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   the name’s billie, you may also know me as mama maddie / maddie. i’ve been around in the rpc since 2010. i’ve had many ocs, i’ve roleplayed a few canon muses. i’ve been around, man. i’m thirty two, i’m a nonbinary demigirl pansexual and i use whatever pronouns to be honest. they/them, she/her, he/him…ain’t picky.  i work as a heart monitor & patient care technician at a hospital. so, yes. i have a life outside of roleplay. a rather busy one since i have a very hectic work schedule. i work twelve hour overnight shifts and every third weekend. i also have a social life whenever i can have a social life because i’ll literally shrivel up and die of depression if i don’t get social interaction at least once or twice a week. so roleplaying is kind of a !!!! you know, hobby and something to do to relax.

           this is NOT my only blog. in fact, this is a comfort oc/character for me to come to. i am not nor am i affiliated with vic de angelis, samara weaving, abbey lee or kathryn newton.. they're obviously their own people. all icons were made by me or by friends. lennon is a character of my own creation whom is based off my own personal life & experiences. yes, i know. a self insert original character. oh no, i’m so cringe! please, it’s just for fun and to be honest? my life is pretty damn cool & i have a lot of stories.

PERSONAL TRIGGERS. well, i don’t really have a lot. though, rape, spiders, broken bones and real life self harm are triggers and phobias of mine that i would love not really seeing all that often i suppose. 

NO GODMODDING/META GAMING. this is pretty much the biggest rule of roleplaying history, folks. don’t play my character’s for me. if you want to do that, go write fanfiction. i’ll gladly read it and i’m sure you’d do whatever character i am writing justice but if you are writing with me, don’t control what my muse is doing. thank you muchly.

DO NOT RUSH ME!!!! DON’T GUILT ME FOR NOT WRITING WITH YOU!!! as stated above, i am a very busy person! i work full time at a hospital, i have a social life and i also travel often. sometimes i’ll be mobile bound for a week or more due to this. roleplaying is a hobby that i enjoy to do in my down time whenever i want my ME time. you have to wait for your replies just like everyone else and on occasion i misplace things, which happens to us all! just kindly remind me once and i’ll get to it whenever i can. if you rush me, i’ll more than likely drop the thread.

DON’T FORCE SHIPS ON ME! i’m incredibly easy going, my dudes. if you have a ship idea, i’m all about hearing about it. though, at the end of the day? it truly depends if our muses have chemistry. i’ll be honest with you, lennon will be difficult to ship with romantically! she has a horrible time commiting and certainly wouldn’t want to just jump into a relationship. platonic ( or even firends with benefits ) would probably be more likely. that doesn’t mean i’m not against romantic shipping. i will also apologize since lennon is a shameless flirt. needless to say, let’s just see what happens.

THIS BLOG WILL CONTAIN NSFW TOPICS! yeah, lennon & myself are thirty one and um more than anything? .i love to write out horror and stuff. i love horror scenarios. smut will be a thing if there is chemistry between the muses. i will not write nsfw  with them, even if they are aged up.  i won’t do it. that’s pedophilia and we don’t fucking support that. people who age up underage muses for the sole purpose of writing smut are disgusting. 

IF YOU ARE RACIST, sexist, ableist, transphobic, incest or think sexualizing children/rping smut with aged up characters is cool, get the fuck off my blog. this should be self explanatory. 

I HAVE ADHD, DYSLEXIA  AND PDD-NOS!  so this makes things rather difficult for me. i don’t have the best spelling or the best grammar but i really do try my best. sometimes it takes me ten years to finish my replies because i don’t like to take my adhd medication on my days off. so bare with me and ignore all my horrific grammatical mistakes, spelling mistakes and my misuse of words.  

I CAN BE AN AGONIZINGLY SLOW REPLIER. my work schedule is extremely hectic. i work twelve hour long shifts overnight. usually, i only work three days a week but sometimes it may seem longer. sunday’s are the start of the next week so there will be times i’m basically working six or seven days in a row ( keep in mind i work twelve hour shifts ) and may be too exhausted to get online. also, sometimes if i have time off, especially on weekends, i try to get together with friend’s because, due to my hectic work schedule, i can go months without seeing my best friend’s. that’s just adulthood, though. there will be times where it’ll take me MONTHS to get a reply done. 

