Tana The Autistic Artist

I’m trying to find good homes for all of my pets, I have a few different cameras & collector things if any of my autisitc firends here want them. I am trying to make everything as easy as possible so my mom doesn’t have to dig through my things and deal with packing them up. I need to know my dogs and cats will be in a good home first. I tried making things work but I can’t get myself sorted out and with everything going on I thinks it’s best I just go ahead and follow through with it this time: things don’t get better they only get worse. How many times can one girl be raped be she isn’t anymore? How many times do I need to keep relentlessly trying to make an income when no one cares if the autisitc girl is taken care of or not. I try so hard at all these jobs I don’t get past the 90 day point bc I suck so badly at being a human and my brain is made of shit stones to everyone else. I’m tired of trying to reach out to people when I need help. I’m tired of trying to make an income just for EVERY single dime to be stolen by the power company and it’s monthly security deposit and the IRS thinking I owe them a a third of the 2,500 I made this year. I fucking spent it on living expenses you tool. I don’t have the got dam 1,700 for taxes. If you think 2,500 is a lot then you haven’t met mister bezos..... to all those who aren’t reading this because I am person that isn’t worth time I’m sorry I tried to cure the autism by being what you wanted me to be and it has killed me in the end so I don’t know what you want from me... I am out. I’ve seen enough and 2020 is too fucking much for me. I hope you all live happy and peaceful lives. Don’t forget to support BLM and be a good person.