Hi its been a while since i've opened tumblr, something happened that sort of made me lose too much confidence in myself that being seen by everybody made me too nervous. its a selfish reason i know, but im somewhat better i think.
i haven't watched season 3 of squid game, frankly I probably never will because i heard about what happened by an irl friend of mine who watched it and was as upset as I was when they talked about it to me. To say that I felt disappointed would be an understatement, not just because of how much I loved Jun-ho and In-ho's story, but the show itself was holding a powerful message that in the end it couldn't follow through with. As much as I want to try and find the same passion I had for the show as I did earlier this year, I really can't because I dont want to wrack my brain about what if's and what should've been's when there are other things I could be doing with my time. It's like all the thoughts and theories I had were put to waste, i would've understood somewhat if maybe the hwang brothers didn't get as much focus but the entire season just being as bad as it was makes me more frustrated and hurt because it was already a very special kind of show.
i've been watching other things, but in the back of my head i had still been waiting and wondering about what squid game's finale would be like and after finding out, i cant bring myself to look for why it became like that and i probably already know the answer but i dont want to lose my head over it.
I don't have anything to say except: I Miss You, Maru 🥺🥺💕



















