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@haunting-niigo
I used to be Enanan, the illustrator for Nightcord at 25. Now I'm just a ghost of the past

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How's your art going
@haunting-niigo
E-eh? It's going great, i think...
That's good
... Ena?..
That is my name
It's nice to see you again!- Are you okay..? Something feels a bit off..
I'm surprised you can even hear me considering I'm a ghost
...
It's not funny to say things like that... What are you talking about?...
Do you think I'm the type of person to joke around?
No,
But that's not funny! Really! Don't just say things like that..!
I'm being dead serious
What-
Then how- when?! Why?!
I just couldn't handle life anymore
...
I'm..
Sorry- I...
..
Don't think I can handle this right now... It's been so long that I just-
...Why.. are you here though..?
I can't move on. I feel bad for leaving everyone behind
I get that but...
..
This is oddly painful... We havent even talked since you-...
...What.. happened..? Why didn't you just talk to me? I knew you were struggling but you wouldn't reach out and I couldn't find you-
This.. isn't fair at all..
I'm sorry, Futaba
You always say that...! Even when it isn't your fault...-
Can't you blame the world just this once..?
If I just kept you from leaving that day..-
It wasn't your fault. I guess I wasn't meant to be an artist
How's your art going
@haunting-niigo
E-eh? It's going great, i think...
That's good
... Ena?..
That is my name
It's nice to see you again!- Are you okay..? Something feels a bit off..
I'm surprised you can even hear me considering I'm a ghost
...
It's not funny to say things like that... What are you talking about?...
Do you think I'm the type of person to joke around?
No,
But that's not funny! Really! Don't just say things like that..!
I'm being dead serious
What-
Then how- when?! Why?!
I just couldn't handle life anymore
...
I'm..
Sorry- I...
..
Don't think I can handle this right now... It's been so long that I just-
...Why.. are you here though..?
I can't move on. I feel bad for leaving everyone behind
I get that but...
..
This is oddly painful... We havent even talked since you-...
...What.. happened..? Why didn't you just talk to me? I knew you were struggling but you wouldn't reach out and I couldn't find you-
This.. isn't fair at all..
I'm sorry, Futaba
How's your art going
@haunting-niigo
E-eh? It's going great, i think...
That's good
... Ena?..
That is my name
It's nice to see you again!- Are you okay..? Something feels a bit off..
I'm surprised you can even hear me considering I'm a ghost
...
It's not funny to say things like that... What are you talking about?...
Do you think I'm the type of person to joke around?
No,
But that's not funny! Really! Don't just say things like that..!
I'm being dead serious
What-
Then how- when?! Why?!
I just couldn't handle life anymore
...
I'm..
Sorry- I...
..
Don't think I can handle this right now... It's been so long that I just-
...Why.. are you here though..?
I can't move on. I feel bad for leaving everyone behind
How's your art going
@haunting-niigo
E-eh? It's going great, i think...
That's good
... Ena?..
That is my name
It's nice to see you again!- Are you okay..? Something feels a bit off..
I'm surprised you can even hear me considering I'm a ghost
...
It's not funny to say things like that... What are you talking about?...
Do you think I'm the type of person to joke around?
No,
But that's not funny! Really! Don't just say things like that..!
I'm being dead serious
What-
Then how- when?! Why?!
I just couldn't handle life anymore

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How's your art going
@haunting-niigo
E-eh? It's going great, i think...
That's good
... Ena?..
That is my name
It's nice to see you again!- Are you okay..? Something feels a bit off..
I'm surprised you can even hear me considering I'm a ghost
...
It's not funny to say things like that... What are you talking about?...
Do you think I'm the type of person to joke around?
No,
But that's not funny! Really! Don't just say things like that..!
I'm being dead serious
How's your art going
@haunting-niigo
E-eh? It's going great, i think...
That's good
... Ena?..
That is my name
It's nice to see you again!- Are you okay..? Something feels a bit off..
I'm surprised you can even hear me considering I'm a ghost
...
It's not funny to say things like that... What are you talking about?...
Do you think I'm the type of person to joke around?
How's your art going
@haunting-niigo
E-eh? It's going great, i think...
That's good
... Ena?..
That is my name
It's nice to see you again!- Are you okay..? Something feels a bit off..
I'm surprised you can even hear me considering I'm a ghost
How's your art going
@haunting-niigo
E-eh? It's going great, i think...
That's good
... Ena?..
