you are so loved

daily tasks are: wake up haunted, get sick, wallow, memory loss, grief, get sick, do the dishes

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Forget unrequited love, you know what's really tragic? requited love but they're doomed by the narrative. It doesn't matter that they love each other, it doesn't matter how hard they love, they were doomed from the start.

"what do you do in spare time" i yearn and i dream about a life where im loved and nothings ever wrong and it takes up all of my evenings and weekends doing that

"Tell me all the terrible things you've done and let me love you anyways" - Edgar Allan Poe

having a nightmare while taking a nap is like the ultimate betrayal

like I’m sleeping recreationally. this is supposed to be fun sleep time.

honestly people were so right about how when the right people come along, the way you love them will come so naturally

can they make a being hydrated that doesn't have you pissing at emergency levels every 34 minutes

the relationship between a girl and her favourite mug can be oh so personal

You can’t deserve a person’s love. You’ll drive yourself crazy thinking like that. They either love you, or they don’t. That doesn’t mean you weren’t good enough for them to love you, because love isn’t something you earn by being good enough. It isn’t something that can be quantified or doled out. Don’t blame yourself for not being loved how you need to, just teach yourself how to look for love where love lives.

This isn’t just about romantic love, or even skewed towards romantic love, although it does apply there too. One of the hardest things I’ve ever had to accept is that my mother simply wasn’t someone who was capable of loving me, and there is no version of me that I could have ever been that would have earned that love. But with acceptance came healing. I was able to love myself more instead of resenting myself for not being more than any one person could be.

Are you listening? Even love for yourself isn’t earned. It is a kindness you give yourself.

bodies should never ever hurt when i’m trying to sleep. like girl literally just turn off. that’s enough

changing every “i should have known better” to “i know better now”. i will not judge past versions of me through the lens of who i am now.