₊˚。ఌ 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐇𝐀𝐃 𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐉𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐍𝐄𝐘 𝐓𝐎 𝐁𝐄𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐇𝐔𝐌𝐀𝐍 𝐖𝐀𝐒𝐍'𝐓 𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐘 ; but A-Yeong was always a well motivated individual. Even when just a fox , there had been the determination to live , to thrive on the island they had called home until they were finally able to leave with Bu-Young and start a new life. The connections were definitely something that gave them a leg up , but they knew walking into this that it might not pan out the way they expected. It never did when you were working with demons though. That much A-Yeong knew well from their 1002 years of living , even just as a fox.
They certainly didn’t reach this stage of their life by learning nothing.
Getting through the door had just been the first part of the process to becoming an idol. The only thing that had been guaranteed was that Bu-Young’s friend would have somewhere that A-Yeong could work within Lucifer Entertainment that would help them both reach their goal , while also staying out of any trouble a Kumiho like them could get into. The rest , they would have to manage by impressing the CEO of LE all based on their charm , skill , and work ethic. They had Bu-Young’s help in the process , he had managed to have quite a bit of advice on what might convince the Demon Bull King to take a chance on them. That final news that they would be joining the new boy group Ma-Wang was working on , was the first bout of success that they had received since leaving that cursed island.
A-Yeong kept their eyes carefully trained on the man sitting in the desk across from them. Eyes wide and nodding along with everything he said. Not many understood the desire A-Yeong felt to become human , but in their eyes they never really felt like they needed people to understand , they just needed the chance to see if it was possible for them. Bu-Young had been one of the first to believe that A-Yeong would reach their goal someday … And now here was one more person willing to sign themselves onto their team.
It came time for them to answer , and there was a slight pause until they fully realized that it was actually time for them to speak. Knowing when to speak and when to listen was something they struggled with sometimes. But they were learning. An eager nod was soon to follow his question of if they would give it their all. In their life , there was no such thing as not giving it your all. Before here , everything had to be absolutely perfect or the consequences could be dire. There was very little chance that the expectations here would be anything like back on the island , and more over , A-Yeong couldn’t see Bu-Young wanting to put them right back in the same type of situation they had just gotten away from.
❝ I’ll give it my all and more somehow , ❞ In there voice , there was that sure sign of dedication sitting in their heart. Being what they were , many would give anything just to have that kind of power. All A-Yeong wanted was to be able to love someone , without the fear that they were only giving them love to feed on them. Could they even trust themselves to know the difference? Being a human might have been far from easy , a lot of it being something many demons and spirits a like would detest being for just a day , but A-Yeong found so much beauty in the way they laughed , loved , worked day in and day out and still found it in them to love…Without some power that made them undeniable , all powerful , just loving for what they have. ❝ I’ve known for a long time this was going to take everything. So I want to give that and more. I want to help ad make people happy , not what most like me do. ❞
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