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I don't understand the Buck wobbifying for real. Buck is such a fascinating character while lost in his own mess. He will die for the people he loves but he is also always ready to assume everyone will leave him the first chance they get no matter what they say. He feels big emotions loudly and proudly but never lets himself process what they actually mean. He fakes intimacy and struggles to understand why that doesn't feel real. He gets lost on how something is making him feel and forgets to consider the fact that people actually care about him and worry when he acts like that. He refuses to think things through so much that people think he is reckless when he's actually just impulsive and reactive. His body is just another tool on a dangerous level that makes him borderline suicidal. He gets genuinely surprised that that many people were affected by the fact that he temporarily died. He clings to anything that makes him feel the slightest alive. He lingers long after something stops serving him because he desperately wants to feel like it did when it was good. He loves in grand gestures and in the way that leaves claw marks on everything he touches. He was born to save someone and dedicated his life to saving lives even before he knew the truth. He is chatty and rambling and actually quite knowledgeable about stuff he likes but can't explain his feelings to save his life. He gets math powers and his reaction is to calculate exactly how much gas he would need to get to the station. He's great with kids but accidentally tells them Santa isn't real. He gets lost in the power if someone gives him a clipboard. He makes things about himself while trying to be selfless, like when he tried to fix an old man's love life to prove he wouldn't die alone, but he would jump in front of a bullet for a stranger. He might have ADHD. He feels empathy for a corpse but can't give himself grace. He overreacts, realizes he overreacted, and goes out of his way to own up. Evan Buckley is a beautiful disaster, stop erasing what makes him interesting.
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wait were tommy and abby a couple?? like The tommy and The abby?
adsfghgjkl no, i think they just accidentally used the same name for both tommys but the concept of tommy randomly mentioning his ex abby six or so months into his and buck's relationship and buck just. freezing. is fucking hilarious to me
G | 508 | Eddie's inability to control his facial expressions |
"You know people can see your face, right?"
Eddie doesn't look away from where Buck is laughing…with Josh. "Why is he here?"
When he turns to look at her, Karen has an eyebrow raised, whether it's raised in amusement or judgment, Eddie can't tell.
"Why is Maddie's best friend at her son's birthday party?"
"Ugh." Eddie feels his lip curl up. "She has such good taste in everything else, how did it fail her in the best friend department?"
May drops onto the seat next to him, munching on a piece of cake. "Why does he look like that?" She asks Karen.
"He saw Josh."
"Ah." May goes back to eating her cake as if that explains everything, which, okay, yeah, Eddie will admit it kind of does.
"You know it's been years since you worked at dispatch, right?"
"And?"
"Don't you think it's time you get over whatever issues you guys had?"
Eddie and May both turn to look at her with matching incredulous looks. Eddie's never gotten over anything in his life, Karen knows this very well.
She raises her hands in surrender. "I know, I heard myself too. My bad."
"Why does Eddie have his 'trying very hard to be polite' face on?" Chim asks when he joins them a little while later.
"You named it?" May asks with delight.
"He saw you invited Josh." Karen tells Chim at the same time.
"Oh, right. The little hate-flirting thing you guys had going on."
Eddie looks at Chim in horror. He reaches a hand out to Chim to emphasize just how serious Eddie is about this. "Chim, as a friend and as a person, I need you to never say those words out loud ever again." Eddie leans back in his seat with a shrug. "Anyway, if there was anyone I maybe flirted with during my dispatch career," he pauses, shaking his head in amusement when all three of them lean forward, they're so nosy, Eddie loves them so much, "it was probably Terry."
"I knew it," May says, with more energy than Eddie thinks a confession of him maybe flirting with someone almost five years ago deserves.
"Y'know," Karen begins thoughtfully, "I did think it was weird when he asked about you when dispatch helped me get into contact with Hen and Athena.
Chim looks at him for a while, looking lost in thought.
"Speaking of love triangles, in your opinion Edmundo, would it have been better or worse if Buck had dated Josh instead of Tommy?"
Eddie's sure no one has ever felt the level of disgust he feels coursing through his veins. He knows the "trying to be polite" face must be failing because Karen and May look like they're seconds away from bursting into laughter.
