I define myself

Cowabunga bay with missy #4monthsold #cowabungabay #summer2016

Nakakadisappoint lang kase sinabi ko na kulang pa ang budget this january pero pinagpilitan mo pang kunin yung pera at ipanglaro. Dko ala kung naiinggit ka na may bago akong gamit na phone. Why cant you be happy for me?? Baket may kapalit kang kukunin?? Anyway yung $400 dmo makikita yun. Dko tuloy alam kung pano ako magdadahilan para pumunta sa banko para lang madeposito ko yung pera. Nakakalungkot mga ginagawa mo

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Dear Max, From the moment I saw you I have loved you. You were so tiny. I was so stressful back then but you made me feel comfortable again. You always make sure I'm always happy, even if we are fighting for blanket! This is the first night I haven't slept with you. It hurts coz we miss you so much. All the borrowed time you taught me how to be patient and how to love unconditionally. It's so hard for me to let you go but it's the best way for you to keep you from suffering. Im sorry if i havent spent so much with you the past few days. Those were the times I needed a break. I feel so guilty that i havent taken out the trash that day. I feel so bad for myself. I wish i could hug you again. Im glad that i was able to do that before i let you go. I miss your kisses. I miss our race going upstairs. Im thankful thAt you were there for my firstborn and second son ram and axl. You're a trooper. I love you so much. Till then Max! 10/10/10 - 8/6/15

So whenever the other kid is with us, obviously nakikisama pa rin ako. To reduce any stress since im pregnant again im not gonna expect more from this boy. He has his own time eating so i will never call him to eat. I will just focus pn my kids. Im obliged to let my kids eat. This boy feels he's obligated and forced to eat whenever he's here. So better yet not call him.

My babies #ramm #axlm #waterbaby #montoya

My boy #myfirst #waterbaby #lovehim #ram

Last saturday may 23,2015 merv and i found ouy we're pregnant again. Kaya pala di dumating next na period ko. So I emailed Jane right away to inform her. I also told Ciara, Debbie and my dad and kuya. Still in shock. Dont know what to do next! Babe is still waiting for the wells fargo job. Hope he gets it. Omg! But in the other hand my mood is so good. Di ako magagalitin. Weird! Haha

So i checked and i still have to wait may 2018 before i seal my record. I hate that i have this in my life. Wala work si merv so i need to find something. Im still waiting for my period. Damn! I cant wait for the surrogacy. I lnow know i can do it. Im just afraid of any complications. What else can i do to help financially?? I want to have a job. I want to have a decent paying job where i can use for my family to live.

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My angels #waterbirthbabies #axl #ram #montoya #lovethemsleeping #sopeaceful #4months #2and9months

My Axl

Pics before the year ends :)

Now he's restricted me on giving money. Akala nya siguro kinukuha ko pera nya. Bahala sya. Sya magbayad ng bills

9-26 I remember u went home and u kissed the kids goodnight. Then u took my hand and led me to ur room and u hugged me. I missed those arms kung di mo lang alam. Thank you.

Nung monday 9-27-14 u suddenly called me babe again. Akala ko nagkamali ka lang. Thank you for giving us a chance again. For now mananahimik ako para sa ikaaayos ng relasyon natin. Ayoko na ng away. Knowing how sensitive you are and selfish.