I just spent a ridiculous amount of money on colored pencils so I could blend them with markers bc I didn’t have enough to buy more shades of copic markers. I even asked my spirit guides before hitting “place order.” I keep telling myself it’s an investment, it’s an investment, G.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
꒰ ♡ ꒱ hiii hello & welcome to another pac of mine hehe!! <333 in this one, i will dive into what your future spouse will absolutely adore and love about you. pls do remember that this is a general reading and pls take what resonates!
⠀. . ゚ . ✦ , .
masterlist ꒰ ♡ ꒱ my kofi shop *private readings are open if ur interested hehe!*
⠀. . ゚ . ✦ , .
♡┆꒰ ᎮᎥᏝᏋ ᎧᏁᏋ .ᐟ ꒱
꒰ ♡ ꒱ hello my lovely pile ones, i hope you have all been doing well :3 hehe okay let’s start with your reading now! okay so the first message that i’m getting is that your future spouse will love that they can trust you with anything and everything. they see you as someone who always speaks the truth and always says it as it is. they love that they can come to you for advice, as i said, they really do trust you :’) it’s almost like they view you as a moral compass, someone who is unbiased and always just.
꒰ ♡ ꒱ your future spouse will also adore how career and goal-driven you are! they find your ambition and drive extremely attractive, and they love that you have a plan for your future. they view you as a leader, someone who takes action, and they loveee that about you!
꒰ ♡ ꒱ your future spouse may have had a chaotic life, always moving, never being able to breathe and calm down. they’ve always dreamed about someone like you, someone who has this calming and powerful aura about them. they love that no matter how chaotic their life is, they can come home to you and forget about all the noise. they love the way you make them feel. how special you make them feel. you both will create a wonderful world together, one where only you two can enter hehe!
꒰ ♡ ꒱ they absolutely love how multi-faceted you are! you're like a never-ending rose that just keeps unfolding. they love that every day they discover and learn new things about you. what you like, what your dislikes are, your quirks, they notice everything! they love that you’re connected to your divine feminine, that you are in tune with your emotions. they see you as someone who is empathetic and genuinely just a good person!
꒰ ♡ ꒱ they love that you both share the same dreams and goals for the future. they love that you guys can create a future that you both will love. i see you both having such a beautiful home, going on a bunch of adventures, and traveling all over the world! they love that you have this adventurous side to you, they just love everything about you tbh hehe.
꒰ ♡ ꒱ they love that you both balance each other out, it’s almost like you helped balance them out, and they feel eternally grateful to you for that. you genuinely make their life better!
꒰ ♡ ꒱ they love how creative and unique you are. they love how genuine and authentic your personality is. they feel like they will never meet anyone like you, you are one of one.
꒰ ♡ ꒱ they love that you make them feel less alone, aw they love that you both are best friends :’)
꒰ ♡ ꒱ they wll love living life with you and going through the seasons and phases of life with you.
꒰ ♡ ꒱ they will especially adore and loveee your hair, eyes, eyelashes, your neck, and lips. they are so insanely drawn to you, and it feels like they really love having quality time with you!
* ⠀. . ⠀✦ ˚ *
♡┆꒰ ᎮᎥᏝᏋ ᏖᏇᎧ .ᐟ ꒱
꒰ ♡ ꒱ hello my sweet pile two’s, i hope life has been treating you well! okay, now let’s get started with your reading hehe. alright so your future spouse will absolutely adore, cherish, and love your heart. it’s like your heart is a beacon to theirs. they feel like every time you two connect and talk, your hearts instantly connect and intertwine. they love that no matter what you two do, both of your hearts are involved. they love that you always speak from the heart. they absolutely adore that you are never afraid to express and show your love to them. it feels validating to them, it confirms to them that you both are on the same page.
꒰ ♡ ꒱ your future spouse’s energy feels a bit more introverted than yours. i’m getting an image of you talking, and they just have a smile on their face as they hear you talking. and it could even be something that you have mentioned to them before lol, but they don’t care, they always love to hear your voice.
꒰ ♡ ꒱ they love that ever since you two met, you have never once judged them for who they are and for their interests. you will make your future spouse believe in love, you will be their dream come true, the fairytale that they always yearned for, but never believed to be true. they see you as a savior of sorts, someone who completely transformed their life.
꒰ ♡ ꒱ they absolutely love that no matter how difficult or challenging your relationship can get, you always fight for the connection, and they do the same as well. they love that if you have an argument, you both want to communicate instantly to resolve all the issues and to make sure you both are on the same page. they love that you are a fighter, and they love this fiery, passionate energy you have hehe!
꒰ ♡ ꒱ they love that you get them out of their comfort zone. they see you as someone who is a risk-taker and takes life head-on without fear! they love how fearless you are and how you always pursue your dreams, no matter how challenging the journey is. they love that you have standards for yourself. that you have strong boundaries and that you’re not afraid to walk away from situations/people who do you dirty. they love that you don’t take anyone’s bs!
꒰ ♡ ꒱ if you are someone who loves decorating your home/room, have a specific aesthetic you want your home to have, i see that your future spouse will absolutely adore your vision! they really don’t care what you do, as they see you as someone with good taste hehe. whatever you love, they will love. they love that your energy and aesthetic create this safe, homey, and cozy vibe.
