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better me ﾉ - m.fushiguro.

it's been a few months since you've seen megumi.

not that it matters anyway, he broke up with you because of his 'personal issues'.

you'd always ponder at night, thinking how different things would be if he stayed.

did megumi fushiguro, even love you?

yeah, yeah. he did that's why he distanced himself from you, because he loved you so much he knew the damage he'd put you through if he stayed.

you were heartbroken, because he didn't give you a direct reason why just why...

megumi loved you so much, so much he knew he was bad for you and yet he was selfish and kept you, until he realized the wrong in it. he broke up with you because he knew it was for the best, he knew he'd end up bringing you down with him. he didn't want to take your light away. the spark in your eyes whenever you saw his stupid face, the softness in your eyes whenever you saw his cheeky smile.

you might've been heartbroken, but you knew you had to move on. knew that a breakup wasn't going to be the end of your being, so you did something you would have never thought. moving on with yuji itadori, yuji did not know about your past relationship with megumi. otherwise he would have never dated you, why? because he's scared of home wrecking. without knowing he did it in front of his eyes.

yuji was sweet, thoughtful caring, loud, funny, a bit annoying. could be unserious in an important situation would always make you laugh during an argument, it's like you couldn't be mad at yuji. that's because he did nothing for you to be upset with. he was intelligent, smart. almost like a nerd with his interests.

being with yuji meant cutting ties fully with megumi, and that's what you did. you didn't call him, didn't even text him. part of you wondered if he was doing okay. but it's not your problem anymore is it?

after the both of you and megumi cut ties with each other, you never heard from him again. you sometimes couldn't help but ask yuji if he's heard from his best friend, to your surprise yuji would always say "no."

something megumi would quote, before the breakup was. "yuji, is just the better me. he's the quite opposite of me, that's what i like about him. he's the... better version." you never knew what to say when he stated that, you didn't want to believe that it was true. and that's why,

authors note: posted yay. i know i've written something a bit slightly similar but shhh. also hate this layout, also peek the way his name is fading when he's abut to— hope everyone enjoyed their free time from angst !!!! :)

trigger warnings: death mention (suicide) angst, hurt/no comfort. megumi has a very low self esteem. reader feels unwanted by megumi etc.

starring . megumi fushiguro x fem!reader.

word count: 344

you never knew why megumi fushiguro: stopped starting intimacy with you.

he loved you, you loved him. that's what making love is right? you don't want to ask him such a thing because you care for him way more than just his body.

he's more than that, the lack of intimacy wasn't what was hurting you specifically. it was more of how closed off he is with you.

but then again he's like that with everyone. but, you're his girlfriend. shouldn't some things be different? you felt selfish for thinking like this, but was it necessarily selfish to think like that? you just want megumi to actually talk to you.

....

megumi fushiguro: wasn't a bad person, he just wasn't the best with showing his emotions. his intentions mean well you knew he cared for you, but sometimes you just felt like you were annoying him.

but the truth is, megumi fushiguro: could never be annoyed of you, the soft smile you give him before bed, the warmth in your voice when you call him pretty, the way your eyes soften after a long day once you see him. you were almost a dream, he knew someone like him did not deserve you. he doesn't even know how to show how much he cares for you. if there was a bitten he could press to find a better person for you and make himself disappear from this world, oh how fast he'd click it.

megumi fushiguro: had an unbelievably amount of hatred toward himself, and he knew he shouldn't have gotten you involved with him. because if you don't love yourself how do you expect others to love you? though maybe it wasn't completely true. because you loved megumi to death, and he knew that you cared so deeply for a person like him. he felt horrible he felt like you were wasting your time on him, megumi didn't deserve your heart. but the thing is. megumi loves you too much to actually distance himself from you, as much as it'd hurt he knows that's what you both need. you need someone as soft spoken as yuji itadori, megumi always compared himself to yuji, for many obvious reasons. yuji is the complete opposite of him, the kind you need in your life.

megumi fushiguro: never said things were starting to get too hard to handle, megumi never once said things were becoming too heavy on him. megumi never once asked you or for anyone's for help, he was the type to suffer in silence. it's just in his nature he's used to feeling that way, megumi would always complain about having migraines, he would take pills to relieve the pain in his chest—head, you never batted an eye at it because you always watched him as he did so, it's just that.

megumi fushiguro: started to stare at the pills a little longer after that day, except megumi completely stopped starting intimate moments with you after that. yeah he kissed you but it was always a quick peck, he held your hand at night. whispered "i love you." when you would fall asleep in his arms.

megumi fushiguro: didn't celebrate 21st his birthday, it's like he had no emotion on his face when the day came. you tried cheering him up, he smiled a few times. even cracked a few laughs genuine laughs.

a week after his birthday, megumi fushiguro's pill bottle was empty. he had a whole tub left just the other day, and he hasn't taken any since last month.

