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So this year, i want to find love, i want to be happy. I've been single for two years. And i have mastered being alone. So i think it's time to find a special someone. And i am looking for everything i have dreamed of. I have been through hell with an abusive relationship for 8 years. And i have healed from trauma so i will not bring it into my relationship with someone. I am truly grateful for all the healthy relationships i have today. I did not become my abuser. I became a survivor and a warrior. I am truly someone i never thought id be.

It's the holidays for me, that i feel most alone. Even though i have people around me. Both my parents aren't here on this earth anymore. And its only been 5 and 3 years since they've passed away. It's not only hard losing one parent but it's really hard losing both. My grief can look different on any giving day. I could be grieving through music, sleeping, looking at pictures or old Facebook post by them. And other days i could have a big smile on my face because i know they would want me to be happy still and live life but i still feel that void. Grief comes and goes. But on the holidays it just feels a lot heavier. And i just want to say to anyone on here is spending the day alone. Just know you are not alone. If you want someone to talk to message me. Maybe we can get through it together.

Light some candles, incense, and put some music on. And hold your crystals. Because BITCH, we are powerful little witches. Make a spell jar, and do some rituals. I've never felt more connected and powerful. The energies and vibes. It feels amazing. I wanna connect with other females like me. Dm me!! I need friends!!