꒰ ♡ ꒱ they will absolutely adore how grounded and mature you are! they don’t view you as someone naive and immature. They love how intelligent you are and that you are never ever afraid to defend yourself and your loved ones! they love your strength, and they trust your vision. whatever it is that you want to do in life, know that your future spouse will always be by your side, cheering you on!
꒰ ♡ ꒱ they love hearing your opinions, and they love your perspective on life. they view life as a rollercoaster, and they see it as them choosing the best one hehe. they love doing life with you, and i can honestly go on and on about what they love about you hehe. lastly, i’m getting that they absolutely adore your skin tone, your fashion sense and jewelry, your makeup (if you wear any), your arms, and your hair. for some of you, if you cover your hair because of your religion or for whatever reason, know that they will absolutely adore it.
* ⠀. . ⠀✦ ˚ *
♡┆꒰ ᎮᎥᏝᏋ ᏖᏂᏒᏋᏋ .ᐟ ꒱
꒰ ♡ ꒱ hello my dear pile three’s, i hope you have all been doing wonderful :) hehe okay let’s get started with your reading! the first message that i’m getting here is that your future spouse will absolutely adore how you always continue to grow and evolve. that your not someone who stays the same, your soul continues to grow and evolve until you become your higher self, and your other half finds that so endearing and powerful. you may be someone who is spiritual and please know that your craft and beliefs are something that you can share with your future spouse, as they will be understanding, open-minded, and respectful. i’m getting that for some of you, they may dedicate a room for you to do whatever you want to do with it. whether it’s to do your craft, hobbies, whatever it is you do and love, they want you to have a safe space in your home where you can do that. they love how passionate you are about your hobbies, and they love your curious mind hehe. i just keep getting messages that your future spouse will do absolutely anything and everything for you to have a better life, to make you feel as comfortable as they can. it’s like they want to thank you for choosing them, so they just want to do as much as they can hehe.
꒰ ♡ ꒱ they find it so endearing and adorable how shy you get with others, but with them, they feel like they have the honor and privilege to see your true personality shine! they love how warm and cozy your energy is, you remind them of the sun, of everything that is good in life. aw they associate you with everything that is pure and good. they absolutely adore your personality, and if that is something you have overthought (thinking you're too different, unique, etc), know that your future spouse absolutely adores and loves your personality. it resonates with them, you feel like home to them hehe.
꒰ ♡ ꒱ they see you as someone they forever want to protect, they wish to release you from all burdens, all negative energy, and the overthinking you have. they love that you are always transparent about your emotions and feelings. they love that they know how your feeling simply by looking at your face. they love hugging and cuddling with you. they love that you love being affectionate with them as well.
꒰ ♡ ꒱ your future spouse absolutely adores your mind, the way you talk, the way you think, they love how knowledgeable you are about topics. they see you as someone who is logical yet emotional. they love how emotionally mature you are, and that again, you are always honest with them. they don’t view you as someone who manipulates or does things for personal gain. they love how selfless you are and how important your community is to you. they absolutely love how great a friend you are to others and how loyal you are.
꒰ ♡ ꒱ they love that you both connect and match so well. they love that you are both each other’s anchor, always grounding each other, no matter what you go through. they love that you are always there for them, always checking up on them, and making sure that they are okay. you make them feel so loved, and they love drowning in your love.
꒰ ♡ ꒱ no matter the bad days that you will have and no matter the bad days that your future spouse will have, you both will forever be there for each other <3
꒰ ♡ ꒱ your future spouse absolutely loves your shining hair, your expressive eyes, your gorgeous smile, just your face and body in general, hehe. you two feel like delicate flowers that bloom with each other's presence. :))
꒰ ♡ ꒱ ah tytyty for reading and for all the support! i hope my lovely collective enjoyed this reading and that it resonated with you hehe. i know sometimes it's hard to believe that your future spouse is somewhere out there in the world, and the truth is that they are! they are out there living their life as you are. and know that they will absolutely adore you and who you are <3 i hope you are all doing good and i'm sending nothing but love and light always! <333
- positively aspected - women can love you, they admire you, support you, wish you well, want to befriend you, fond over your looks, are very graceful towards you, put you on to their male friends, supportive of your relationships, could also wish they could have a relationship like yours
- negatively aspected - women can be nice to you but secretly not like/care for you, they're a "girl's girl" until it's you, not very supportive of you, may see you as weird or not like the rest, can act mean-girl-ish towards you, secretly want or desire your feminine nature, could leave you out of things, may be fake towards you
moon-mars :
- positively aspected - women can respect your drive and ambitions, they admire your anger, are always rooting for you, intensely supportive of you, may see you as attractive, could want or admire your sexual nature, will try not to anger you in order to get on your good side
- negatively aspected - women can be very aggressive towards you, are competive with you, want the things you have, see your sexual nature as "too much" or "too provocative", may want you to act with more aggression and masculinity, won't take your side in altercations, could view you as mean or selfish
moon-pluto :
- positively aspected - women can desire you, be inspired by you, are very accepting of your dark side, could adore you until they don't, can be obsessed with you, can be possessive with you, admire your presence, aren't afraid to spill their secrets with you, trust you more than they should
- negatively aspected - women can be jealous of you, see you as inappropriate, are suspicious of you, see you as a threat, hate how much you influence people, could try to ruin your image, may try to pry your secrets out of you, may get uncomfortable around you, will see you as better than them in some aspect
moon-saturn :
- positively aspected - women might love to guide/teach you, won't mind investing in you, see you as one of their children, may have the tendency to take care of you in some way, might be a little too critical of your actions, respect your determination
- negatively aspected - women can be very judgemental towards you, see you as a kid, look down upon you, may not care about your emotions as much, will want you to suck it up and take shit, may call you "too sensitive", will push heavy tasks onto you because you can "handle it", might use you in some way, see you as someone who as it together and will use that for their own good
moon-sun :
- postively aspected - women love your personality, they look up to you, are always hyping you up, will support your goals, will make sure you're feeling confident, will make sure you're looking good, are very kind and caring towards you, will always remember you, will speak highly of you, see you as a a great leader
- negatively aspected - women don't like your personality, may be judmental towards you, may act selfishly towards you, are rude towards you, they don't like how you stand out, could get jealous of your personality, may want you to act in a way that's not aligned with you you feel, want to dim your light
I’m really tired today, I didn’t get too eat that much bc I ran out of snacks and I didn’t have enough time between chores, walking and art to get groceries. Manifesting that the universe will find a way for me to afford food and art supplies this month, plsss!!
