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Thinking of these girlies 24/7....
"let's be doomed and not tell our fans" ahh couple
ducky. ur lee aether hcs ...... hand them over <3
OH! DONT MIND IF I DO!
Lee Aether who never knew how bad his moods got until he was around teasy people.
Lee Aether who melts into the nearest piece of furniture when the word or conversation about it is brought up.
Lee Aether who gets a funny feeling in his chest and stomach when his close friends start talking about it or using the word.
Lee Aether who has such soft skin on his tummy that Kaeya absolutely cannot leave him alone
Lee Aether who likes having his tummy rubbed even though it tickles like a BITCH. He will lay back and giggle helplessly as someone rubs it or traces their finger around it.
Lee Aether whose entire torso is just so deathly ticklish and it kills him.
Lee Aether who never really says “stop.”
Lee Aether who pushes on his ler’ arms and face when they’re wrapped around his waist to tickle him or blow raspberries on him
Lee Aether who feels the absolute MOST out of anticipation tickles
Lee Aether who’s known for laying in someone’s lap to calm his Lee mood
Lee Aether who fucking dies when Itto tickles him bc oni has no mercy and can man handle him.
Lee Aether who looks positively gorgeous while being tickled bc his face flushes and his eyes squeeze closed
Lee Aether whose laugh is melodic and many get addicted. They get hypnotized and keep going and going (not that Aether much minds)
Lee Aether who loves sleepovers in his teapot bc he has a safe place to try and provoke his friends. (Good luck trying to get away from Itto and Alhaitham who will literally grab him into their laps and pinch his sides until he’s smacking their arms and screaming for ia breathing break.
(HELP IM FALLING ASLEEP. TAKE THESE UNTIL I CAN TYPE W/O MY EYES CLOSING)
could i get some pink fluttershy themed pngs ? or just pink pngs if that’s easier ? thank you ^^

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happy 10 anniversary ssmy!
not for this occasion
but in general i come with alien stage inspired pieces for both the anniversary pair and kghr
both illustrations also allude to official art more or less hehe
This is so cute <333
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Miscalculation
kavetham angst; mentions and brief descriptions of torture; strays slightly from canon. barely proof read
Alhaitham's plan was perfect.. so how did Kaveh end up in Azar's office?
When Alhaitham had made his plan to overthrow the Sages and free Lesser Lord Kusenali, he had thought of everything. It was almost as if he predicted exactly how each event would played out. Well, until he was in the Grand Sage’s office, and lying on the ground before him was his roommate, or more accurately the man he had fallen in love with, Kaveh.
The blond’s clothes were completely torn from head to toe, blood staining whatever was left of the shredded cloth. His once beautiful face was caked in dried blood, cuts and bruises. He looked almost unrecognizable. The damage didn’t stop there though, many of those same gashes and bruises were scattered on his body.
The boy was barely conscious, his eyes half-lidded as he stared thoughtlessly out at the office. His skin was much paler than usual, from blood loss one could only assume.
“Kaveh,” Alhaitham breathed out, staring at his roommate.
“Ahh I see you two are well acquainted,” Grand Sage Azar said in a mocking tone. “I knew I was right for plucking him up.”
“What does he have to do with this?” He glared at the Sage. “Why are you dragging innocent people into this problem?”
“Well, Alhaitham, since you decided to run away, to betray me, I decided I needed something as.. leverage.”
“I didn’t betray you. I brought the damn Traveler and her floating friend with me. I did exactly as you instructed, so what’s the point of bringing Kaveh into this?”
“Because I knew you had some ploy brewing up. You were going to ‘betray’ the Traveler here, right?” Azar crossed his arms, his eyes piercing into Alhaitham’s shaking gaze. “After all, I got eye witness reports of you and the Traverler in the Caravan Ribat. Instead of bringing her here, you escaped into the desert. If you were really working with me, you would have brought her immediately. I’m assuming you also met up with General Cyno, did you not? Anyone would assume you would have betrayed us with a little persuasion?” Alhaitham, a man who could always quip back instantly was stuck.
His whole plan had fallen apart the moment he saw Kaveh’s disheveled body. He forced himself to regain his composure, “Regardless, this is always baseless guesses and not facts. I brought you the Traveler and gave you my report. Bringing Kaveh into this was nothing, but a way for you to vent out your frustrations.”
Azar laughed, “My my you are hopeless, Alhaitham. You are so upset over this, aren’t you?”