... megumi fushiguro: committed suicide on december 30th, 2025.

˖᯽ ݁˖· ─ Thank Me Later?

authors note: posted yay. i know i've written something a bit slightly similar but shhh. also hate this layout, also peek the way his name is fading when he's abut to— hope everyone enjoyed their free time from angst !!!! :)

trigger warnings: death mention (suicide) angst, hurt/no comfort. megumi has a very low self esteem. reader feels unwanted by megumi etc.

starring . megumi fushiguro x fem!reader.

word count: 344

you never knew why megumi fushiguro: stopped starting intimacy with you.

he loved you, you loved him. that's what making love is right? you don't want to ask him such a thing because you care for him way more than just his body.

he's more than that, the lack of intimacy wasn't what was hurting you specifically. it was more of how closed off he is with you.

but then again he's like that with everyone. but, you're his girlfriend. shouldn't some things be different? you felt selfish for thinking like this, but was it necessarily selfish to think like that? you just want megumi to actually talk to you.

....

megumi fushiguro: wasn't a bad person, he just wasn't the best with showing his emotions. his intentions mean well you knew he cared for you, but sometimes you just felt like you were annoying him.

but the truth is, megumi fushiguro: could never be annoyed of you, the soft smile you give him before bed, the warmth in your voice when you call him pretty, the way your eyes soften after a long day once you see him. you were almost a dream, he knew someone like him did not deserve you. he doesn't even know how to show how much he cares for you. if there was a bitten he could press to find a better person for you and make himself disappear from this world, oh how fast he'd click it.

megumi fushiguro: had an unbelievably amount of hatred toward himself, and he knew he shouldn't have gotten you involved with him. because if you don't love yourself how do you expect others to love you? though maybe it wasn't completely true. because you loved megumi to death, and he knew that you cared so deeply for a person like him. he felt horrible he felt like you were wasting your time on him, megumi didn't deserve your heart. but the thing is. megumi loves you too much to actually distance himself from you, as much as it'd hurt he knows that's what you both need. you need someone as soft spoken as yuji itadori, megumi always compared himself to yuji, for many obvious reasons. yuji is the complete opposite of him, the kind you need in your life.

megumi fushiguro: never said things were starting to get too hard to handle, megumi never once said things were becoming too heavy on him. megumi never once asked you or for anyone's for help, he was the type to suffer in silence. it's just in his nature he's used to feeling that way, megumi would always complain about having migraines, he would take pills to relieve the pain in his chest—head, you never batted an eye at it because you always watched him as he did so, it's just that.

megumi fushiguro: started to stare at the pills a little longer after that day, except megumi completely stopped starting intimate moments with you after that. yeah he kissed you but it was always a quick peck, he held your hand at night. whispered "i love you." when you would fall asleep in his arms.

megumi fushiguro: didn't celebrate 21st his birthday, it's like he had no emotion on his face when the day came. you tried cheering him up, he smiled a few times. even cracked a few laughs genuine laughs.

a week after his birthday, megumi fushiguro's pill bottle was empty. he had a whole tub left just the other day, and he hasn't taken any since last month.

... megumi fushiguro: committed suicide on december 30th, 2025.

˖᯽ ݁˖· ─ Thank Me Later?

authors note: posted yay. i know i've written something a bit slightly similar but shhh. also hate this layout, also peek the way his name is fading when he's abut to— hope everyone enjoyed their free time from angst !!!! :)

trigger warnings: death mention (suicide) angst, hurt/no comfort. megumi has a very low self esteem. reader feels unwanted by megumi etc.

starring . megumi fushiguro x fem!reader.

word count: 344

you never knew why megumi fushiguro: stopped starting intimacy with you.

he loved you, you loved him. that's what making love is right? you don't want to ask him such a thing because you care for him way more than just his body.

he's more than that, the lack of intimacy wasn't what was hurting you specifically. it was more of how closed off he is with you.

but then again he's like that with everyone. but, you're his girlfriend. shouldn't some things be different? you felt selfish for thinking like this, but was it necessarily selfish to think like that? you just want megumi to actually talk to you.