***How to know when its time to PAUSE tarot readings***(for the tarot readers and the audiences)
I don't think enough people talk about this, especially within the spiritual community, but there is a time when you should stop watching or reading tarot for a while.
Not because tarot is bad. Not because you've done something wrong. But because sometimes the healthiest thing you can do is put the cards down and start living the answers you've already been given.
I've seen people watch reading after reading, asking the same question in different ways. "Do they still love me?" "Will I get the job?" "When is my manifestation coming?" At first, it feels like you're looking for clarity. But after a while, you're not really looking for guidance anymore. You're looking for reassurance. Then another reassurance. And then another. Before you know it, you've spent hours consuming readings but haven't actually moved forward.
If you've ever watched a reading that resonated, felt amazing for a few minutes, and then immediately searched for another one just to make sure... you're not alone. So many people fall into that cycle. You start doubting the first reading because what if the second one says something different? Then the third contradicts both. Suddenly you're overwhelmed, confused, and even more anxious than when you started.
Tarot isn't meant to become a substitute for your own intuition. It's a tool. A beautiful one, but still just a tool. The purpose of a reading isn't to tell you how to live every moment of your life. It's to offer perspective, help you reflect, and sometimes confirm what your heart already knows.
If you feel like you can't make a decision without checking the cards first, or you panic when a reading doesn't say what you wanted to hear, it might be a sign that it's time to take a step back. Not forever. Just long enough to reconnect with yourself.
Sometimes the answers you're looking for won't come through another reading. They'll come through real life. Through a conversation you weren't expecting. Through an opportunity that suddenly appears. Through your own growth. Through time.
One of the hardest parts of any spiritual journey is learning to trust without constantly asking for another sign. If every reading keeps telling you that something beautiful is on its way, then let yourself believe it. Go outside. Spend time with people you love. Work on your goals. Laugh. Rest. Create. Live your life. Let the universe meet you there.
Ironically, I've noticed that when people finally stop obsessively checking for answers, that's often when things begin to move. It's as if releasing the need to know every detail creates space for life to unfold naturally.
Taking a break from tarot doesn't mean you've lost your faith or your connection. Sometimes it means you've finally started trusting it.
8The best reading is never the one that keeps you coming back out of fear. It's the one that gives you enough peace to close the video, put the cards away, and say, "Okay. I have what I need. Now it's time to live."
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
I think about the disco elysium ‘are women bourgeois’ screenshot all the time (despite never playing the game) because it’s such a succinct way of demonstrating the fact that I think honestly the majority of people see feminism and ‘womens issues’ as frivolous inventions of upper class white women which is how you end up with people handwringing about working class men and never once considering the existence of working class women.
Why is there a diarrhea parasite outbreak in America?
Because Donald Trump and his Republican allies cut funding to disease prevention and control.
Why is measles back in America?
Because Donald Trump and his Republican allies, including RFK Jr, cut vaccine and measles prevention funding and programs.
Why is the New World Screwworm infecting cattle in Texas, when it had previously been eliminated from the area?
Because Donald Trump and his Republican allies, including Elon Musk, cut USAID funding, which in part worked to monitor and prevent screwworm outbreaks.
Why was there a flu outbreak in our armed forces?
Because Donald Trump and his Republican allies, including Pete Hegseth, cut vaccination requirements for our armed forces, putting all of them at risk alongside our military readiness.
What contributed to the Covid outbreak?
Donald Trump and his Republican allies cut funding to a pandemic prevention program in his first term because Barack Obama had created it.
“America first” sends its regards. Trump voters, please learn your lesson. And if you don’t, it’ll be taught to you again with yet another diarrhea outbreak.
Image transcription, from a Patreon post (cross-posted to Facebook) by Matthew Cortland:
A law called the "Food Traceability Rule," designed to make tracing contaminated food easier, was supposed to go into effect on January 20, 2026. (source)
Taylor Foods started paying Sidley Austin to lobby on "regulation of food safety" in January of 2025. (source)
On March 20, 2025, FDA announced they were pushing back the implementation of the "Food Traceability Rule" by 30 months. (source)
On March 26, 2025, Taylor Fresh Foods Inc contributed $1,000,000 to MAGA, Inc., a Trump-aligned super PAC. (Wikipedia link)
This photo was attached below the text in the Patreon link, showing a Federal Election Commission (FEC) Form 3X Schedule A financial receipt from Taylor Fresh Foods, Inc., located in Salinas, California.