Almost immediately, Eddie feels a familiar presence at his side.
"Why is Eddie making that face?" Buck asks. "I don't think I've seen that one before, it's like a cross between his hangry, his PTA look, and the look he gets whenever he sees my parents."
like it's so apparent already that the fandom has glommed onto this kid in a way that I know the writers are just going to ride because this is another opportunity for tim to decide "why write it? the fandom knows how to respond!"
My hot take: I think a lot (too many) of 911 fan writers and artists are too scared to portray Chris as disabled as he is
I’m absolutely giving everyone the benefit of the doubt here. This isn’t a callout. Maybe I don’t know enough about cp. Maybe other folks don’t. Maybe researching it is taking away from people’s limited time and energy when they just want to make some fanwork, and I get that. No matter the reason, I find it disheartening that people can’t include a disabled character without downplaying how severe their disability is.
And the thing about Chris, specifically, is that 911 shows his limitations all the time if you pay attention. It’s more effort for him to sit up. He doesn’t cross his legs. He never rolls over in bed or changes positions on the couch—which isn’t to say he couldn’t, but I suspect it would take a lot more effort than people consider. In later seasons, I don’t think he’s ever shown walking without his crutches. If someone has to use crutches in both hands, they likely can’t carry things in their hands from room to room. Chris is using the crutches to bear some of his body weight on his arms because his legs can’t. He likely can’t stand for any stretch of time, and less so as the day goes on. It’s physically and mentally exhausting having to think about how you’re moving and the physical space around you. And remembering these little movements is part of his body language, just like Eddie brushing his hair back when he’s nervous or Buck’s bear hugs. Not including them is one thing; changing it so that his co is less debilitating is another.
And again: I don’t think people are doing this maliciously or with bad intent! I just think non-disabled people haven’t really thought about it. And when you are disabled, you can’t not think about it all the time.
Being disabled isn’t a failing. It isn’t something other people need to pretend doesn’t exist or to the severity that it does. But it also shouldn’t be something other people forget exists. Because a disability makes you who you are, just like not having one does. It doesn’t make all of you, but it does change how you interact and move, sometimes literally, with your world.
No, but like @bucksbeagle 811 posting the other day hasn't left my mind. It is the actual sequence of events. Buck can't handle being alone because of Eddie being gone, being around Maddie, aka a sibling bond, is a distraction that doesn't actually help him because he still can't be at the house, or the manifestation of his loneliness. Maddie then tells him to go make another friend, he goes hang out with Ravi, who is a friend, and it doesn't help him. He is then dropped in the lap of his ex, and then sex is the thing that helps him actually face his loneliness. Sex. Crucially, something Buck does not do with Eddie. The thing Buck used for years to pretend he had love and closeness. The thing that helps Buck is the potential for a romantic relationship. And the physicality he does not have with Eddie. He only stops missing his best friend while considering a boyfriend. And then he actually admits to his feelings. "I don't have to want to sleep with everyone I have feelings for." The feelings are there, but he feels offended by what he took from the implication that Eddie was the competition, the implication that he would act on those feelings even if he was in a relationship. And then he implies he doesn't have feelings for the person he just slept with. "And I don't have to have feelings for everyone I sleep with." And then he freaks out about an accusation no one made, and tries to deny it. And the physical part is so much louder when you consider Buck and Eddie have barely touched since 810. Buck generally doesn't initiate physical contact, but he has not let himself casually touch Eddie since 811. There have been a couple of fist bumps, but like, nothing of note initiated by Buck. The one thing that made him feel better about missing Eddie is the romantic aspect he admitted to wanting, and then turned around and stopped himself from letting it register, drowning in the denial, because that beautiful traumatized man can't let himself see that not wanting just sex is the point. And he wants so much more from Eddie that he can fully ignore the sex part. Especially with his track record and the fear he has that sex is what ruins his chance of real connection that he expresses to Abby. And that's legit the text of the episode. That happened.
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Eddie buying himself at the auction and then in the final sequence of all the bachelors on their "date" we see Eddie once again helping a child get back on their feet after hell made me tear up
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