This sleep disorder bullshit going on with me is so frustrating and really had to come at the worst time of my life. Again - been a lifelong sufferer of sleep issues, seen multiple doctors, received different diagnoses and treatments... but I've never had so many sleepless nights as I have these past couple months. I'm always stuck wondering what to do, if it's worth it to stay awake and try to work while my brain feels all mushy and slow, or if I should just lay in bed listening to meditation tracks or something. My heart has been really overactive lately, and my headaches have been lasting longer (usually they go away after I take my as-needed pill). I just want to sleep and function like a normal person but it feels too out of reach. I am always tired and dead inside and struggling to catch up. It really does feel hopeless.