It is labeled as transaction ID SA17.4550, and dated March 26, 2025, showing an aggregate year-to-date amount of $1,000,000.00 USD donated to the "non-contribution account" (which can be unlimited funds used for independent expenditures) for MAGA, Inc.
I will also add to the above commentary, in response to the original post, that growing anti-vaccine movements have led to increased rates and full blown outbreaks of vaccine-preventable diseases like measles going back well over a decade-- more like at least the last 16-18+ years in my observation.
Part of the outbreak rates increasing more recently is the fact that people who as infants and young children were subjected to an anti-vaccine upbringing are aging into later childhood, adolescence, and young adulthood, where they interact in public spaces where diseases can be and are more readily spread. That's why there have been measles outbreaks centralized in high schools and colleges for years as well.
This is not a phenomenon restricted to Donald Trump's Presidencies, and would not be a problem of this scale if it didn't pre-date him significantly. His administrations' policies and party lines only add fuel to that fire, and embolden them by parroting anti-vaxx, anti-scientific bullshit, but they are not the originators or the largest causative factor.
As with most of these things, Trump's posotion and ideological "Trumpism" are symptoms of a social phenomenon that was already in motion for him to ride the crest of.
Likewise, blaming Covid response (including things like death rate and infection rate obfuscation) solely on Donald Trump is disingenuous when he left office in January 2021 and was succeeded by Joe Biden under one year into the "official" start of the pandemic proper (though C-19 and suspected C-19 cases go back before early spring 2020). Two separate Presidents and three Presidential administrations bear this weight.
Is Trump significantly worse? In so, so, so many extremely obvious ways, yes. But if you pin the blame solely on him, you're granting freedom from accountability to other elected officials and political leaders who also oversaw the deaths of hundreds of thousands of people. Not just Biden-- but that's my point. Also not just Trump. Also not just MAGA. Pretending otherwise paves the way for the kind of corruption that had to be rooted within the US government to enable or empower Donald Trump in the first place, through action or inaction.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
If you don’t let go of your prejudices and past grudges, your heart won’t blossom. 2013 is coming, let’s make a change. We only have one planet so let’s show each other some kindness.
⊹ ࣪ ˖ Close your eyes, breathe in and out for a few seconds while letting yourself relax, then open your eyes and look at the photos. Choose the first pile that draws you in/catches your attention. ⊹ ࣪ ˖
Pile 1:
What is your problem? 10 of swords
Root of your problem? 6 of wands
How to solve this problem? 7 of swords
You feel in despair, unsuccessful, even possibly depressed. You never feel enough. This problem's roots started long ago. I sense a big comparison here. Maybe you are a burned out gifted kid and you cannot achieve the success once you so easily had, or you're always getting compared to people around you? I feel sister vibes here. Some of you definitely get compared to your sister. This feeling makes you feel like you're never enough. Your "prime" was in past, and it passed. The place you grew up in was never emotionally safe. You always had to walk on eggshells and bring success to your family name. To heal this feeling, you should understand your worth. You might not be the high achiever of the family (especially on the school subjects) but there are A LOT of things you're great at. Some of you are spectacular in arts and crafts, for example. You should understand your worth shouldn't be based on what narrow-minded people around you think of you. They can't even understand success comes in million different ways. And in this sense, if you have to you should argue with them, fight back, hold your ground and make them accept your way in life.
Pile 2:
What is your problem? 2 of cups
Root of your problem? 8 of cups
How to solve this problem? 6 of cups
You feel unloved, like no one wants to be your friend, no one wants to be your lover. You feel alone, like you have no one else. You feel this way, because you know what love feels like, you've been loved before. Either it is a parental love or you had a very nice relationship beforehand. But things basically got rotten, they either passed away, left you or your relationship is not as warm and close as before. It is even possibly that you experienced the same pattern, over and over again, multiple times with different people. And in the end, you started to think that the problem is you. No, you're not. Like everything else, relationships end as well. They served you and ended. To be able to get love, you should give yourself some love first and this is exactly what you lack. You definitely need some inner child work. Why do you feel this way? How did it start? When did it start? Please give yourself some treats, take care of yourself. Look at a mirror and tell yourself how beautiful you actually are, how much you deserve love. This way, you can get better.
Pile 3:
What is your problem? 9 of swords
Root of your problem? Page of pentacles
How to solve this problem? Queen of wands
Your problem is anxiety, fear. You may or might have some sleep problems in your life, lots of nightmares and sleep paralysis maybe? Some of you are sleepwalkers as well. I also sense that some of you cry themselves to sleep often, either now or in the past. This pile is kind of similar to pile 1, but i do not see the element of comparison here. Root of your problems start with a female figure, she is unpredictable, can even have borderline or bipolar disorders. She gets angry very easily and she is abusive (especially emotionally). And no matter what you do and how much you try, you're never enough for her. You can be the Valedictorian, a medal winning athlete and a singing contest winner all at the same time and she would still look you dead in the eyes and say "Okay.". You didn't get praised and felt valued in your past. To be a better you, you should heal your relationship with this woman (or older women in general) either by cutting them off or building a safer emotional tie to them.
Likes, comments and follows are appreciated as always. You can check my masterlist to see all my tarot content. Also, you can dm me for my "paid readings".