I POST OOC A SHIT TON! i’m constantly posting ooc. mostly because of my work schedule or because i’m far too exhausted to even open my laptop. i think posting ooc is important because i can post headcanons and also just let my thoughts flow freely. also, i like to tell followers about my day! i understand that this can bother some people so if you want to avoid my ooc ramblings, feel free to blacklist work blogging ( self explanatory. ), mobile ( basically mobile ranting NOT at work ), and sad yeehaw. ( my ooc tag whenever i’m online. )

I DON’T LIKE NEGATIVITY AND I WANT TO BE A SAFE SPACE! i rarely reblog call out posts because usually they don’t have enough facts behind it but if their are good receipts and multiple witnesses, i’ll probably reblog it just to keep my followers safe and in the know. i’m very friendly and approachable so i hope if you ever have a problem with something i’ve done, you’d point it out to me. i’m all about making myself a better person. i’ll do the same with you if i see something wrong being done. we can all be adults here. 

i know these rules might seem a little overwhelming but we all have to have them, right? just know that i’m always willing to listen if you have any concerns and i absolutely love meeting new people and making new friends! i’m a huge fan of talking to people ooc because i feel like it makes the dynamic of our muses stronger. feel free to jump into my im’s whenever and i also have a discord if you ask for it! let’s have fun! 

STATS:

NAME: lennon lelia mathews NICKNAMES: lenz, lenny, moonbaby, moth AGE: thirty four ( main verse )  DATE OF BIRTH: april 21st, 1992 SIGN: aries taurus sun / sagittarius moon / libra rising NATIONALITY: american SPEICES: human -  eclectic witch, psychic medium  PLACE OF BIRTH: webster, texas PLACE OF RESIDENCE: pittsburgh, pennsylvania  ALIGNMENT: chaotic good MBTI: esfp + practical, spontaneous, enjoys people & socializing, optimistic, gregarious  - impulsive, easily bored, does not plan ahead, does not like abstract theories RELIGION: spiritualist, leaning towards paganism. a lazy witch, one would say. RACE/ETHNICITY: white GENDER: nonbinary ( she/her, they/them, he/him ) SEXUAL ORIENTATION: pansexual ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: panromantic EYE COLOR: blue HAIR COLOR: blonde PIERCINGS: septum, daith on left ear, both ears only once. TATTOOS: a bad tattoo on her left buttcheek that says 4/21, FINISH HER tramp stamp, horse outline tattoo on her right thigh. HEIGHT: 5'11" WEIGHT: 145 lbs TRAITS OF NOTE: long hair, very thick and it reaches down past her butt. her height. scar on her forehead that she calls her ‘harry potter scar’. scars on thighs.  PETS: a cat ( familiar ) named harper. palomino haflinger pony named sunny, grey draft cross named wallace and a rescue molly mule named sweetpea. EDUCATION: high school graduate, completed electrocardiology certification program & paramedic certification at harrisburg area community college. graduated from nursing school from shadyside school of nursing.  CAREER: registered ICU nurse, full time overnight. volunteers part time at a therapeutic riding and rescue stable. part time cam girl. will do reiki healing & oracle card readings if asked.

DRESS STYLE & APPEARANCE: if she isn’t seen wearing her notorious black scrubs or in sweats & a hoodie? haha. funny. no, legit. so, lennon tends to wear whatever she wants to at that moment. she loves brightly colored / patterned leggings, skirts, dresses and shorts. she isn’t commonly seen in jeans but she will wear them on occasions. prefers to wear loose fitting, flowy clothing but will, on occasion, wear tight fitting top ( usually a crop top or showing midriff ) or a tight fitting dress. love fish nets. loves to mismatch patterns that shouldn’t go together ( wearing a plaid flannel with striped leggings ish ). she loves graphic tees that say ridiculous things on them. needless to say, she likes to grab attention and make people raise eyebrows. it’s not often that she gets to dress up for fun with her hectic schedule. her hair is very long, very thick. starts out straight at the top of her head and turns into waves & ringlets as it goes further down her back. her hair reaches to her butt. her whole body is long, reaching 5'11". her torso & legs are long, her arms are long. her hair is long. her feet are long, her fingers are long. everything on this girl is long! has small hips, misshaped rib cage from a broken rib. has a bit of a beer belly but it’s not very noticeable. has some muscle definition in her legs and arms, but other wise—…she’s pretty soft. she doesn’t like to work out outside of farm work.