That is my name
How's your art going
@haunting-niigo
E-eh? It's going great, i think...
That's good

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…what happened to you?
I’m… not the Mizuki I know.
~ @n25-amia
They didn't save me in time. Now I regret leaving them
Oh…
I’m… sorry.
It's ok. It's my own fault
…what happened to you?
I’m… not the Mizuki I know.
~ @n25-amia
They didn't save me in time. Now I regret leaving them
*Mafyuu was alone in the park. She was just sitting there late in the night, scrolling through her chats with Niigo. Ena's last messages continue come to view, and it sends her heart shattering into a million pieces*
"Oh Ena... if you only you can hear me now... if you were here..."
*She clutches the phone tightly and hugs it. She deeply cherished every memory she had with Niigo. If only she could have just saved Ena*
"It's getting late. I should go home now..."
*Mafyuu stands up and heads for home. Looking down on the ground to hide her tears and her sadness*
(Open RP starter!)
What are you doing out here this late? If you can even hear me
"!!!"
*Mafyuu looks back and sees... Ena? No... it can't be. It can't be!*
"E-Ena? Am I seeing things?"
Calm down. I promise you're not seeing things. I just haven't moved on yet. Can you answer what you're doing out here so late?
*Mafyuu looks at the apparition of her deceased friend and tries her best to hold back tears*
"I...I don't know. Maybe I just wanted to walk and find a way to unwind. But instead, all I thought about was you. And what Niigo used to be. Ena... about what happened. Forgive me..."
You're all blaming yourselves. It's my fault though. I was the one who hid my true feelings from everyone. If I reached out would things have gone better?
"Ena... if only I had tried harder, then maybe you wouldn't be this ghost that can't rest in peace. This is my fault as much as the rest of Niigo's. But... I suppose you're right"
*Mafyuu slowly moved closer to Ena*
I just want to be Niigo's artist again. I'm sorry for leaving everyone this way
*Those words struck Mafyuu like a knife through butter. Her tears becoming more visible as she reach out to try and hold Ena by the hands*
"But... You’re dead! How can you be Niigo's artist when you're dead?! And without you, how can Niigo move on?"
I can still draw a little bit. It's just very hard, but I know it won't last long. Maybe you need a new artist. Sorry, Yuki
*Mafyuu was silent. A new artist? That's easier said than done. And yet, to Mafyuu, there was no other artist like Ena and so to her and the rest of Niigo, she was irreplaceable*
"Ena... no one in this world draws your style and Niigo's style than yourself. I am sure there are lots of great artists out there. But no one else comes close to you. Your art is the most beautiful I have seen, and it made me want to continue writing songs. Without it and without you, Niigo feels empty"
You could try summoning me as a demon to see if that brings me back
Ena is trying to joke to lighten the mood
"A what now? Ena, don't tell me you're joking. *sigh* even in the afterlife, your humour persists..."
*Mafyuu smiled a bit. Missing all the banter she had with Niigo when Ena was still around*
It's important to joke around sometimes. It can help lighten the mood
*Mafyuu giggled a bit before her frown returned*
"Ena. Have you tried entering the SEKAI? As a ghost, is it even possible for you to still enter that place"
I haven't yet. Let's see what happens when I try
*Mafyuu brings out her phone and puts the Untitled on screen to see if it works*
"Alright. Here you go"
Ena tries going to the Sekai
*Mafyuu's phone starts to glitch before SEKAI triangles started to form around the device. Then, a White light envelopes both her and Mafyuu*
"...!!"
I can't believe it's actually working. I'm really glad
*Mafyuu was happy that at least in the SEKAI, Ena feels like a real person. At least in the SEKAI*
"So Ena. How does it feel?"
It's weird, but at least here I can draw. I can bring my art supplies here and draw for Niigo again
"That's good to hear! It's just a pity you can't draw in the real world anymore. You'll have to live like a vocoloid from now on"
*Mafyuu reached out to her hand and touched Ena. Even though she was here, her skin felt cold and she felt no pulse*
"Ena... have you been watching all of us for some time now?"
I have. I tried reaching out to Mizuki using my old account, but she just assumed I was a hacker. I want to talk to her again though
"I see. I can tell her first that you're a ghost now and you'll appear through the SEKAI on her phone. I know it will be hard for to believe but she'll have to see it"
*Mafyuu then pulls out her phone to contact Mizuki*
Good luck
@between-feelings-and-reality
*Mafyuu was alone in the park. She was just sitting there late in the night, scrolling through her chats with Niigo. Ena's last messages continue come to view, and it sends her heart shattering into a million pieces*
"Oh Ena... if you only you can hear me now... if you were here..."
