Haaniyah Awale Angus

i have this deadly sickness called remembering

going on a guilt trip do yall want anything

if you really cared about me you wouldn't have to ask

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

did mitski ever find out what to do after you've been big and small and big and small again and still nobody wants you

oops I accidentally separated myself emotionally from everyone to avoid feeling any bad feelings & it worked but at the expense of my sense of connectedness and belonging

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

God put me on this earth to not date anybody

parents love giving you job hunting advice that's like Have you tried destroying and betraying yourself for nothing