted your first time to be special. whether you wanted it to be him or not was up to you, and he was willing to wait until you made your choice.
luckily for him, you had finally made up your mind.
you decided that today was the day, the bright, Thursday afternoon where you had mentally and physically prepared yourself for one of the most important moments in your life. you were going to lose your virginity to your boyfriend, and you were finally ready for it.
as preparations, you made him breakfast, which he questioned since it wasn’t usual, but took it anyway. you wore a cute outfit, not too dressy but enough to catch his eye once he came out of the bathroom. he’d been watching you since then, trying to figure out your motives without giving away that he was onto you. he decided to question you when you offered to binge watch movies with him, all scary, which he knew wasn’t like you. you always refused his advanced at a scary movie night since you were so afraid of them, but you seemed to be all for it today.
you brushed off his words when he asked you what was going on, muttering about him being crazy. you knew you were stretching it a bit with all the ideas to make him comfortable, but the honest reality of your actions was that you were stalling for time. you were trying to make sure that you were actually ready, no matter how much you hyped yourself up you just had to be sure.
you finally snapped yourself into action later in the day. it was around 2pm when you met hongjoong in your bedroom, his eyes trained onto his phone as he sat against the headboard of the bed. he barely registered you as you came into the room, shutting the door quietly behind you.
hongjoong’s eyes moves upwards towards your body, blinking twice before giving his attention back to the device in his hand. you didnt really mind, knowing you would have his full attention in only a matter of minutes.
you quietly approached him without speaking a word, not even when you grabbed the edge of his phone and slid it out of his hands causing him to start complaining.
“what are you doing babe?” he questioned, following your movements as you placed his phone onto the bedside table. his eyebrows furrowed as you didn’t respond, instead leaning over the edge of the bed to his face. “are you oka-”
he barely got to finish his sentence before you pressed your lips against his, soft and sweet yet also cautious. the boy froze, momentarily wondering what was up before he gave in and kissed you back. his hand caressed your cheek, his attempt at calming you down working successfully. your shoulders fell as you sucked his bottom lip into your mouth, licking at it before pulling away.
hongjoong grabbed your hip as you kissed him again, tongue toying with his and pulling you onto the bed. you climbed in his lap, now in a more familiar position. it took your mind off the events to come for a moment, getting lost in the feeling of his lips on yours and the way he touched you. he was always thoughtful, hands always keeping a respectful distance from any sacred area on your body, choosing to rest on your lower back.
you hummed as you felt him rub his hands along your t-shirt, moving under the fabric and onto your bare skin. his nails lightly scraped across your melanin absorbed skin, licking at the inside of your mouth. your hands found purchase in his hair, running through the locks and pulling occasionally. you were both so used to this, so used to each other that it didn’t even register when your hips started to move on their own against his, something that wasn’t normal between you two.
you never wanted to push too far and then stop him right in the middle, which is why you only made out with him softly, rough make out sessions happened occasionally but never to the point where either of you would get too hot and bothered.
hongjoong felt the sudden pressure added to his lower half, but he didn’t think too much of it as he was lost in the feeling of you. he became slightly more aware when you did it again, this time a wave of pleasure coarsing through his body. he shivered, not used to you being the cause of that feeling. he experimentally lifted his hips, just enough to feel something but still go unnoticed and swallowed the whimper that fell from your mouth.
you started to grow hot, a bulge that was now formed in hongjoong’s jeans pressing into your most precious area. if just this much felt the way it did, you didn’t know how you were going to handle the pleasure of him being in you. you’d heard that depending on what type of person you are in could possibly hurt, but there was also a possibility that it wouldn’t. you felt like you were okay with it, that wasn’t going to be the factor that stopped you from finally being with hongjoong the way you wanted to.
your hips rocked together, you holding on by the boys shoulders. hongjoong held onto your waist, squeezing whenever you rubbed over his hard on and made a quiet moan fall from his lips.
you kissed him a bit harder, suddenly wanting more. you could feel your body being taken over by something, a feeling that was completely new to you. it was as if your currently actions weren’t enough anymore. you needed something more, a stronger sense of pleasure.
that was the moment hongjoong knew this was going too far. when you searched for something more and ended up grinding down onto him harder, breaking the kiss to throw your head back. he wasn’t going to be able to control himself if he saw anymore of that, and he already knew the both of you were pushing into unknown territory with the way you interacted moments ago.
he grabbed your hips, pushing down to still your movements despite the way the pressure made him jump. your mind was in a faraway land, not realizing that you were doing things you hadn’t ever done with him before. all you knew is that you wanted more, more, more.