How do people see you on the surface and who you are, deep down? (Feel free to pick more than one pile. You may have multiple messages)
PILE 1
Surface-level Impression: The High Priestess // Six of Swords // Ace of Cups // Page of Cups
Well, hello, my intuitive baddies! If you chose this pile, one of the more obvious things about you is your spirituality and your psychic gifts. You might be a Tarot reader, an astrologer or an energy worker and could be well-known for that, to the point of having a strong following or active online presence. The interesting thing about the more "superficial" impression of you is that people do see a lot of depth in you from the outside. It might not be immediately apparent. For instance, someone may not immediately know what your spiritual interests are or the deep inner world that you have. But, once they learn this, it makes sense. You have a definite "mystique" about you. People just want to figure out more. When others find out that you have this very esoteric side, it often checks out to them. Like, of course that really magnetic, fascinating but sometimes quiet person is into these mysterious sorts of things. In fact, many people may not even know the full extent. Maybe you only share your interests with certain people or you have certain occult pursuits that you only share with trusted individuals. (Totally understandable and wise, btw) So, with some people, there is this powerful air of magic around you but they can't figure out why you have the presence or affect that you do.
You should also know that you get people in their feelings! Part of this impression I'm getting is if you do any kind of spiritual work. Your readings or your healing touch or your guidance has so much more of a deep impact than you know. People may often cry or get very emotional when on the receiving end of your spiritual work. You have a way of purging sadness, pain, or confusion for people and making them feel emotionally renewed. But, you also do this outside of your spiritual work. In a sense, everything you do is spiritual because you're so deeply connected to the higher realms and other dimensions. You'd be surprised at how even a kind word or a loving gesture from you can intensely affect others. You're like this vessel or channel for spiritual energy or higher forces to work through and you may not even realize that. It's something you need to know, though, in order to protect and recharge your energy. If you have been feeling very tired, drained, or emotionally frazzled lately, this is a message for you to do more to protect your energy field, especially if you're a practitioner in any way.
This deep impact on others is something that is also highly attractive. It attracts many people to you platonically but, of course, also romantically. You have a LOT of romantic admirers, most of whom are secret admirers to some degree. What I'm getting is that, in the near-future, you'll be getting some confessions of romantic feelings, even love, from a few significant people. Or even a lot of people. You make many people straight up fall in love with you. There's, to some degree, an Aphrodite effect to you (and you may be very connected to her in some way). There is an emphasis here on your beauty but, more than that, it is an amazing sort of magnetism that you possess. It's the combination of your mystique, your healing energy, your ability to open others' hearts. There is something very emotionally available about you. Your feelings are so often right there on the surface and you have no problem expressing them. Because your heart is so open, it has the effect of opening others' hearts, especially in a romantic sense. I'm talking about people who were really shut down on an emotional level or so hurt and broken they swore they'd never love again. You show them what real love is and it is something that makes them incredibly drawn to you. So, even if you don't feel like they're your true love or soulmate, others can easily feel this way about you.
There's also an interesting dichotomy here because, on one level, you are so alluring and enigmatic and, on another level, you're this cute little cinnamon roll. You can switch between both sides of your personality very easily. You're in touch with both your dark and light feminine energy. That femininity is strong within you, no matter your gender. But, you embody the duality of femininity. It's like you're a mysterious siren and a sweet adorable doll, at the same time. You can easily give off sexual, erotic vibes, without even trying, partly because of that allure you have. It's just naturally seductive. Yet, you also have a strong connection to your inner child. I think you love being creative and you also love very feminine forms of expression. You may have a hyper-feminine sort of aesthetic. You could also be obsessed with or identify with sirens or mermaids (if that's a confirmation).
The Inner You: King of Cups // Page of Pentacles // Ace of Swords // Queen of Cups
Okay, there's a message here that you have been seriously underestimating your power. People are far, far more impressed with you than you know and also much more impressed with you than you are with yourself. While humility is good, you are being urged to know or remember who you are! You are so much farther along on your journey and life path than you realize. I think because you're so naturally connected to the spiritual realm and your higher self, a lot of the incredibly powerful things you do and are capable of don't seem like a big deal to you. It's just like breathing to you. Well, trust and believe, it is a big deal. Of course, this isn't saying that you need to feel superior to others. It just means that you need to recognize what your true power is and fully own it.
You are on the way there, though. What's interesting is that this seems to be less about the inner you in a fixed way and more about the processes you experience internally. You are very, very aware of your personal patterns and the things you need to work on. But, you sometimes get so fixated on what you feel you need to overcome, transmute, heal, and release within that you don't develop enough self-awareness in terms of your actual strengths. And, yes, you are aware of your strengths. But, are you really aware of how much these traits are strengths? How deeply they impact others or how amazingly aligned you are with your soul's purpose? I feel like, at this point in your life, you believe that you need to do much more healing work or self-work than you actually need to do. Not to say that the work is over or you're finished learning. I just mean that you are already a master of your spiritual and internal domain. You just need to start realizing it.
There is a strong emphasis on your emotional intelligence and emotional depth. I have to point out how interesting it is for you to have both the King and Queen of Cups here. One interpretation of this is that I feel like you are much more of a Queen of Cups. You are very feminine and also are this very intuitive, emotionally aware, caring, and spiritual being who is willing to be vulnerable. I get the sense that you've also had to be your own King of Cups for much of your life, too. Whether you're into men or just more masculine partners, you've had to learn the hard way that many of the people you got involved with were not emotionally mature/intelligent whatsoever. So, you had to be that for yourself and also, with time, recognize that you needed that in a mate. As the Queen of Cups, you exist in the emotional depths. This is a big part of the inner you: how reflective, introspective, and in tune with your feelings you are. Someone like that can't be with a caveman (or cavewoman/person). You need a King of Cups, someone you can match your emotional depth and be available to you in this sense.