Alhaitham’s hands began to shake, the more Azar spoke the more he was ready to betray their plan. By the amount of blood leaking from Kaveh’s body, the man could die at any moment, “It doesn’t matter what I say, you’ll see me as a traitor regardless,” He scoffed.
“Whether you impugned me, it would have little affect on you. There was no need to go to such lengths to get me back.”
“Ahh, but you’re mistaken. See, losing our Scribe would be a big loss to us. It would effect the entirety of the way the Akademiya functions. Though.. compared to our current project, things like this are trivial at best.”
Alhaitham had enough of Azar’s rambling and his lack of care for human life, “You say I betrayed the Akademiya, but that was all you Azar! You betrayed Sumeru and its archon.”
“So fight has turned to flight at long last,” He glanced around at the men surrounding the area. “Guards! Seize Alhaitham!”
Alhaitham knew what he needed to do, what the next step was, but if he just let himself get arrested without helping Kaveh, he was going to die, “Wait!” He slowly stepped forward, guess it was time for him to improvise.
“What is it Alhaitham?” “Take Kaveh to the infirmary and get him treatment, then I will go with you peacefully,” The plan would almost work perfectly, but he still needed to swap the knowledge capsules.
“Fine. It’ll make this quicker,” He snapped at two of the guards. “Carry the architect to the infirmary for treatment.”
The two guards swiftly picked the blond up, carrying him out of Azar’s office.
Alhaitham watched them intensely as the three disappeared. As long as Kaveh was safe… He reached for the Divine Knowledge Capsule and activated it, allowing the intense knowledge to flood his mind. It was all consuming, but luckily, he knew how to not let it affect it.
His breathing suddenly became erratic as his Akasha flickered between red and blue, eventually landing on the deep red color. He stared up at the Grand Sage, a great hatred flooding over him. Not just for what happened with Lesser Lord Kusenali, but for him having the courage to touch the man most precious to him.
He stumbled forward, his head throbbing and vision blurring. Still, he pressed forward, he had a job to do, "Azar…" The capsule fell to the ground below him.
Azar's eyes moved from the seething man before him and to the object that landed on the ground, "So you were the one that stole that Divine Knowledge Capsule…" He flicked his eyes back to Alhaitham, who was slowly inching closer. "I should have known you wouldn't go out so easily. All you cared about was saving that architect."
"Traitor… You traitor!" Alhaitham yelled at him, pushing past the terrified guards to charge the sage. A guard pushed Azar out of the way, a moment later and Alhaitham most certainly would have caught the man, and from there, who knows what would have happened.
Alhaitham collided with the desk on impact. Perfect. He carefully switched the Knowledge Capsules, his plan now finally coming together. He spun back around to chase Azar once more, but the guards finally acted. They blocked him from moving any further. "He's gone completely insane," Azar scoffed as he adjusted his monocle.
A guard came up behind Alhaitham, using his spear to knock him out with a good whack to the back of his head.
The man fell to the ground, unable to focus on anything but the spinning feeling clouding his mind. "Take him to the matra and have him exiled to Aaru Village."
Everything was going perfectly to plan now. Alhaitham was tugged onto his feet and dragged out of Azar's office. However, he still couldn't help, but worry for Kaveh.
That idiot better be alive.
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When Kaveh awoke, he didn't expect to find Cyno standing over him with a clear look of concern. If anything, he expected himself to be dead.
"Kaveh, you're awake," Cyno said, letting out a loud sigh of relief.
He sat up quickly. Bad idea. "C-Cyno?" As soon as the blond spoke, he began to cough violently and blood spewed from his lips. He wiped the liquid from his mouth, the red staining his bruised arm.
"Careful there. You look like shit," Cyno eased him.
Kaveh laid back down, staring up at the ceiling. How did any of this happen?
"Kaveh, what happened to you?" Cyno asked, though it was clear he already knew exactly what happened, just based on inference. He took a deep breath, a burn piercing his lungs as he did so. It was going to be almost impossible to speak in this condition. Cyno took note of it, "Alright new approach. I'll ask yes or no questions and you use your head. Sound good?"
Kaveh nodded.
"Perfect," Cyno adjusted himself, sitting on the chair he had placed beside the bed moments prior to Kaveh waking up. "I'll be blunt, you look like you were tortured. Was this Azar and or his men?"
Another nod.
