HeartSick Beats

I don’t throw around the phrases “the worst thing I’ve ever made” or “abomination before God” very lightly, so believe me when I say this is both of those and also a mistake

it’s the year 2077 & you’re at a nightclub in tokyo with your best friend, you’re both on the run from a group of rebels but you feel safe in this little neon corner of nowhere so when a robot waiter offers you a strawberry daiquiri you accept it you’re a tourist on mars & you’re trying to contact home but the signal is really crappy so you just end up buying yourself an icecream sundae & waiting in this strange alien queue to buy an interstellar sim card you’re in a small virginian town that was wiped off the map several years ago housesitting for a mysterious neighbor when you find a secret passageway in their library, you have no idea where it leads but you’re curious to take a look  you’re in victorian england & you’re walking down a path adorned with the warm aureate glow of gaslights & it’s snowing softly & you have your hands buried deep in your coat pockets while somewhere in the distance, someone announces that the queen is dead you meet god at a gas station at 3.03 am & he asks you if you want to go for a motorcycle ride with him & when you say yes he warns you that he’s about to introduce you to things you can never unknow 

you’re in love with a ghost who shows up in all your household mirrors & keeps turning off the kitchen light but one night you realize that you’re the one that’s been doing all the haunting  it’s a rehab centre for celestial beings, where angels with dying halos flitter past & talk to you of stars, you love working this job, learning about the woes of a dozen flighty beings, & they endow you with their strength & light in return you’re stuck in a time loop inside of a 80′s horror flick and your entire world feels like it’s glitching around you nothing is real except for your strange lover with eyes like moonlight calling you to come back to bed  you’re at an island at midnight all by yourself, the night sky is so clear the sea reflects the star-matted sky, a salty breeze lifts your hair, you breathe in deep & dream of someone beautiful coming to your rescue

this one’s very personal because i just wanted to translate my life and thoughts through music so of course the title is: this is gonna get dark.

badass lesbian pirate who dates a mermaid and they kill soldiers and destroy whole empires together

hot ass playlist for when you’re getting ready to meet ya boo OR for when you’re already alone with your boo *wink wink*

‘shy gay girl crushes on her bi friend and they have great chemistry together but she doesn’t know how to confess her feelings so she suffers in silence’ typa playlist

when you’re dornish af and has to wage war against dragons amirite

watching the sunset through your window while you drink some hot cocoa and chill because it’s one of those lazy days

music to write a badass character fighting in a badass scene to (or when you just wanna feel empowered)

modern music played on string quartet style that makes you wanna be a seductive spy who waltz with your target who’s also dangerous af

your local upbeat playlist that makes you feel like the baddest, coolest and prettiest bitch in town when you’re getting ready for a party

February 28, 2018

February 27, 2018