“no hongjoong,” you muttered, leaning in and pressing your lips against his again. the aforementioned boy turned his head to the side, avoiding your lips as much as he didn’t want to.
“can’t,” he said, breathing heavy as he tried to focus and not get too ahead of himself. “don’t wanna go to far.”
you shook your head, grabbing the sides of your boyfriends face and forcing him to look at you. “i want to. i’m ready baby.”
“are you sure?” he asked wanting to make sure you were 100% positive you were ready to give your most prized possession to him. you watched him as he watched you, taking a moment before nodding lightly. hongjoong couldn’t smile any wider at your response, finally giving you the kiss you wanted from him.
hongjoong’s eyes widened, searching your features for any sign of a joke. when your expression remained unchanged, he took one of your hands in his, a hesitant look on his face.
you pulled him close as you felt him push off the headboard, wrapping an arm around your waist and turning you around. your back pressed into the mattress, lips never separating from each other’s.
you moaned when hongjoong pressed his hips into yours again, the delicious friction causing you to arch your back. it was more forceful than how it was earlier, although somehow still sweet and savory.
hongjoong was trying diligently to make this memorable for you. he didn’t want it to be just your first time, he wanted it to be your BEST time. he wanted you to be proud of who and how you lost your virginity, he wanted to be your best, even if you stayed together until you were old or only for the next year.
hands found your skin, moving your shirt up until it was right under your bra. he felt you slowly, fingertips grazing the exposed area of your stomach as he pressed his tongue against yours. your skin was soft, he thought as he pulled away from you leaning back up on his knees. he grabbed the hem of his shirt as you looked on, waiting in anticipation. you’d seen him shirtless before, after all you’d gotten changed in front of each other enough to become used to it. you always loved looking at his body, the curve of his v line and the way there was traces of a six pack.
your mouth basically started watering when he pulled the shirt over his head, tossing it to the side. you propped yourself up onto your elbows, reaching out and placing your hand on his chest. you felt your cheeks flare with heat as you ran your hand down his torso, down to the jeans he was wearing. your eyes followed your movements, but flicked back up to hongjoong’s face when he grabbed your wrist. he quietly lifted it to his lips. pressing a kiss to the palm.
you could feel your heart lurch in your chest, and you closed your eyes in attempts not to get too riled up. “wanna make this special,” he voiced, using your wrist to pull you up to him. you moved completely to his will, lifting your arms when he told you to and allowing him to pull your shirt off as well. hongjoong’s eyes instantly fell onto your breasts, which were being held up by the bra you wore.
he took your right breast into his hand, curling his hands around it. you shuffled in your spot, scooting closer to him. you wanted more, didn’t feel like waiting but wanted to feel him inside of you and be the closest you’ve ever been. you didn’t want to ruin the moment though, since hongjoong was adamant on making this one of the best moments of your life. you allowed him to grope you, seemingly getting lost in the feeling of finally being able to touch you.
the boy groaned, tugging at your breast. he traced the lace of your bra, trailing around to the strap and gliding it down your shoulder. he leaned down and pressed a kiss to the skin, lips following the trail his fingers lead. your eyes shut, relishing in the feeling of his mouth against your skin.