"I figured as much. Did this have to do with Alhaitham?" Kaveh nodded once more. He could recall everything that had happened, down to the pain he felt as they tore his skin apart each time he said something they didn't like.
"Can you do your best to tell me what happened? I'll need it for my investigation."
"I-I can try," His voice was still hoarse, but at the very least he was speaking well enough. "I guess I can start when I returned home from the desert…"
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Kaveh had finally made it home a few days early after spending days stuck in the desert for a project. He wasn't complaining one bit, the project tired him out and he was ready to sleep in his own bed for once.
When he opened the door, it was noticably silent, though Kaveh wasn't complaining. He assumed Alhaitham was away from home, it was common for the Scribe to be incredibly busy.
Before he could even reach his room, there was a knock on the door. Immediately, his head went to the worst. Someone saw him come inside. The last thing he wanted was for someone to know he lived here. He groaned loudly, hesitantly making his way back towards the door.
As he opened it, he was ready to throw himself deeper into debt and beg this person not to tell a soul about this, but to his surprise it was the matra at his door, "Uhh, can I help you?"
"We need you to come with us, Kaveh."
"What? Why?" He asked, confused. He had only just returned, what could he have possibly done to set off the matra?
"Grand Sage Azar wishes to speak with you. He requires your presence right this instance."
Kaveh went from confused to anxious as soon as Azar's name left the man's mouth. He was definitely screwed, "Alright… Did he tell you why?"
"He will answer your questions," The matra guard shook his head. "I'm afraid this is all I can say."
Kaveh hesitated, but followed the matra out the door and to the Sage's office. His heart was racing, trying to figure out what he could have possible done to piss off the Grand Sage.
As they entered the room, there was a sudden shift in energy. All at once, Kaveh was terrified.
And terrified he should be. He didn't even get a chance to make it to the desk before he was pinned down and tied up. "What is going on!?" Kaveh cried out, trying to shake the guards off of him.
"Kaveh, wonderful to see you. I have a few questions regarding your.. roommate? Is that what I would call it, or should I address you two as something more?"
"What about Alhaitham?" He ignored the uncomfortable question regarding their status as "friends". "If you wanna know something why don't you ask him yourself?"
"You see I would," Azar stepped closer, each stepping becoming heavier than the last. "But I cannot seem to find him. He's gone completely off the radar. I was hoping maybe you knew?"
Kaveh shook his head, "I just got back from the desert. I don't know a damn thing about where Alhaitham could have crawled off to."
Clearly, the answer was unsatisfactory. A blade was pressed against Kaveh's throat. He gasped, staring at the sharp knife, "I-I swear I don't know where he is!" He was shaking, fear overwhelming him.
Azar let out a sigh, "How unfortunate I have to resort to this," He turned his back to the blond. "Torture the answer out of him. Don't stop until you get what we need."
That was exactly what those guards did. Every "no" Kaveh uttered resulted in a punch, a kick, a snap to one of his bones, and if he was incredibly unlucky, a blade tearing into his skin.
This torture lasted for what felt like hours. Constant paining coursing through his body and he almost wished they would just kill him. It was clear this went from a brutal questioning to the men getting some sick satisfaction from seeing the blond writhing in pain.
By the time they had concluded this torture, Kaveh was barely conscious and his body had gone entirely numb. The last thing he remembered was Alhaitham's voice uttering his name. After that, it was all blurry.
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"Azar is a despicible man," Cyno growled and his fists trembled in anger.
"I genuienly didn't know," Tears filled Kaveh's eyes. "I don't understand why this happened."
"I can explain everything later, okay? You should get some rest," Cyno rose from his chair. "I will come check on you later, okay?"
Kaveh nodded in response. He didn't want Cyno to leave, however. All he wanted was context, reasoning. Why did he have to suffer like this? And where the hell did Alhaitham disappear to?
His eyes closed, his body having spent all of its remaining energy on the conversation with Cyno. As soon as they closed, he was fast asleep.
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The wait in Aaru Village felt like an eternity to Alhaitham. He had no way to confirm Kaveh's condition, or if he was even still alive, and it was eating at him.
When he was finally able to head back to Sumeru City, he moved as fast as he could. The desert sand collected in his shoes as he ran, but the feeling barely affected him. His mind was focused on one thing and one thing only: Kaveh.
After hours of running, he made it to Sumeru City, and just as quickly he was at Kaveh's bedside.