*She clutches the phone tightly and hugs it. She deeply cherished every memory she had with Niigo. If only she could have just saved Ena*
"It's getting late. I should go home now..."
*Mafyuu stands up and heads for home. Looking down on the ground to hide her tears and her sadness*
(Open RP starter!)
What are you doing out here this late? If you can even hear me
"!!!"
*Mafyuu looks back and sees... Ena? No... it can't be. It can't be!*
"E-Ena? Am I seeing things?"
Calm down. I promise you're not seeing things. I just haven't moved on yet. Can you answer what you're doing out here so late?
*Mafyuu looks at the apparition of her deceased friend and tries her best to hold back tears*
"I...I don't know. Maybe I just wanted to walk and find a way to unwind. But instead, all I thought about was you. And what Niigo used to be. Ena... about what happened. Forgive me..."
You're all blaming yourselves. It's my fault though. I was the one who hid my true feelings from everyone. If I reached out would things have gone better?
"Ena... if only I had tried harder, then maybe you wouldn't be this ghost that can't rest in peace. This is my fault as much as the rest of Niigo's. But... I suppose you're right"
*Mafyuu slowly moved closer to Ena*
I just want to be Niigo's artist again. I'm sorry for leaving everyone this way
*Those words struck Mafyuu like a knife through butter. Her tears becoming more visible as she reach out to try and hold Ena by the hands*
"But... You’re dead! How can you be Niigo's artist when you're dead?! And without you, how can Niigo move on?"
I can still draw a little bit. It's just very hard, but I know it won't last long. Maybe you need a new artist. Sorry, Yuki
*Mafyuu was silent. A new artist? That's easier said than done. And yet, to Mafyuu, there was no other artist like Ena and so to her and the rest of Niigo, she was irreplaceable*
"Ena... no one in this world draws your style and Niigo's style than yourself. I am sure there are lots of great artists out there. But no one else comes close to you. Your art is the most beautiful I have seen, and it made me want to continue writing songs. Without it and without you, Niigo feels empty"
You could try summoning me as a demon to see if that brings me back
Ena is trying to joke to lighten the mood
"A what now? Ena, don't tell me you're joking. *sigh* even in the afterlife, your humour persists..."
*Mafyuu smiled a bit. Missing all the banter she had with Niigo when Ena was still around*
It's important to joke around sometimes. It can help lighten the mood
*Mafyuu giggled a bit before her frown returned*
"Ena. Have you tried entering the SEKAI? As a ghost, is it even possible for you to still enter that place"
I haven't yet. Let's see what happens when I try
*Mafyuu brings out her phone and puts the Untitled on screen to see if it works*
"Alright. Here you go"
Ena tries going to the Sekai
*Mafyuu's phone starts to glitch before SEKAI triangles started to form around the device. Then, a White light envelopes both her and Mafyuu*
"...!!"
I can't believe it's actually working. I'm really glad
*Mafyuu was happy that at least in the SEKAI, Ena feels like a real person. At least in the SEKAI*
"So Ena. How does it feel?"
It's weird, but at least here I can draw. I can bring my art supplies here and draw for Niigo again
"That's good to hear! It's just a pity you can't draw in the real world anymore. You'll have to live like a vocoloid from now on"
*Mafyuu reached out to her hand and touched Ena. Even though she was here, her skin felt cold and she felt no pulse*
"Ena... have you been watching all of us for some time now?"
I have. I tried reaching out to Mizuki using my old account, but she just assumed I was a hacker. I want to talk to her again though
*Mafyuu was alone in the park. She was just sitting there late in the night, scrolling through her chats with Niigo. Ena's last messages continue come to view, and it sends her heart shattering into a million pieces*
"Oh Ena... if you only you can hear me now... if you were here..."
*She clutches the phone tightly and hugs it. She deeply cherished every memory she had with Niigo. If only she could have just saved Ena*
"It's getting late. I should go home now..."
*Mafyuu stands up and heads for home. Looking down on the ground to hide her tears and her sadness*
(Open RP starter!)
What are you doing out here this late? If you can even hear me
"!!!"
