Hello hello! I'm Calypso/Ribbon, and this is the blog for my fanfic AU of CCCC/Jashverse, Headspace Jashverse! The fanfic can be found on AO3 under When You Get to our Door, Tell Them Chonny Sent You, or on the cjfs as Headspace Jashverse. It has multiple names because Headspace Jashverse is the world it's set in, while WYGtoD,TTCSY is the fanfic that shows the world. Leaves me open to write more fics in this universe! Or for anyone else to write fics of this au, if they so wish :3
So what is Headspace Jashverse? Well, the au is essentially that all of the jashlings exist in Whole's head alongside HMS. Every time Whole {more or less cj, though obviously fictionalised, like i don't know the dude} writes a song, a new person appears in his head.
THIS AU WILL CONTAIN: Gore, violence, suicidal ideation, various angst, and jashshipping! Not HMS jashshipping, they're siblings in this au, but in general. More specific warnings are in chapter notes. Also, it won't be just angst, there will be plenty of fluff! This is a long, serialised fic, we ain't gonna have just pain and suffering.
This blog is for me to ramble, lore dumps, updates regarding chapters, basically anything that would go in the thread on the cjfs. I'll still be active there, most stuff will be crossposted.
Sideblogs can be found here
Asks are okay! Any questions you have or prompts for the characters are more than welcome.
Types of posts: #lore post is for information regarding story, #jashling post is for character info, #new chapter is self explanatory, and #blog update is for unrelated other stuff or news regarding chapter updates!
Uhhh yeah that's all I have to say for now! More updates soon, I'll probably be sending over some information that I already have in the cjfs here
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the current chapter of the fic is finished being written but cannot be posted yet due to me not having access to my laptop. It will be posted probably around Sunday. In the meantime i am starting the next chapter :)
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btw it may be a bit before the next chapter... not quitting it or anything at all, but i'm gonna try to write a chapter of another thing i've been ignoring for a while first
yeah i did NOT write the other thing i've been ignoring. why does life have to exist i've been so busy.... new chapter of headspace jashverse ALMOST done though!
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btw it may be a bit before the next chapter... not quitting it or anything at all, but i'm gonna try to write a chapter of another thing i've been ignoring for a while first
When we first started writing WYGTODTTCSY/Headspace Jashverse while we knew what we considered a fair bit about plurality, since writing it we've learnt a lot more, including how varied plurality can be- and also discovering we are/becoming a system ourselves! {the old host and original writer of this fic, Calypso, has stepped down from host and now rarely fronts. We all write the fic, but the current host is Soul/Atlas- yes, a fictive of Soul, from this exact fic}
At first we considered Whole in this fic to be plural-adjacent but not plural, but now we consider him plural due to having learnt about the wide variety of plural experiences! So we'd like to yap about it here- though just know none of this is canon and may be subject to change.||
And before you ask, we are strictly pro-endo. We will not tolerate endo hate on any of our blogs or in the comments of our fic. Honestly not sure why you'd read a fic about a guy who keeps getting people in his head, sometimes intentionally, not due to trauma if you're anti-endo, but yk.
So with that out of the way!
We're still not planning to tag our fic with multiplicity/plurality, since it is very different from most system fics, focusing entirely on the innerworld and with no switches or anything. They're basically all singlets- other than Jekyll and Hyde- except the world they're in happens to be inside someone's head. They affect each other ways headmates do, but while they share a brain, they don't really consider themselves to share a body- their body is Whole's, and pretty much only Whole's. And if you're wanting to read a multiplicity fic, ours probably won't satisfy that.
We made a decision a while ago to only ever focus on the headspace in this fic, never Whole's external life except for where it impacts them. Partially this is because Whole is only slightly to the left of Real Guy Chonny Jash, and we don't want to speculate too much on him, and partially because that's not what the fic is about. If we ever do, it would probably be in a separate fic and maybe not canon. Whole is inspired by Chonny Jash, and his songs, and the things about him that have been made public information mostly via his social media, but he's not meant to be an exact copy, that would be weird. And I don't think the real Chonny Jash has a bunch of his songs as people running around his head.
Whole probably wouldn't spend much time in plural spaces, but if he did, he'd probably consider himself plural, and would say that he's a system with an asterisk if asked, but wouldn't consider himself a system, due to never switching and it having relatively little impact on his life. After all, Whole isn't a system, Whole and everyone in his head are. And since Whole is the only one accessible to the outside world, when people ask, "are you a system," they're pretty much just asking Whole if Whole is a system.
If he'd have- well, probably not have, but qualify for- any diagnoses, it would probably be P-DID due to not switching. But honestly, he probably isn't disordered, he doesn't experience distress from it {except for H+M fighting}, and he doesn't blend with anyone- except Soul, and that's more like a temporary fusion- only experiencing passive influence.
As for what his origins would be, we're thinking probably mixed- while we probably won't go into the trauma itself, our headcanon is that HMS's split was probably traumagenic. Out of universe and somewhat in universe, all the other people are just that every time Whole/Chonny Jash writes a song or album, a new person appears, but what it's meant to be is that when he spends a lot of time thinking about something- which tends to happen when you're writing a song!- it turns into a Jashling in his head. Which makes the majority of the Jashlings endogenic- though some, like the Gothic Whores, whatever I'm gonna do with MajMel, probably TUSOUD, etc- also some sort of hyperfixation-genic- whatever the word for that is. Also it makes some- like CJPH, ATTFC, etc- possibly stressgenic or traumagenic.
And then of course, he realises that when he dwells on a thought or emotion, especially when he writes a song about it, that creates a Jashling, and so he intentionally uses that- this happened with Felicia, and while I'm not sure he'll do it with that much intentionally again, it does shape his thinking and songwriting- making part of his system willogenic!
We view ourselves, and usually plurality in general, psychologically rather than spiritually, and due to this Whole and his system do too. Their world is imaginary and while their "sources" affect them and are certainly real in one sense of the word, they didn't actually come from those places.
But that's pretty much it for now! Whole and co probably won't use these terms, and certainly not in this fic, but it's still very fun to think about! If you've read all of this, I hope you enjoyed our yapping and weren't too thrown off by us being a system or that we secretly think the brain is more complex than one simple trauma model. Peace!
I think a lot of writers might benefit from giving themselves permission to get weird with format.
Use second person, drop classic rising action and climax format, write backwards, just sit in a moment, tell all you want and refuse to show, make an entire book that’s just one run on sentence, reject tropes, use all tropes, cliche yourself to death, produce something that’s completely gibberish. Break all the rules of marketability. Become ungovernable.
It’s the middle of the night and I should be sleeping but listen. Listen. Just get weird with it. Open your soul up a little bit. Like actually don’t worry about it being palatable. I’m serious. Get weirder. Get weirder right now. I’m demanding that you get weirder right now. It’s not your responsibility to make your reader feel good. It’s your job to make art, goddamnit. Make art. Make weird art. Open up your third eye and eat an entire cheesecake.
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