The blond was breathing normally luckily, but he wasn't conscious. Alhaitham slumped down in the chair, pulling off his sand filled boots. He tried to catch his breath, his lungs burning and throat coarse. All of that running tired him out more than he wished.
He focused his attention back on Kaveh, tears forming in his eyes. He quickly wiped them away. He had no intentions of crying, not now. Alhaitham extended his hand out to carefully grasp onto Kaveh's hand. It was cold and pale, the skin damaged from whatever torture he had to undergo on Alhaitham's behalf.
As he caressed his thumb on the top of his hand, tears finally fell. This was his fault. It was a complete oversight, a miscalculation in his plan. Though, he couldn't have forseen the architect returning so soon, or that Azar knew anything about Alhaitham's feelings.
Kaveh began to stir, his eyes fluttering open. They quickly made contact with Alhaitham's and his eyes widened, "Haitham..?"
Kaveh's broken voice twisted Alhaitham's heart, and he continued to remind himself this was his fault, "Kaveh you're alive…" He spoke, trying to hide his emotions.
"Shockingly," The blond took notice of their hands. "What the hell happened..?"
"I can explain later. It's a lot of information to take in right now."
Kaveh let out a deep sigh, "I don't understand why this had to happen, Alhaitham." Guess the nickname wasn't staying long. "What did you do that made them torture me?"
"They were using you to get to me," Alhaitham tilted his head toward the floor. "They knew it would arise a reaction out of me."
"Why? What in Teyvat could they possibly get out of you from torturing me?"
"Because I…" Alhaitham hesitated. Now wasn't the right time, but it was the only way to explain why this happened. "I love you, Kaveh. Azar knew this somehow and he dragged you into this to provoke me."
"You love me?" Kaveh stared at him, letting out a hollow laugh. "Don't say that, Alhaitham. I can handle the physical torture, but I don't need this kind of mental pain."
Alhaitham leaned down, connecting his lips with Kaveh's. It wasn't the best kiss, not by a long shot, but the two yearned for this closeness, this warmth. Even with Kaveh's bruised and swollen lips, the kiss was perfect to them both.
When Alhaitham pulled away, he stared intently into Kaveh's eyes.
The blond's face was flushed red, his eyes glossed over, "Do you mean it, Haitham?"
The silver-haired man nodded, "I do."
"Then I love you too."
Alhaitham squeezed Kaveh's hand gently, "I swear I'll protect you. This won't ever happen again."
Kaveh smiled slightly, "I trust you."
"I'm glad you do."
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When All He Had Was You
kaveh x gn!reader; angst, hurt/no comfort, brief mentions of sex
an~ it’s more of a one sided x reader, but i still called it an x reader to make it easier for myself. my b
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Kaveh had lost just about everything in his life; his parents, the original Palace of Alcazarzaray, his home, everything. Yet there was always one constant in his life; you.
You had found Kaveh sobbing by the decayed wreckage of his magnum opus.
Having lived nearby, and having to deal with the aftermath of the Withering’s devastating affects, you found the blond curled up at what used to be the front steps of his most prized creation.
You approached him, and thought at first he was incredibly embarrassed to be seen as such a mess, you offered him such comfort. You soothed him with reassurances, held him in your arms as he just let his sorrows wash away in the flood of tears pouring from his eyes.
After that day, you two became inseparable. You did everything. You supported him through his stupid decision to put himself in debt to rebuild the Palace of Alcazarzaray. Why? Because he was your best friend, and the joy that crossed his face after seeing the gorgeous mansion in all its glory was all you needed.
Of course, with all the debt, and having no home, he needed to move. You didn’t live close enough to the Akademiya, which meant he had to accept the offer given to him by an old friend, Alhaitham.
The first few months of him living there you weren’t allowed over. You never understood why, but you assumed it had to do with his new roommate. Whenever Alhaitham was brought up, all Kaveh did was complain. He complained about his bad attitude, his lack of letting him inside his own house when the poor boy left his keys at home, the unnecessary and cruel comments he made against Kaveh.
When the blond finally did allow you over, you got to meet Alhathiam and it was almost an instant connection. Even though Kaveh seemed to hate the guy, you found yourself enthralled by him, and him with you.
When Kaveh wasn’t around, you’d sneak over to visit Alhaitham privately, though his cold and reserved demeanor never broke. It was originally disheartening until the day he confessed his feelings for you in his own special way.