*Mafyuu looks back and sees... Ena? No... it can't be. It can't be!*
"E-Ena? Am I seeing things?"
Calm down. I promise you're not seeing things. I just haven't moved on yet. Can you answer what you're doing out here so late?
*Mafyuu looks at the apparition of her deceased friend and tries her best to hold back tears*
"I...I don't know. Maybe I just wanted to walk and find a way to unwind. But instead, all I thought about was you. And what Niigo used to be. Ena... about what happened. Forgive me..."
You're all blaming yourselves. It's my fault though. I was the one who hid my true feelings from everyone. If I reached out would things have gone better?
"Ena... if only I had tried harder, then maybe you wouldn't be this ghost that can't rest in peace. This is my fault as much as the rest of Niigo's. But... I suppose you're right"
*Mafyuu slowly moved closer to Ena*
I just want to be Niigo's artist again. I'm sorry for leaving everyone this way
*Those words struck Mafyuu like a knife through butter. Her tears becoming more visible as she reach out to try and hold Ena by the hands*
"But... You’re dead! How can you be Niigo's artist when you're dead?! And without you, how can Niigo move on?"
I can still draw a little bit. It's just very hard, but I know it won't last long. Maybe you need a new artist. Sorry, Yuki
*Mafyuu was silent. A new artist? That's easier said than done. And yet, to Mafyuu, there was no other artist like Ena and so to her and the rest of Niigo, she was irreplaceable*
"Ena... no one in this world draws your style and Niigo's style than yourself. I am sure there are lots of great artists out there. But no one else comes close to you. Your art is the most beautiful I have seen, and it made me want to continue writing songs. Without it and without you, Niigo feels empty"
You could try summoning me as a demon to see if that brings me back
Ena is trying to joke to lighten the mood
"A what now? Ena, don't tell me you're joking. *sigh* even in the afterlife, your humour persists..."
*Mafyuu smiled a bit. Missing all the banter she had with Niigo when Ena was still around*
It's important to joke around sometimes. It can help lighten the mood
*Mafyuu giggled a bit before her frown returned*
"Ena. Have you tried entering the SEKAI? As a ghost, is it even possible for you to still enter that place"
I haven't yet. Let's see what happens when I try
*Mafyuu brings out her phone and puts the Untitled on screen to see if it works*
"Alright. Here you go"
Ena tries going to the Sekai
*Mafyuu's phone starts to glitch before SEKAI triangles started to form around the device. Then, a White light envelopes both her and Mafyuu*
"...!!"
I can't believe it's actually working. I'm really glad
*Mafyuu was happy that at least in the SEKAI, Ena feels like a real person. At least in the SEKAI*
"So Ena. How does it feel?"
It's weird, but at least here I can draw. I can bring my art supplies here and draw for Niigo again

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*Mafyuu was alone in the park. She was just sitting there late in the night, scrolling through her chats with Niigo. Ena's last messages continue come to view, and it sends her heart shattering into a million pieces*
"Oh Ena... if you only you can hear me now... if you were here..."
*She clutches the phone tightly and hugs it. She deeply cherished every memory she had with Niigo. If only she could have just saved Ena*
"It's getting late. I should go home now..."
*Mafyuu stands up and heads for home. Looking down on the ground to hide her tears and her sadness*
(Open RP starter!)
What are you doing out here this late? If you can even hear me
"!!!"
*Mafyuu looks back and sees... Ena? No... it can't be. It can't be!*
"E-Ena? Am I seeing things?"
Calm down. I promise you're not seeing things. I just haven't moved on yet. Can you answer what you're doing out here so late?
*Mafyuu looks at the apparition of her deceased friend and tries her best to hold back tears*
"I...I don't know. Maybe I just wanted to walk and find a way to unwind. But instead, all I thought about was you. And what Niigo used to be. Ena... about what happened. Forgive me..."
You're all blaming yourselves. It's my fault though. I was the one who hid my true feelings from everyone. If I reached out would things have gone better?
"Ena... if only I had tried harder, then maybe you wouldn't be this ghost that can't rest in peace. This is my fault as much as the rest of Niigo's. But... I suppose you're right"
*Mafyuu slowly moved closer to Ena*
I just want to be Niigo's artist again. I'm sorry for leaving everyone this way
*Those words struck Mafyuu like a knife through butter. Her tears becoming more visible as she reach out to try and hold Ena by the hands*
"But... You’re dead! How can you be Niigo's artist when you're dead?! And without you, how can Niigo move on?"