“joong,” you whined, red locks in between your fingers. he reached behind you, unhooking your bra and pulling it off your body. he almost looked like a kid in a candy store as your upper half was on full display, head craning and enveloping your nipple.
the boys tongue lapped at the bud, sensitivity sending shockwaves down to your core. he released your breast but continued to suckle, reaching down to undo the shorts that you still had on. by this point he was achingly hard, ready to take you but not wanting to rush. it would be perfect once he knew you were ready enough to take him.
you helped the male remove your bottoms by lifting your hips, fabric falling down your legs and being thrown elsewhere. you were barely paying attention when he pressed his finger to the center of your underwear, right against your clit. you gasped, a new type of pleasure coarsing through you.
you held your breath as hongjoong carressed the area, adding pressure as he worked you up. your fingers tightened in his hair, legs tensing around his hips. your head fell back as you lifted your hips onto his hands. light moans fell from your lips, mouth growing slack.
hongjoong released your nipple from his mouth, a grin spreading across his face as he watched your reaction to his ministrations. your face was turning a deep red, heaving air into your lungs and legs winding back and forth as you took the pleasure that was given to you. you looked beautiful like this, your boyfriend only wished that he could see it sooner.
he soon replaced his fingers with his tongue, licking at your underwear. your hips jerked, lips curling inwards. that was just a taste of what was to come you realized as he pulled your painties to the side. the air hit your wet cunt, folds shiny with your arousal. your boyfriend eyed your lips admiringly. two of his fingers lifted to spread you open, you jerked at the sudden contact. no one besides you had ever touched you like this, feeling someone that wasn’t yourself feel up on you was just a bit awkward, so much to the point where your cheeks flared with heat.
hongjoong gathered some of your arousal, spreading it around and over your clit. he trapped the bundle of nerves between his index and middle finger, your eyes rolling in pleasure. “fuck,” you whined, trying to capture more pleasure. “please baby.”
the boy looked up at you, scanning your blissful expression before giving you what you wanted, tongue running from your tight hole to your clit. you whined, hips lifting into you air. this was completely new, you could feel his saliva as it mixed in with the wetness that had pooled there. you didn’t know how to react to it, wether to relish in it or shy away from it. it was overwhelming, the way his tongue hit all the sensitive spots in you.
it was clear that he knew what he was doing, and you couldn’t have been happier at the fact that you chose him to be your first. he was doing an amazing job at making this memorable for you, not having you do a thing and making your body feel amazing.
he licked at your cunt, flicking your clit and holding your hips to the bed to stop you from moving. you writhed against him, eyebrows furrowing as you were forced to endure this pleasure. you loved it so much, the way he made your heart palpatate, the way your muscles tightened and your gut clenched.
hongjoong also enjoyed making you feel this way, you were stronger than he thought you were, struggling at moments to keep your lower half against the sheets instead of in the air. he enjoyed the way you moaned his name, the way your legs shook with pleasure and tried to keep your senses with you.
he sucked on your clit, obscene sounds coming from the way his lips connected with yours. your eyes widened when you felt something prod at your entrance, a sudden pressure in your lower stomach.
“holy fuck,” you moaned, back arching at the intenseness of the situation. hongjoong pushes his finger in to the knuckle slowly, trying to making you as comfortable as possible.
it didn’t hurt, but it was a bit uncomfortable. you weren’t used to the feeling of having something inside of you like this, his thick finger wiggling inside of you for you to get used to it. you could feel everything he did, every slight movement and it sent your mind into a frenzy. hongjoong slowly loosened your hole, index finger playing inside of you.
hongjoong pulled out his finger, placing the digit into his mouth and sucking off your juices. you could have passed out from the sight, not knowing that something that vulgar could be so arousing. you whimpered, pushing your hips closer to him.
“please,” you begged, wanting to feel that sensation again. hongjoong rubbed your side resssuringly, collecting more of your arousal. “please.”
“don’t worry we’ll get to it,” he spoke softly, pushing in his middle finger this time. it only stayed in for a few seconds before he then added his index finger along with the first. the stretch was even greater this time, your walls clenching around him. “i just have to open you up a bit, don’t want to hurt you.”
you couldn’t answer to that, your stomach tightening in a weird way that you didn’t understand. your eyes shut tightly, bucking down onto his digits. hongjoong parted his fingers, stretching your hole out to be able to fit his cock. he glanced up, catching the way you responding to his fingers. he thrusted them a bit faster, smiling as your mouth went slack and your hands fisted the sheets.
random words tumbled from your lips, some being his name and others being obscenities. your toes curled when you realized the tightening in your gut started to grow tighter, now an uncomfortable weight settling inside of you. you stuttered, trying to warn him that something was off.
he could sense your growing distress, whispering comforting words towards you. your breathing started to pick up even more than it already was, a frantic moan leaving you as you tried to hold onto the knot in your stomach. you had a vague guess of what the feeling was, but you couldn’t help but stress when you didn’t know completely.