“Why was Kaveh the one who stumbled across you?” Alhaitham grumbled one evening. You were both curled up on the couch while Alhaitham read and you drew.
“I’m sorry?” You asked him in confusion.
“I mean, why didn’t I find you first? I would have made you mine already,” He flipped to the next page in his book. He spoke so nonchalantly for someone making such bold claims.
Your heart missed a beat as he spoke. You reached a hand up to clutch your heart, “You mean that?”
He nodded, still not looking up from the piece of literature in front of him.
“So what’s stopping me from being yours?” You asked.
“Nothing I suppose.”
“So then I’m yours.”
Alhaitham nodded, moving his arm from his side to wrap around you, “I like the sound of them,” Finally, he placed the book down on the coffee table. He leaned forward, kissing you softly.
You melted, the kiss softer and more gentle than you imagined. You kissed him back, and things quickly escalated from there.
That night you had fucked on that couch, and that night you became an official couple. However, you decided to keep it a secret from Kaveh, as to not upset him.
More months went by where you two secretly met, but the secret was harder and harder to keep. You spent less time with Kaveh, disappearing for days at a time, then returning with whatever lame excuse you could come up with.
It wasn’t until one day Kaveh came home early from work. He was ready to sleep, push aside his worries and rest his fried brain. Then he heard your voice from the kitchen.
At first he thought the exhaustion was driving him crazy, but then your laughter rang through the rest of the house and he instantly recognized it.
Quietly, the blond approached the kitchen. Why hadn’t you told him you’d be here?
When he turned the corner, he found you tucked safely in Alhaitham’s arms as you two whispered and giggled amongst yourselves.
“What the fuck?” Kaveh said in disbelief.
It was almost like he was in some sick and twisted nightmare. You, his best friend, his confidant, the person he loved was cradled in the arms of his shit ass roommate.
You were startled by the voice, immediately pushing yourself away from Alhaitham, “K-Kaveh..!”
“What is going on here?”
“W-We were just…”
“We were trying to enjoy a moment alone,” Alhaitham crossed his arms. “But of course the noisy roommate returned.”
Kaveh felt his heart pounding in his chest, the throbbing almost too painful for him to handle. Tears formed in his amber eyes, “Why?” His voice cracked.
“Kaveh, listen I-” You tried to speak, but the blond cut you off.
“Out of everyone, my roommate!? The person who has done nothing, but berate me!”
“I know it looks bad, but Kaveh I never meant to hurt you!” All the guilt that had been festering these few months was bubbling in your stomach, making you nauseous as bile rised in your throat.
“The one thing I had was you. You were my friend, my companion. Alhaitham has everything! The money, the looks, the friends, the career. He has everything I don’t!” He was crying, hot tears streaming down his flushed cheeks. “But I had you,” His voice was nothing more than a whisper.
You were stunned. Kaveh had never confessed this insecurity of his to you. You never realized he was jealous of what Alhaitham had; and now the man had you.
Kaveh turned and left without another word to you. He ignored your pleads and calls for him to come back, to let you explain yourself. Bullshit. It was all bullshit.
He made sure to grab his house key as his slipped out the front door, and went down to the tavern to hopefully drink himself dead.
The nostalgia is insane when i see fics that I've used to see before 😭😭😭
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Kaveh x Alhaitham|| Angst+Fluff ||The Blood Spilt Flower - 13 (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1347728345-kaveh-x-alhaitham-angst%2Bfluff-the-blood-spilt?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Kirara_Lovelacerti Kaveh’s had a crush on his dear roommate for quite some time now, but is he mistaking kindness for love? Presumably yes. Alhaitham in no way feels the same way Kaveh does. This is a Hanahaki Au! (blood and throw up warning for those uncomfortable!) Due to this one sided love, Kaveh suffers from the hanahaki disease along with these strange voices he hears in his head.. Kaveh decides to tell Alhaitham and thinks he needs to see a doctor but Alhaitham simply thinks Kaveh is overreacting once again. Things progressively get worse..and worse..and worse.. Until Kaveh finally breaks and they launch into yet another fight.. Kaveh says how he really feels about Alhaitham although he’s now lost all feelings for him..Alhaitham promises to be better to Kaveh with just one more chance, reluctantly Kaveh gives him that chance and thinks get so much better for the two of them..But what happens when Kaveh thinks he likes Alhaitham again?..And why isn’t he getting sick anymore? Read to find out! ⚠️ 2nd plot ⚠️ Kaveh and Alhaitham finally have all there problems with eachother fixed and are now dating. A new fight happens and Alhaitham breaks up with Kaveh and kicks him out… But what will happen when the talk of Sumeru is about an Architect who died..An architect named Kaveh. A funeral is held and all Alhaitham can feel is guilt. Cyno and Tighnari try there best to help there friend..But what happens when the person who was supposedly 6 feet under was actually right behind them watching them cry with despair at his grave.