I can still draw a little bit. It's just very hard, but I know it won't last long. Maybe you need a new artist. Sorry, Yuki
*Mafyuu was silent. A new artist? That's easier said than done. And yet, to Mafyuu, there was no other artist like Ena and so to her and the rest of Niigo, she was irreplaceable*
"Ena... no one in this world draws your style and Niigo's style than yourself. I am sure there are lots of great artists out there. But no one else comes close to you. Your art is the most beautiful I have seen, and it made me want to continue writing songs. Without it and without you, Niigo feels empty"
You could try summoning me as a demon to see if that brings me back
Ena is trying to joke to lighten the mood
"A what now? Ena, don't tell me you're joking. *sigh* even in the afterlife, your humour persists..."
*Mafyuu smiled a bit. Missing all the banter she had with Niigo when Ena was still around*
It's important to joke around sometimes. It can help lighten the mood
*Mafyuu giggled a bit before her frown returned*
"Ena. Have you tried entering the SEKAI? As a ghost, is it even possible for you to still enter that place"
I haven't yet. Let's see what happens when I try
*Mafyuu brings out her phone and puts the Untitled on screen to see if it works*
"Alright. Here you go"
Ena tries going to the Sekai
*Mafyuu's phone starts to glitch before SEKAI triangles started to form around the device. Then, a White light envelopes both her and Mafyuu*
"...!!"
I can't believe it's actually working. I'm really glad
*Mafyuu was alone in the park. She was just sitting there late in the night, scrolling through her chats with Niigo. Ena's last messages continue come to view, and it sends her heart shattering into a million pieces*
"Oh Ena... if you only you can hear me now... if you were here..."
*She clutches the phone tightly and hugs it. She deeply cherished every memory she had with Niigo. If only she could have just saved Ena*
"It's getting late. I should go home now..."
*Mafyuu stands up and heads for home. Looking down on the ground to hide her tears and her sadness*
(Open RP starter!)
What are you doing out here this late? If you can even hear me
"!!!"
*Mafyuu looks back and sees... Ena? No... it can't be. It can't be!*
"E-Ena? Am I seeing things?"
Calm down. I promise you're not seeing things. I just haven't moved on yet. Can you answer what you're doing out here so late?
*Mafyuu looks at the apparition of her deceased friend and tries her best to hold back tears*
"I...I don't know. Maybe I just wanted to walk and find a way to unwind. But instead, all I thought about was you. And what Niigo used to be. Ena... about what happened. Forgive me..."
You're all blaming yourselves. It's my fault though. I was the one who hid my true feelings from everyone. If I reached out would things have gone better?
"Ena... if only I had tried harder, then maybe you wouldn't be this ghost that can't rest in peace. This is my fault as much as the rest of Niigo's. But... I suppose you're right"
*Mafyuu slowly moved closer to Ena*
I just want to be Niigo's artist again. I'm sorry for leaving everyone this way
*Those words struck Mafyuu like a knife through butter. Her tears becoming more visible as she reach out to try and hold Ena by the hands*
"But... You’re dead! How can you be Niigo's artist when you're dead?! And without you, how can Niigo move on?"
I can still draw a little bit. It's just very hard, but I know it won't last long. Maybe you need a new artist. Sorry, Yuki
*Mafyuu was silent. A new artist? That's easier said than done. And yet, to Mafyuu, there was no other artist like Ena and so to her and the rest of Niigo, she was irreplaceable*
"Ena... no one in this world draws your style and Niigo's style than yourself. I am sure there are lots of great artists out there. But no one else comes close to you. Your art is the most beautiful I have seen, and it made me want to continue writing songs. Without it and without you, Niigo feels empty"
You could try summoning me as a demon to see if that brings me back
Ena is trying to joke to lighten the mood
"A what now? Ena, don't tell me you're joking. *sigh* even in the afterlife, your humour persists..."
*Mafyuu smiled a bit. Missing all the banter she had with Niigo when Ena was still around*
It's important to joke around sometimes. It can help lighten the mood
*Mafyuu giggled a bit before her frown returned*
"Ena. Have you tried entering the SEKAI? As a ghost, is it even possible for you to still enter that place"
I haven't yet. Let's see what happens when I try
*Mafyuu brings out her phone and puts the Untitled on screen to see if it works*
"Alright. Here you go"
Ena tries going to the Sekai