in the trenches again

had a really cute interaction with a cashier today! i told him i liked his sailor moon tattoo and he perked up and told me how much he liked magical girls and how he was thinking of getting a cardcaptor sakura one too

i feel really lonely a lot of the time and it sucks because i have so many amazing friends but i cant help but keep them at a distance. i feel like i have to act as palatable as i can and that i shouldnt bother anyone else with my personal stuff but in the end that just makes my relationships really superficial. i dont think any of my friends actually know me as a person and thats my fault honestly

dude im spiraling so bad ive been doing nothing but playing rain world for the past four days