my mother left a god-sized yearning in me and my father left a god-shaped hole in me and now all I've got is this human-sized heart.
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my mother left a god-sized yearning in me and my father left a god-shaped hole in me and now all I've got is this human-sized heart.

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questions for learning more about your new lover:
—favorite color
—is god cruel
—when is the last time the hole in your chest oozed
—what is the color of your loneliness
—how vulnerable are you to babylonian necromancy
—can i cut you
—why is god cruel
—can you get on your knees quickly
—is god's breath on your neck girthy or leaky
“Dependence Day” by John Daniel
fr. “Unmarked” by Tim Seibles
“Fourth of July” by Keetje Kuipers

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fr. “Everything Changed When I Forgave Myself” by Charlotte Eriksson
fr. “Let July be July” by Morgan Harper Nichols
“July” by Brett Elizabeth Jenkins
for you what does it mean to be fearfully and holy made
god's touch on my clay remains warm
I feel so bad when I relapse into bashing my head, not so much in the act itself but because I promised mama mary I would stop (many years ago, after I finished grad school) and I really am doing it so much less, sometimes I can go weeks, even months, before doing so again, but inevitably my mother says something that lacerates so deep that the only way I can make my brain stop repeating whatever she’s said on loop and wrenching the wound wider is to pound my fist against my skull or slap my temple until my ears are ringing more than they already do and I get dizzy enough that I feel some semblance of control returning. And then I remember I’m not supposed to do that and mama mary is probably disappointed in me and I’m :(

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fr. “Let July be July” by Morgan Harper Nichols
Do we have a franz kafka diary entry for july 1st, i want to know what he thinks!!!
happy too tired July everyone
okay, I'm eating some pad see ew, garlic pepper beef, and lactose-free chocolate milk. I'm calming down now. you know when Elijah sits down and asks G*d to die and G*d sends him angels and food and tells him to sleep? yeah. yeah. yeah.
g*d, this crushing ache in my chest is as endless as the sea. what were you thinking when you nestled it there. does it make me look like our mama?
woke up sad with tears in my eyes. I think that means G*d visited me in my dreams. I felt him place every drop with an artist’s precision. I am woefully and wonderfully made.

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the pain between my shoulder blades are my angel wings growing in (outwards?). I know because G*d told me so. no, I am not taking questions at this time.
You had me spinning in the midnight summer grass.
“Let’s escape the shalt and shalt not. Let’s dissolve the tension for just one minute. If you want, find a boy with a beautiful mouth to kiss you, pull flowers from the ground and weave them into a crown, escape to the shadows of the woods, forget yourself with someone else, pine needles in your hair, twigs pressed into the meat of your back, dirt against your heels as you thrash, under the trees with the animals, under the stars with the trees. Everything is swelling, blooming, glowing, all about to burst, fertile, verdant, ready, wet.” — Nina MacLaughlin
“I almost wish we were butterflies and liv’d but three summer days — three such days with you I could fill with more delight than fifty common years could ever contain.” — John Keats
“Summer was another country, where the birds/ Woke us at dawn among the dripping leaves/ And lent to all our fêtes their sweet approval. The touch of air on flesh was lighter, keener,/ The senses flourished like a laden tree/ Whose every gesture finishes in a flower. In those unwardened provinces we dined/ From wicker baskets by a green canal,/ Staining our lips with peach and nectarine,/ Slapping at golden wasps. And when we kissed,/ Tasting that sunlit juice, the landscape folded Into our clasp, and not a breath recalled/ The long walk back to winter, leagues away.” — Adrienne Rich
— “1965″, Zella Day
“Cool summer nights. Windows open. Lamps burning. Fruit in the bowl. And your head on my shoulder. These the happiest moments in the day. Next to the early morning hours, of course. And the time just before lunch. And the afternoon, and early evening hours. But I do love These summer nights. Even more, I think, than those other times. The work finished for the day. And no one who can reach us now. Or ever.” — Raymond Carver
“Hush, beloved. It doesn’t matter to me how many summers I live to return: this one summer we have entered eternity.” — Louise Gluck
“Suppose I say summer, write the word “hummingbird,” put it in an envelope, take it down the hill to the box. When you open my letter you will recall those days and how much, just how much, I love you.” — Raymond Carver
“It’s not enough to say the heart wants what it wants. I think of the ravine, the side dark with pines where we lounged through summer days, waiting for something to happen; and of the nights, walking the long way home, the stars so close they seemed to crown us. Once, I asked for your favourite feeling. You said hunger.” — Mary Szybist
“That summer I told you no instead of almost. I should have said very very close.” — Amber McMillan
“In the summer I stretch out on the shore/ And think of you/ Had I told the sea/ What I felt for you,/ It would have left its shores,/ Its shells,/ Its fish,/ And followed me.” — Nizar Qabbani trans. B. Frangieh And C. Brown
“I rush toward you in the summer twilight, not in the real world, but in the buried one where you are waiting.” — Louise Gluck
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