“f-fuck,” you moaned, huffing and trying desperately to stay in one piece. “what’s happening?” you asked, clenching around his fingers. he thrusted even harder at that, knowing you were almost where he wanted you.
“you’re close,” he said, much calmer than you were. you figured that’s what it was, growing upset at yourself for coming so close before anything really happened.
“but i don’t want to,” you whined, now trying to shy away from his onslaught. “i wanna wait for you.”
“trust me lovely, it’ll feel better for the both of us if you come for me,” he baited, fingers abusing every inch of your hole. he was searching for the spot inside of you that would send you over the edge, yet he was unfamiliar with your body this was and couldn’t find it. “come for me babydoll, i need you to if you want my cock.”
you do want his cock, you really do. it was that thought that allowed you to stop holding onto the tightness in your gut. it was at the same time that hongjoong curled his fingers upwards, hitting your g-spot with force. you instantly went blank, thighs shaking brutally as you came undone on his fingers.
your boyfriend watched you, his cock swelling in his jeans at the noises you released. you were so fucking beautiful, and now it was finally time for him to be inside of you, to feel you the way he’d always imagined.
you blinked as you came down from your high, staring at the ceiling tiredly. you didn’t think the after affect of coming would feel the way it did, but it completely wiped you out.
“do you think you can take one more?” you heard fuzzily, a hum of confirmation coming from you as you looked to the side. hongjoong was at the edge of the bed though, undoing his pants and yanking them down with his boxers. he accepted your answer as the articles of clothing were left at the edge of the bed, reaching beside you and into the dresser where his phone sat waiting. he reached inside of the top drawer and shuffled his way to the back, feeling a wave of happiness as his fingers scraped the squared packet. he pulled it out of the wooden structure, wasting no time in ripping open the condom and stretching it over his length.
you were tired and dazed so much so that you don’t remember when he managed to get above you stark naked, but all you remember was blinking and then being held down by your boyfriend as he pressed his cock to your hole.
“i need you to breathe princess,” he spoke, rubbing your side to make you more relaxed. by this point you were halfway coherent, a huff tumbling from your lips.
you spoke your response before you could think about it, your eyes sassily rolling to the back of your head. “i’m already breathing,” you muttered, wiggling down onto his tip. he hissed, pulling away from you quickly.
“shut up and do as i say or we’ll never get this finished,” he chided, rubbing your wet folds. he continued to caress your body as he pressed his cock against your hole with more force, tip pushing into you just slightly. your breath hitched, unimaginable pressure being added to your gut.
you did feel a twinge of pain as he stretched you open, a sharp stabbing followed by a deep throb. you gasped, grasping his forearm as you tried to fight through it. hongjoong paused, his head being the only thing that had entered you. he wanted to moved to ram into your hole and drill you into the mattress. you were too soft though, he couldn’t do it, not with the way you looked and how fragile you were.
you were tight around him, so tight. he’d had sex with other people before, but never took anyones virginity. he felt honored that you wanted him to be the one, and he’s glad he got the opportunity. he didn’t know fucking a virgin could feel this good.
you then knew what the boy meant by breathe, taking a few deep breathes before the throbbing started to dissipate. after a moment your muscles relaxed, you were finally able to open your eyes and look at your boyfriend.
he had sweat dripping down from his chest and chin, dripping slowly down from his skin to yours. he was breathing too, but only in attempts to not ruin your newly breached hole and destroy you. “hongjoong,” you whispered, tapping his arm with your index finger that was still wrapped around his forearm. he quickly opened his eyes, checking for any sign of injury or want to stop. “you can move now.”
he felt like a weight had been lifted off his shoulders, rearranging the way he was hovering above you to better support his weight. he pressed his hand into the sheets beside your head, squeezing the material in his fist as he pulled out of you. he froze when you unconsciously squeezed around him, your hot walls closing in around his cock.
he continued to pull out until only the tip remained, carefully pushing back inside until he bottomed out inside of you. you made the prettiest sound he’d ever heard, your head falling back and eyes shutting tight. after your given yourself time to relax you felt nothing but pleasure from him movements.
your body started to rock with his, arousal spreading throughout your entire body. you could feel it in the tips of your fingers, the ends of your toes. you’d never felt something like this before, and it was so addicting. for it to be your boyfriend making you feel this way, you wanted to stay like this forever.
