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my mother left a god-sized yearning in me and my father left a god-shaped hole in me and now all I've got is this human-sized heart.

#if you even care btw :)#ngl i've decided being overly melodramatic is going to be how i deal with this post father abandonment depression from now on #cry prophecy kassandra

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oh no, me feeling ἐσκυλμένοι and ἐρριμμένοι….surprise, surprise……Not.

#almost crashed my car driving home from my ten hour shift because I was exhausted and inexplicably crying AGAIN #it’s okay though this means Jesus is going to be moved to compassion for me and Help Me right????#girl (god) help (me) !!!!!

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you return to god, like he know you'd return to him. you return to him because he knew that. you return because this garden's hate-fucking you. because this river is too big. god knows your lip combo. he knows the color of your nephesh, the life-thing in your throat. he breathes into it, onto it. god's the v line of your lover's tummy. he's your runny nose, knees to chest on the bed, cheeks flushed like lilies. he's never not close to you. closer than that, even

#g*d knows the color of my nephesh…?#oh. oh wow. insane actually. blushing actually #he knows the deepest most sacred part of me even when I don’t #i bloom like a garden under his gaze once I fall asleep #and I don’t even realize it. how scary. how romantic #faith #our wrecked covenant our blood wedding

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fr. "A Bat out of Hell" by Mary Ruefle

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“Dust” by Dorianne Laux

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fr. “Heaven on Earth” by Mary Ruefle

my work really has me κοπιῶντες away :(

#almost crashed my car after my 10 hr shift last night because I was suddenly crying so hard my eyes were stinging #and I know. I know. I prayed for this job. I suppose I’m just that weak #the way I cried at last week’s gospel reading iykyk

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dead dove but it’s me warning you about the bible

#and just like my ao3 history I go ‘oh good thing I’m a regular at the dead dove diner’ and DIG IN #faith

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Assign an aspect of nature to prev

Waves at the beach

Rushing breeze through leaves

A crack of thunder

Flow of a river

The shine of a gem

Dancing embers of a flame

Torrential rain

Slow falling snow

An emerald sea of grass

Austere cliffside

A maze of roots

The endless oceans

Voting ended onJul 11

#prev is dancing embers of a flame; you're always in perpetual beautiful motion to me #whether that's reading about you dancing or the free flowing movement of your edits

interesting time to be both catholic and an 'a series of unfortunate events' fan....

#*googles pope leo's encyclical so I can finish reading it* -> *sees articles on the society of saint pius x excommunication*#*sees the word 'schism'* -> *activates like a SLEEPER AGENT*#something something when we grab you by your ankles --i didn't realize this was a sad occasion-- the world is quiet here something somethin #i was talking about this with someone and they asked me 'what's a 'schism'' and i felt lemony snicket possess my body #*gesturing frantically as I explain* 'a word which here means'#asoue #.dd

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god like-likes you

#*kicking my feet back and forth bashfully while sitting in the pews during adoration*#*tucking a strand of hair behind my ear shyly as I blush*#‘do you promise?’

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Reblog this and say one nice thing about prev

Trying to inject some positivity

#great taste in literature/such eloquent expression of thoughts/elegant aura 💖

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fr. “Everything Changed When I Forgave Myself” by Charlotte Eriksson⁣

#everyone tagging this with their hopes and fears and dreams for the future; I see you all I love you all <3 #we’ll be okay in the end. hold my hand. you’ll see

u remind me of alyosha karamazov

anon just told me I remind them of a literary figure meant to invoke the compassion of christ and whom the author based upon his dead son and therefore to which he gave all the best qualities he could think of. I will never recover from this (in a good way).

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#anon i love you <3 #to love another person is to see the face of g*d etc. etc.#mannnnn it's been so long since I read the brothers karamazov...this took me back.#the way aloysha is so fervent in his belief in the goodness of g*d and therefore the goodness of fellow man and yet is still a realist #how miracles can and Do exist in this hell on earth #hold on let me look up that one quote...#'all will be holy and will love one another and there will be neither rich nor poor neither exalted nor humiliated #but all will be the like the children of God and the true kingdom of Christ will come. that was the dream in Alyosha's heart.'#yeah....yeah ....Yeah #blowing a kiss to the sky for you anon <3 <3 <3 #talking to the choir #correspondence

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questions for your new lover

—god comes to you in the night. is he violent or lovelorn

—is the river running through your garden the nile or the tigris

—your heart, what does it thrum like

—can i cut you

—do you feel necromantic or vampiric. are you biting or bitten tonight

—are you running to or from nineveh

—is the yoke on your neck or are your wrists tied. do you like it

—what flavor is your loneliness

#his arrival is violent but his touch to me is lovelorn. gentle caresses and sweet embrace. it hurts worse than if he were to hit me.#(like molly grue crying when the last unicorn lays its head on her lap at long last. the light burns when you've been in darkness so long.)#the tigris (in my nightmares i am burning but in my prophetic dreams the holy sprit comes to me as water. i am a mermaid. this makes sense)#like a fish flopping helplessly on land. ping-pang-hurt-panging out of beat/rhythm. (alexa play drumming song by florence + the machine)#only if you kiss the blade first and promise not to cut anyone else after #vampiric. a living dead girl 'neither at home with the living or the dead' misfortune bit me once in my sleep. i'll never be the same again #(bitten. always bitten. but watch out. that angela carter quote that goes 'you think you are possessing me-but i've got my teeth in you')#both. i think. that's what it means to be a prophet. 'everywhere kassandra ran she found she was already there'#i broke my yoke but my wrists are still tied. i'm learning to like the helplessness. he bound my hands so lovingly in soft silken ribbons.#i've never thought of this question before...samantha i love your mind.....#saltwater taffy. salty like the sea yet sweet. almost artificially so. and ooey gooey thick so it sticks to the back of your throat.#good morning everyone! i have received the eucharist. sipping my sugarcane juice now. will go to late night izakaya happy hour later. ily <

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remembered Christ is my groom and he will give me rest, everything is fine now 🙏🏻🕊️

wow I feel so well rested and my mind is clear and- *mother gathers palmfuls of salt and pours the grains into the wound in my chest like clockwork* - wow I almost forgot that a sword has pierced through my ψυχὴν and sea-struck griefs last for an eternity!

#nothing compared to the hurt of 2 years ago and 1 year before that but #I’ll keep saying it #a daughter abondpned by her father is a wretched thing indeed and a daughter then abondpned by her mother is not a daughter at all #just a lonely wretch of a girl #it’s okay I’m okay time to go to church #mama mary will hold me and my beloved Lord is calling me

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