a whole buncha lyrics from my playlist, bc i can โฆ sentence starters
โI canโt fight my fear.โ
โBut, you never go away.โ
โAre you strange like me?โ
โIโm sorry that I let you down.โ
โI was left to my own devices.โ
โNo, I wonโt let you ruin my life.โ
โYou never called it what it was.โ
โIโm not your problem anymore.โ
โThose eyes add insult to injury.โ
โI wish that I could say Iโm proud.โ
โYou. Thatโs what happened. You.โ
โIts me, hi. Iโm the problem, its me.โ
โHere we go again, another nightmare.โ
โYouโd keep my head from going under.โ
โRun away with me, itโll all make sense.โ
โYou canโt wake up, this is not a dream.โ
โI bet you hate me, but I hate you more.โ
โYouโd get your knuckles bloody for me.โ
โMy heart is gold and my hands are cold.โ
โLaughing, but the jokeโs not funny at all.โ
โYou are worth more than moon and sun.โ
โI hope, some day, Iโll make it out of here.โ
โDo you tear yourself to entertain like me?โ
โMany days fell away with nothing to show.โ
โThat image you had of meโฆ who was she?โ
โHow am I gonna be an optimist about this?โ
โIโm bad behavior, but I do it in the best way.โ
โGoddamn right, you should be scared of me.โ
โSo casually cruel in the name of being honest.โ
โAnother bad decision, why do I this to myself?โ
โNeed a place to hide, but I canโt find one near.โ
โBut something about it felt like home somehow.โ
โIโll be waiting here โtil the stars fall out of the sky.โ
โOh, where do we begin? The rubble or our sins?โ
โI let my guard down, and then you pulled the rug.โ
โYou left my heart in pieces on your bedroom floor.โ
โYou are the purest soul Iโve ever known in my life.โ
โThought I found a wayโฆ thought I found a way out.โ
โThe house was awake with shadows and monsters.โ
โYou kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath.โ
โYou call me up again, just to break me like a promise.โ
โI guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain.โ
โIt must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero.โ
โIโm scared that you wonโt be waiting on the other side.โ
โI have this thing where I get older, but just never wiser.โ
โThey say we are what we are, but we donโt have to be.โ
โWind in my hair, I was thereโฆ I remember it all too well.โ
โShouldโve had my back, but you put a knife in my hands.โ
โIโd like to be my old self again, but Iโm still trying to find it.โ
โDid it all for you. I hope you know the lengths Iโve gone to.โ
โMaybe this thing was a masterpiece before you tore it all up.โ
โI think Iโve seen this film beforeโฆ and I didnโt like the ending.โ
โDoing everything I can, I donโt want to make you disappointed.โ
โIโm going under and, this time, I feel thereโs no one to save me.โ
โYouโre not my homeland anymore, so what am I defending, now?โ
โYou donโt want to make this work, you just want to make this worse.โ
โWhat else can I offer you? Thereโs nothing left right now, I gave it all to you!โ
โBut, if you close your eyes, does it almost feel like nothingโs changed at all?โ
โEvery breath that Iโve been taking since you left seems like a waste one me.โ
โSometimes the only payoff for having any faithโฆ is when its tested again, and again, every day.โ
โIโm bigger than my body. Iโm colder than this home. Iโm meaner than my demons. Iโm bigger than these bones.โ