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srry to sound so bitter about it but like lowkey it does hurt to never be able to enjoy any media bc of knowing everyone involved hates you and sees u as subhuman like i cant run away to the same lalaland magical fantasy world that the rest of you can, it doesnt get to happen for me, anytime any new show or game comes out all im thinking is “how long will it take before they announce they see black people as animals” and the answer is “never long enough” like its deeply frustrating, enjoy ur show truly like that isn’t the issue its just i wish ppl would actually care about us further than entertainment bc thats all i see us treated as

do you ever start writing a comment on the internet and then think “oh what the fuck am i going on about” and delete it

I also enjoy writing an entire paragraph, thinking "you know, I don't actually need to be involved in this conversation," and deleting it