Cats will be cats
A Heart Transplant Journey: #1 - The Introduction
March 2026
On February 8th of 2024 I received a heart transplant. The goal of this site to describe and explain various aspects of having this operation from the patient's perspective. Before I had this life saving procedure I was almost totally unaware of what it really entailed. I did not have a choice for whether or not to have a heart transplant if I wanted to have any kind of quality of life. Or any life at all for that matter. With that in mind I thought it would be helpful to certain people to know some of what goes on when someone has a heart transplant. It's quite a bit to deal with for the patient and the caregiver(s).
Here are some of the groups of people that make a potential audience:
Heart patients who are on the transplant list waiting for a heart transplant. Like me, they have no choice but want to learn about one person's experience.
Patients who are deciding if a transplant is right for them. They have a choice to live with their native heart, or get on the transplant list.
Patients who have had a transplant may want to read about another patient's experience.
People who have been diagnosed with cardiac sarcoidosis, the disease that claimed my native heart.
Caregivers, family members and loved ones of those listed above.
Anyone who is curious. Everyone is welcome and comments and suggestions are encouraged.
I have no medical background, education or training. I am not even a professional writer as you will see if you continue reading. Nothing in what I describe in my writing should be used by anyone for making any decisions on treatment. I have learned much in my 6 or 7 years of advanced heart failure and heart transplantation. This knowledge is a part of taking care of myself. I gained it, along with my supportive wife, only as a patient with my particular set of challenges.
One important aspect of this operation I have learned is that each one is unique. There are a mind boggling number of variables that go into each heart transplant. Variables brought by the patient and the totality of their case as well as the history and circumstances presented by the donor heart. Bear in mind some of what happened to me might not happen to someone else. Then again, some things are universal and will happen to all transplant patients, but on different time frames.
The first successful human heart transplant ever performed was December 3, 1967 in Cape Town, South Africa. That patient, Louis Washkansky, survived 18 days before succumbing to pneumonia. Since that first transplant there have been more than 120,000 heart transplants globally. Today there are about 5,000 to 6,000 per year worldwide. The median survival time today post-heart transplant is 12 years. Of course, some live much longer. Some shorter. Much depends on age, demographics and many other patient characteristics. That increase, from 18 days to 12 years, resulted from the collective learning and collaboration of the medical community over the past 59 years.
In a very real sense, heart transplant survival time expansion has been earned on the backs of the 120,000 transplants that have taken place so far. One of the aspects of this for me is the unusual lifetime changes that I need to follow post-transplant. I remind myself that to honor the precious donated heart that I received I need to follow the playbook that currently exists as closely as I can to squeeze out every moment of life. It is a small price to pay compared the gift I have been granted.
Here is what I intend to write about based on what I think people in the proposed audience would be interested in, or might find helpful:
Getting on the Transplant List
The Donor
Waking Up After Transplant
Recovery in the Medical Center
Procedures and Tests
Managing the Healthcare System
Managing Medications and Side Effects
Recovery at Home
The Caregiver (With an Interview With My Wife Lauren)
Guidelines About Food
Cardiac Rehabilitation
What Caused My Heart Failure (Sarcoidosis)
Having an Implanted Cardiac Device
Support Groups
The Unexpected
...And More
I want to acknowledge all those people God has put in my life that have brought me to this point. My life was headed to an abrupt end. A wide array of people and resources have changed that. I am deeply grateful.
From the beginning I have been amazed at the kindness and skill from my teams at Tufts Medical Center and Beth Israel Deaconess Medical Center in Boston Massachusetts. My wife Lauren, as primary caregiver, is equally important. She continues to provide me a heavy dose of love, patience, and steadiness through all of this. She is my rock. I have been surrounded with love and understanding by my daughters, family and friends as well. Each of them is a living testament to God's grace and love.