I also feel like this is coming out because it's about a future person. It's interesting because, as I noted earlier, you have a ton of romantic interest. Many potential suitors are in love with you or feel like you're a soulmate. BUT, they also have limited to no access to you. Because they can't meet you where you're at emotionally and spiritually, they fail to show up as a solid mate. As a result, you have ironically spent a lot of your life alone. You might be perpetually single, to a degree that's felt very lonely or isolating. This is another reason why that King of Cups has been more within. It's also a big part of what has made you feel behind or less developed than you really are. Many people unfortunately often measure maturity or worthiness based on relationship history and if you're an adult with little to no committed relationships in your history, it can feel kind of demoralizing. If you've been struggling with that, this is a message to let go of this belief. You are not less than because you haven't found someone. I don't care if you've never even been in a long-term relationship before. There was a higher reason for that and people's judgments of this aspect of your life do not determine your worth or mean that something's wrong with you.
Just know that your future person is coming; the King of Cups that you can have an amazing long-term relationship with. Here's the thing, though: you will keep stalling or delaying it if you keep believing like there's so much more self-work for you to do. What you're going to come to understand is that there's actually more self-work and healing to be done through this connection once it manifests. You've never been incomplete. It's just that a significant part of your soul purpose involves this special counterpart of yours. So many people have a soul mission that specifically requires their soulmate. You two are deeply connected and always have been, even if you haven't met yet. If you've been feeling this push from the Universe toward this person, this is your confirmation. It's not a matter of if they're coming but a matter of when.
PILE 2
Surface-Level Impression: Four of Pentacles // Two of Pentacles // Judgment // The Empress
What is coming through clearly is how often and how badly you can feel misjudged by other people. It seems as if so many people are so taken by what's on the surface with you that they don't see much else. Also, that surface-level impression can cause them to make all sorts of assumptions about you, many of which are unfair or inaccurate, maybe wildly so. A big part of that is because, let's just say it, you're very physically attractive. Some of you in this pile own or know that and some of you may not believe it. But, regardless, you are and you're also well-aware that others think you are. You get plenty of attention wherever you go. Yet, there's this element where you may feel looked at by a lot of people but truly seen for who you are by very few.
There's definitely something intimidating to many about your attractiveness. It's not the kind of beauty that feels "safe", if that makes sense. It can evoke many insecurities in others. If you're into men, they may have a very hard time approaching you. But, any gender can feel that way about you. Even if you don't intend to, you have a sort of unattainable, "out of your league" presence. Other people can easily feel insecure around you or when faced with you, comparing themselves to you, attractiveness-wise, or even feeling as if you're judging them. I feel like many unfair assumptions about very good-looking people can easily be projected on to you by those who don't know you, like how you'll be mean, conceited, or stuck-up. It's possible that you have some degree of RBF but, even if not, you have a way of keeping to yourself. This isn't a bad thing. You're not an overly eager person or a people-pleaser. You just mind your business and let people prove that they're worthy of your time and energy. But, this energy combined with your looks can make people feel intimidated or unworthy.
The thing is that you could be the nicest person and many people eventually realize this when they get to know you. However, you're also used to only being taken on a superficial level. It may irritate you that people are so focused on your appearance and physical attractiveness. It can seem as if people don't value much else about you. But, you have plenty to offer and many people know this. It's just a weird kind of social stinginess that sometimes happens when someone's highly attractive. People may resent other positive attributes that individual has, as well, and withhold praise toward them for that. Some people can even hold back compliments toward your attractiveness. There is a level of beauty where someone gets stared at a lot but not directly complimented as much. Either people feel like that individual already knows they're a 10 or they hold back from complimenting them out of envy or resentment. The moral of the story is that you are even more admired than you may realize. To understand that, you sometimes have to observe not what people say to you but how they act around you or toward you.
I'm getting that many of you may live in a big city with plenty of impressive people; somewhere like LA, New York, London, Miami. Even in this scene, where there's plenty of beautiful individuals, you stand out. You also stand out for your level of success and stability. If you don't already, then you were destined to. You might come from a wealthy background and this can be another thing that attracts jealousy from others. But, many of you have the power to also make your own wealth. You are so much more than a pretty face and this is evident through your work ethic and drive. You can juggle multiple goals and interests well, even dual careers. I think you might dabble in different career pursuits throughout your path. Great material success was destined to manifest for you. Yet, people, once again making unfounded assumptions, may feel as if everything has been handed to you. It's another way of projecting on to someone very beautiful and abundant. If you get seriously frustrated by others' perceptions, it's important to remember that these perceptions don't define you. In the end, you know your inner character and you know how much you've worked for what you have. That's what really matters. At the same time, your "pretty privilege" does help as does your amazing ability to magnetize whatever you desire. You embody the importance of working smart, not necessarily hard, and of chasing, not attracting.
