This blog is a view into what life is like when you are not chosen by god

don’t take my defeatism too seriously I will always begin again and again no matter what

I might sound miserable most of the time but at my core I’m a very hopeful person

i am an ally to all embarrassing and uncool women forever and ever

"I asked Chat GPT" — well, I asked Mother Nature and she said your brain and soul are rotting inside of you.

i hate it when people ask me to "explain my thought process" like hell if i know

"what's going on in that head of yours?" nothing i want to be a part of

don't be mean to yourself that's you

you live there

The OBSESSION with identity is so crazy like the view that when you do something it immediately becomes part of your identity and all the parts of you have to click together to become “person who wakes up early” or “person who reads” no you can literally just do something without restructuring your whole performance of personhood around it. I don’t know what to tell you except that you will never be able to have an entirely unfractured view of yourself or that you will be able to rationalize all the complex parts of yourself into the phrase “person who x” like you should just be doing things without performing them. Or aestheticizing them. Just try different things on and keep what works for you. Otherwise you will never learn and grow!

you're just mad because you're hungry and tired and your legs hurt and you head hurts and you're too hot and you have depression

I Will Get The Light Back In My Eyes in 2026

2027 gonna be my year fr I can feel it

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