Phil Liaboe
Source: A Heart Transplant Journey: #1 - The Introduction

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♡⃝ Cutesy symbols for u ❤︎ ྀི ݁𓂅˚۪
- combos ♡
🎀 ྀིྀི,𓍯𓂃,♡ 𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི ⋆ ᰔᩚ ྀི₊ ⊹ 📁⃤̑♬˚ ♡݂྇༄݂ ݁
𐔌 🎀 ྀི˖ ࣪ ⁺ ⑅ ꫂ ၴႅၴ ֯݁კ👛 ྀི݂𐨨ྀི𓈒ต
𓏲˚ ۪ ❤︎⊹. ݁ 𓏲˚ ۪ ♥︎ ݁⸝⸝⸝ ⑅ —໒ྀི ⃝˳♡ ྀི˖ ࣪𓈊
⑅♡ ྀི˖ ࣪𓈊 🎀 ྀིྀི ˖⋆࿐໋ ݁ ₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀིྀི
𓊆ྀི . . . 𓊇ྀི ⠀⠀⑅ ₊ 𐙚 𓂃 ࣪ ◌ 𓉳
꒰ 𑄽୧ ꒱ 𓈒 𐂯 ֗ ๑ . . . ̣̣̣︶ ྀི
❥. ⁓ 𝒟♡⃝ll..𓈒ིུ❤︎ 🎀🧁 ྀི𓂃 ࣪˖ ༝༚༝༚ ᥫ᭡
- kaomojis ♡
♡ ꒰ˆ◞⸝⸝◟ˆ ꒱੭゙. ໒ִ 𓈒ིྀ. ̫ . ིྀაഒ ໒ ྀི>֯ . <ྀི֯ ̥ ︣ა
૮ ◞ ̫ ◟ ྀིა ♡ ૮ › ༝ ‹ ྀིა 𐅛૮⳿ྀི. ̫ . ̥ᐢꛒ𓂂݂♡𓊇ྀི
ꔫ ࣪ ˖ ♡ ꒰ˆ.⸝⸝. ྀིˆ꒱Ⳋ ૮ ྀི◞͈ ˔ ◟͈ ྀིა ໒꒰՞ ܸ. .ܸ՞꒱ა
꒰꧞ ˃ 𛱊 ˂ ꒱ྀི ♡ ꒰ˆ. . ˆ ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི꒱੭゙ ꜀(^. . ^꜀ )੭ .ᐟ.ᐟ
໒꒰՞ ܸ. .ܸ՞꒱ა ᓚ₍ ྀིྀི^. .^₎ ᡣ . ٜ̥ .ྀི 𑁩ཾיִ
- bows/ribbons ♡
ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི ౨ৎ ୨ৎ 𝜗𝜚 𐙚₊˚⊹♡
𐙚 𓏵𓏵𓏵 𐙚 ㅤྀི◟ ͜ ◞ ྀི◟ ͜ ◞ ྀི
𝜗 ♥︎ 𝜚
heart symbols 🧷 ♥︎
♡ ♡̴ ♡̶ ❤︎ 𑁤
♡⃝ ۪ᩍ ♥︎ ♡゚ ෆ
ᡴꪫ =͟͟͞♡ ❦ 𑣩𑣨 𓈈 ♥︎ 𓈈
♡⃞ ཐི♡ཋྀ ꨄ︎. ˚. ྀིྀི୧❤︎୨ ྀིྀི.˚ ⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
♡̸ 𓆩♡𓆪 ♡⃘
flower symbols :
❀ ‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚. ✿ 𖤣
❁ 𖥧 𖡼 ⚘
❁ ❆ ❅ ✾
⚜ ✽ ✼ ✻
⚘ ⚜ ❦ ❧
star symbols :
★ ✦ ✢ ✥
✧ ❂ ❉ ✯
✸ ✵ ❇ ≛
⛤ ✫ ✬ ✪
⚝ ⛧ ✰ ✩
Random symbol combos :
𓊆 ❀ ⁎⁺₊ ཐི♰ཋྀ ₊⁺⁎ ❀ 𓊇 ˚꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚
˚꒪ ♬‧꒰ა 𓂋 ໒꒱༝⁺.𝄞 ཐིཋྀ₊˚*:ꔫ:*。ꕥ˖°
𝝑⋆₊˚⊹♡⋆౨ৎ˚. ✿˖°. ݁ ˖୨୧₊❀
𖤓𓂃 ོ𓂃°⭒₊ ⭒˗ˏˋ𓆩 ✩ 𓆪ˎˊ˗⭒