stupidgirl

Our love was different

I wish I didn’t think about you

Don’t start caring when I’m gone.

I’m not ok but it’s ok..

Should have just left me alone.

I hope one day I forget about you completely. I hate that I gave so much of myself to you.

Brown eyes to green eyes

I really thought it would have been us in the end

My heart hurts knowing you used to look at me the way you look at her now

All I ever wanted was for you to love me the way I loved you. You put me through hell and back and that still wasn’t good enough for you, you ruined me. But she is just perfect in your eyes and you’re willing to give her everything I ever wanted from you. I feel like I wasted so many years on someone who never actually cared or loved me, I feel like a fool. I can’t wait for the day that I look at you and feel nothing at all, I can’t wait for the day that I see you and remember all of the bad you did to me when all I ever wanted was to love you and be your best friend. I know I shouldn’t but I do, I 100% hate you.

Some days I wonder if you ever truly loved me

I can’t wait for the day that I see you again and feel nothing at all

What we had wasn’t love, it was a joke

Long walks can either be soothing or dangerous to the mind

I hope they’re everything you ever wanted.