The Inner You: Five of Pentacles // Ace of Swords // Two of Cups // Two of Swords
Meanwhile, your inner self is intriguing and quite complicated. This goes to show that so many people who are judged solely by their external attributes have a lot more going on inside than others think. I do feel like, for instance, you have struggled SO much more than others realize. Finances and material security have been a major struggle for many of you in this pile at some point, either in childhood or during parts of your adult life. You might have even experienced poverty or homelessness. This is an experience that has never really left you. If you're going through it right now, know that you're not defined by it and you will overcome it. Yet, you will always carry this psychological scar; the feeling of knowing what hardship and lack are like. That's why it's incredibly frustrating, often downright offensive, to you when people dismiss you as if you've just had it easy because of what you look like. If they only knew! Yet, many of them will never truly know.
You weren't meant to hide your struggles out of shame or guilt. It's just that there is a certain level of protection that comes from going through hardships in private or on a more internal level. I think, in a spiritual sense, you were meant to endure a lot alone. During these times, you've been able to develop or gain a clarity of mind that you wouldn't have otherwise. You have gotten swept up in the mental chaos of past hardships. It sometimes made it difficult for you to really see what was going on and why. But, the truth is that every difficulty, every struggle or hardship, has been very valuable to you. It's the source of great wisdom and understanding. In spite of what some people think, you have a deep comprehension of some of the most painful or humiliating circumstances; the kind of experiences that feel like "rock bottom." A few of you may have also suffered from some kind of addiction that brought you to this low point. But, that's only for a select number of you. Regardless, you have developed great character through those experiences.
At the same time, there can be a constant insecurity that you live with. This may just mean constantly feeling insecure in terms of finances. I feel like a part of your life purpose is to actually build material abundance. So, this sense of lack is so you can master the art of manifesting. There are definitely negative thought patterns or limiting beliefs that have stood in the way of your abundance. It either has in the past or is still currently in the present. That's okay, though. That's no reason to beat yourself up! If the latter is true for you, you're in the process of gradually working through those false and limiting beliefs. You are learning how to engage in self-talk that will truly build you up, on both an internal and material level. Sometimes, you feel very confused and conflicted. You can be blinded to the actual lesson of your current circumstance because of how intense and difficult it is. You also may sometimes fail to see that you are far more supported than you realize and even far more abundant than you believe. There's a reason why other people believe you have it all. Your abundance goes far beyond the material. It can manifest that way but it has to start within.
You can also struggle with other insecurities in regards to how you feel judged or not accepted. A message I'm getting is that you may not realize that these thoughts are insecurities. Either you brush them off or you think it's just normal to think like that. Either way, it's something about yourself you need to lovingly acknowledge in order to work through it. These beliefs can hinder you from fully connecting to others, at times. But, there is a very deep desire within you to connect and love. You definitely fit the archetype of "the lover", even if others or you yourself don't see it. (You should research that archetype for better self-understanding) You really want to give and share love with someone else but can feel easily discouraged by others' assumptions of you; their blindness to the complete picture of who you are. What would mean the most to you is connecting with someone who sees beyond the surface and into who you really are inside. That feels rare and elusive but it's something very special that you're manifesting; not just in romance but friendship, too. The irony of being looked at so much for your attractiveness is that it has made it hard for you to feel valuable outside of that. But, a romantic partner and also at least one or two close friends, if not a couple more, who are able to appreciate and love all the elements of you (inside and out), are manifesting for you. And in a way will really take you by surprise.
PILE 3
Surface-level Impression: Nine of Pentacles // Ace of Swords // Five of Pentacles // The Chariot
So, I can already tell that some of you may have also been drawn to Pile 2. If not, that's fine. But, with these adjacent piles, it seems like the latter is a continuation of the first. Regardless, I think that people have the impression that you're someone of high quality. One of the reasons why people feel that way is because you've really conquered some major challenges and obstacles in life. A reason why I feel like there is some overlap with Pile 2 is that I saw the same struggles there but they were kind of hidden. But, it seems as if you've done something to really tell your story. You could be a writer of some kind, with a blog possibly about your life or a book you've published about your life experience. And if you want to do either of those things, this is a green light for you to do so. The same can be true of just being a speaker, possibly with a podcast or a YouTube channel where you share your stories.
In any case, you are seen as an excellent writer or speaker, able to really entertain or grip people with your words. You have talked (or will talk) about your past experiences with people: circumstances of hardship, poverty, rejection (that created professional or even romantic difficulties), and a sense of not being seen or appreciated. It could be wild for some people to hear because it either seemed like such things could never happen to you or because they never knew you went through all of that. You have always been seen as someone who was "above the fray" in some sense. But, your story is proof that everyone on this earth has to deal with struggles and problems, even if they seem like they have it all, from the outside looking in. I specifically think these struggles had to do with you striving for success. If they were more personal, it was a feeling of isolation that you went through; a sense that you were going through something all alone. However, you should know, if you don't already, that you've never truly been alone. You have been guided and protected the entire time.
The fact that you have moved through these tough times, lived to tell the tale, and have turned it all around only speak to that guidance and protection, even if you haven't always perceived it. But, others sense this, whether they can articulate that or not. People are very impressed by you and actually always have been, even in the midst of your past difficulties. I think that you have sometimes felt unfairly judged by others because of your exterior. But, judged in a way where they didn't really see you clearly and projected their own stuff, whether good or bad, on to you. What I'm getting here is that, after hearing your story, plenty of the people who just assumed you were perfect and either felt insecure or jealous toward you have shifted their perspective. They now see you more clearly and objectively, with more nuance.
