I Am One. I Am Many.

You are no longer human, with all those depths and highs and nuances of emotion that define you as a person. There is no feeling any more, because to feel any emotion would also be to beckon the overwhelming blackness from you. My mind has now locked all this down. And without any control of this self-defence mechanism my subconscious has operated. I do not feel any more. - Jake Wood, #dissociation from emotions

First Post - About Me

You can’t just treat me like shit and expect nothing to change between us.

When I see my abusive ex, I just want to bash his head in with his stupid skateboard in the middle of art class. Threaten to rape me again, you useless sack of shit. You and your girlfriend who looks like a fucking goblin

“Nobody can be exactly like me. Even I have trouble doing it.” So said the eccentric, outspoken, and hard-partying actress Talullah Bankhead (1902-1968). Can you guess her astrological sign? Aquarius, of course. Her greatest adventure came from trying to keep up with all the unpredictable urges that welled up inside her. She found it challenging and fun to be as unique as she could possibly be. I nominate her to be your role model in the next four weeks. Your assignment is to work extra hard at being yourself.

Ask people who I am and you will hear a million stories about a hundred characters, all the same person. And I have never really changed. What does that tell you about people?

My Masks