“fuck, stop clenching around me,” hongjoong hissed, hand pressing onto your lower stomach as he slowly thrusted inside of you.
“i-i can’t help- oh my god,” you whined, walls tightening around his cock once again. he moaned out, hips jerking forward at a much faster pace than he was trying to go. you moaned out, voice growing in volume as he started to pound into you slightly.
mistaking your pleasure for pain, hongjoong forced himself to slow down apologizing profusely as he tried to soothe you. instantly you denied it, wrapping your legs around his waist and pulling him closer. he lurched forward, face now mere millimeters from yours.
“don’t,” you breathed, stopping to catch your breath. “don’t stop, go faster.”
you looked him directly in his eye, giving him no questions as to how serious you were. he prepped himself before he started to buck into you, not as hard as he really wanted to go, but enough to have your head falling back as you scratched at him. your nails dug into the skin of his back, a sharp pain shooting through the area as he fucked you. he couldn’t care less though, barely even feeling it over the pleasure of you holding his cock so tight.
“shit, not now,” he groaned as he felt a tightening in his gut, realizing that he wouldn’t be able to hold out much longer. “you’re so tight i can barely keep control of myself.”
you furrowed your eyebrows, figuring it was supposed to be more of an endearing remark. “thank you...?” you stated, sounding more like a question until you were cut off by a moan, hongjoong’s thumb reaching down to rub circles on your clit.
hongjoong struggled to keep himself together as he stroked your bundle of nerves and thrusted into you, your moans and whines sounding like music to his ears. he adjusted his angle slightly, cock angled up just slightly to strike the other bundle of nerves inside of you.
you became embarrassed due to the sounds that fell out of your mouth at the feeling, every time his tip collided with the area a shockwave ran through your body then made you feel even hotter. your moans reverberated around the room, bouncing off the walls and right back into your ears. it felt so good, you couldn’t stop any of the sounds that erupted from you no matter how vulgar.
“right there!” you said, incoherencies following right after. your walls were now spasming around his cock, hongjoong’s breath hitching in his throat as he felt the tightrope in his gut growing tighter. “yes, yes, yesyesyes-”
“oh fuck i love you so much,”. you whined, causing a warmth to spread in both of your chests. you’d said it to each other plenty of times before, but neither of you realized just how much you really loved each other until now. there was nothing you wouldn’t do for the other, and now the both of you were heated to the max.
the boy above you knew he would have to shut you up if he wanted to finish you off, settling for pressing lips against yours. your moans were now muffled, his tongue pressing into your mouth to effectively silence you. your eyes grazed the back of your head as you felt a heat spread across your body, the same knot you felt before suddenly racing at the speed of light to be unraveled. you held onto your boyfriend in hopes that it would steady you yet it did nothing, the knot unravelling before you could even warn him.
you came around hongjoong’s cock, walls clenching unimaginably tighter around him. the boys hips started to stutter, light flashing behind his eyes before the tightrope snapped, an animalistic noise growing from within as he removed himself from your warmth right before the first shot of come spurted from his tip. he groaned, removing the used condom and squeezed the base as he shot his load onto your chest and stomach, painting your skin in white.
you watched with glassy eyes as he came undone, a sight you were happy to be able to see. he looked so good, if you weren’t so tired you possibly would have been able to take another round. but you could barely move your body, just reaching to move the hair from your face being too much energy exerted. hongjoong nearly collapsed on top of you when he fell from his high, chest colliding with yours and mixing his release between your bodies.
“i love you too,” hongjoong muttered, wrapping his arms around your middle. you were slightly disturbed by the bodily fluids that held you two together, but didn’t speak on it as hongjoong kissed the side of your stomach. “so fucking much you don’t even know.”
“of course i do,” you smiled, fingers carding through his hair. “because i love you the exact same way.”
if nothing else in the world was, the smiles that you two wore as you fell asleep later that night would be marked as the purest things in the world.
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