However, you are still going to be placed on that pedestal you've always been on. I just think that, after you reach the success you're looking for, you may finally feel as if more people have a more balanced take on you. It seems as if there is an element of destiny to you sharing your story. It's an important part of your life path because it's what will allow you to be viewed in a more holistic or dimensional way, which is what you've always wanted. Yet, there will still be some people who have the wrong idea about you. That's fine. Sometimes, you can lay it all on the table and some people will still choose to minimize or dismiss your truth. What matters most is that you've shared it. I also think this is an important step in your journey because you've always prized sharing your truth and being authentic. Doing just that and getting a positive response will feel very affirming; not just because it is, generally speaking, but because you've spent your life wanting people to see you as you really are.
I'm getting that this may be more future-oriented for many of you. It's a version of you or an experience that will be happening further down the line. If you need the time to write a book or gain a following, that makes sense. But, regardless of where you are, you should know that you've got "it", that special quality that leaves people in awe. You are seen as so attractive, successful, and self-possessed. So many people either want to be you or be with you. And just know that, while the story of your struggles will open others' eyes, most people will not think less of you for anything you had to go through. In fact, they will think even more highly of you for enduring that and coming out on the other side. It just reinforces how special you are because most people wouldn't be able to alchemize those hardships and turn them into gold like you have.
The Inner You: Three of Wands // Ten of Cups // Three of Pentacles // The Sun
Since this is future-based, this says a lot about how your inner world is going to be shifting and changing in the coming weeks or months. First off, I see you really wanting to explore and travel. Some of you may even be leaving your country for the first time. Get your passport ready! You could already have your particular dream destination in mind and, for some of you, it may be somewhere very warm or tropical. I think that there will just be, in general, a deep inner need for you to have fun and feel free. A lightness is coming in after a lot of heaviness. It's actually making me tear up. I think those of you in this pile dealt with your fair share of sadness or darkness in recent times. You deserve to embrace the happiness and sense of freedom that is coming back into your life. I felt called to use that exact phrase, so this is essentially you getting your life back after a very painful period.
What you're also going to be learning is how to go with the flow of situations more. Part of what you've released and transmuted is a certain rigidity in your thinking or way of living. You might've been the type to try and plan absolutely everything or to be overly calculated in your decisions. But, now, you're learning that life is more about a collaboration with the Universe. So, you're being challenged to say "yes and" to life, instead of pushing opportunities away or feeling as if there's only one way for things to manifest or come about. You might be recognizing how you could've gotten to this place sooner and that you were previously blocking your own joy. However, instead of being angry at yourself over that, I see you having a positive attitude about it. You know that you had to have that mindset in order to learn from it and grow out of it.
Your inner life is going to be significantly less troubled in the near-future. I also see you feeling more confident or regaining the sense of confidence you had before. Personal growth is going to look really good on you. It will be something that's very internal and then works its way out, affecting how you look or how people see you. It can definitely be a time where you have a certain "glow up". Even though I believe you were already very attractive and appealing, you will become even more so because your inner happiness will allow you to radiate outward. And in terms of career success, you'll be feeling not only more stable but more capable. Your past experiences will have paid off in the sense of making you feel really secure and solid in whatever you do.
I also feel like you are going to be deeply affected by the manifestation of the people that you call family. If that's your biological family, your connection with them will be growing stronger. But, it's very possible, for a lot of you, that this is a chosen family. You'll know which one it is, especially if you don't have a relationship with your blood relatives or don't feel that connected with them. In the case of non-biological family, I think you haven't met them yet. You'll meet them by being adventurous. You've got to get out of your comfort zone. Trying new places in your city or traveling to other locations will be one way to do so. Whether it's your bio-family or your chosen family, the people closest to you during this time will be who you feel most supported by, most understood and seen by. They are your soul family, the ones you resonate most with spiritually. You'll also know who this true family of yours is because it will be a remarkably healthy, happy set of relationships (maybe one big friend group that acts as a family) that reminds you or shows you that you were never meant to be truly alone.
Making others comfortable, this can be in the form of ASMR, relaxation techniques, therapeutic activities. I am also seeing a duality, in getting one man band 2 instruments, or even mukbang asmr. Go start your youtube channel now, pile 1.
Pile 2
You’re very discerning, you are a crazy good manifestor. Isolation is key, going inward is key, it answers all the concerns you have over what you want. This can also mean that you are good at taking action, so starting things is easy for you. Alternatively, you may be good at magic. Perhaps start an entrepreneurship pile 2.
Pile 3
Hey you’re really good at influencing people, you know how to appeal to individuals on an emotional level. You’re really great at making money, marketing, or know how get money from others, or material possessions. Could be reselling. In general, you appeal to younger audiences or people who are easily persuaded or new to markets.
As a woman (especially young), the best thing you can do for yourself is to do it on your own. If you’re constantly waiting around for other people to come and do stuff with you then you’re gonna be waiting a long time.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
✓ Live Streaming✓ Interactive Chat✓ Private Shows✓ HD Quality✓ Free Actions
Free to watch • No registration required • HD streaming
hate to push this again after getting so many lovely new followers, but you know how it is. my husband and I are separated as of earlier this month, and just rebuilding a room is super expensive! I owe him a lot of money for helping me buy a new bed, and then the optometrist did Everything to me sapping up the last of my spendable money. consider leaving a tip- shit is hard and i wanna relax as soon as I can!