if you could ignore everything abt me then im actually perfect

gonna be real with you when it comes to tng its all about the little stuff. its about them playing poker and attending concerts and flying home from nerd ass symposiums in shuttlecraft. god dammit its about when they eat together in ten forward and its about data and geordi doing some side project in engineering and its about riker and deanna doing crew evals and its about worfs mok’bara classes and beverly leading the fucking theatre club and trying to convince people to take parts in productions. its about the hundreds of holodeck programs and wesley visiting home from the academy and its about exchanged smiles and laughs and supportive words. 

sorry for the mixed signals I don’t know what I want or what I’m doing mostly

i love you air dried hair i love you no makeup i love you comfortable clothes made out of soft fabrics i love you short nails

this uniform was literally MADE for him

i hate when there's people in public areas

what i’ve learned in my life is if someone is treating you poorly and youre asking yourself “what magic words can I use to make this person treat me with basic respect,” those words don’t exist and they never will.

sometimes you invent mind prisons for yourself for no good reason and youre like "i really like being in the mind prison" even though you dont actually like being in the mind prison

going with the flow in a face down in a river kinda way