....

megumi fushiguro: wasn't a bad person, he just wasn't the best with showing his emotions. his intentions mean well you knew he cared for you, but sometimes you just felt like you were annoying him.

but the truth is, megumi fushiguro: could never be annoyed of you, the soft smile you give him before bed, the warmth in your voice when you call him pretty, the way your eyes soften after a long day once you see him. you were almost a dream, he knew someone like him did not deserve you. he doesn't even know how to show how much he cares for you. if there was a bitten he could press to find a better person for you and make himself disappear from this world, oh how fast he'd click it.

megumi fushiguro: had an unbelievably amount of hatred toward himself, and he knew he shouldn't have gotten you involved with him. because if you don't love yourself how do you expect others to love you? though maybe it wasn't completely true. because you loved megumi to death, and he knew that you cared so deeply for a person like him. he felt horrible he felt like you were wasting your time on him, megumi didn't deserve your heart. but the thing is. megumi loves you too much to actually distance himself from you, as much as it'd hurt he knows that's what you both need. you need someone as soft spoken as yuji itadori, megumi always compared himself to yuji, for many obvious reasons. yuji is the complete opposite of him, the kind you need in your life.

megumi fushiguro: never said things were starting to get too hard to handle, megumi never once said things were becoming too heavy on him. megumi never once asked you or for anyone's for help, he was the type to suffer in silence. it's just in his nature he's used to feeling that way, megumi would always complain about having migraines, he would take pills to relieve the pain in his chest—head, you never batted an eye at it because you always watched him as he did so, it's just that.

megumi fushiguro: started to stare at the pills a little longer after that day, except megumi completely stopped starting intimate moments with you after that. yeah he kissed you but it was always a quick peck, he held your hand at night. whispered "i love you." when you would fall asleep in his arms.

megumi fushiguro: didn't celebrate 21st his birthday, it's like he had no emotion on his face when the day came. you tried cheering him up, he smiled a few times. even cracked a few laughs genuine laughs.

a week after his birthday, megumi fushiguro's pill bottle was empty. he had a whole tub left just the other day, and he hasn't taken any since last month.

... megumi fushiguro: committed suicide on december 30th, 2025.

˖᯽ ݁˖· ─ Thank Me Later?

authors note: posted yay. i know i've written something a bit slightly similar but shhh. also hate this layout, also peek the way his name is fading when he's abut to— hope everyone enjoyed their free time from angst !!!! :)

trigger warnings: death mention (suicide) angst, hurt/no comfort. megumi has a very low self esteem. reader feels unwanted by megumi etc.

starring . megumi fushiguro x fem!reader.

word count: 344

you never knew why megumi fushiguro: stopped starting intimacy with you.

he loved you, you loved him. that's what making love is right? you don't want to ask him such a thing because you care for him way more than just his body.

he's more than that, the lack of intimacy wasn't what was hurting you specifically. it was more of how closed off he is with you.

but then again he's like that with everyone. but, you're his girlfriend. shouldn't some things be different? you felt selfish for thinking like this, but was it necessarily selfish to think like that? you just want megumi to actually talk to you.

....

megumi fushiguro: wasn't a bad person, he just wasn't the best with showing his emotions. his intentions mean well you knew he cared for you, but sometimes you just felt like you were annoying him.

but the truth is, megumi fushiguro: could never be annoyed of you, the soft smile you give him before bed, the warmth in your voice when you call him pretty, the way your eyes soften after a long day once you see him. you were almost a dream, he knew someone like him did not deserve you. he doesn't even know how to show how much he cares for you. if there was a bitten he could press to find a better person for you and make himself disappear from this world, oh how fast he'd click it.

megumi fushiguro: had an unbelievably amount of hatred toward himself, and he knew he shouldn't have gotten you involved with him. because if you don't love yourself how do you expect others to love you? though maybe it wasn't completely true. because you loved megumi to death, and he knew that you cared so deeply for a person like him. he felt horrible he felt like you were wasting your time on him, megumi didn't deserve your heart. but the thing is. megumi loves you too much to actually distance himself from you, as much as it'd hurt he knows that's what you both need. you need someone as soft spoken as yuji itadori, megumi always compared himself to yuji, for many obvious reasons. yuji is the complete opposite of him, the kind you need in your life.

megumi fushiguro: never said things were starting to get too hard to handle, megumi never once said things were becoming too heavy on him. megumi never once asked you or for anyone's for help, he was the type to suffer in silence. it's just in his nature he's used to feeling that way, megumi would always complain about having migraines, he would take pills to relieve the pain in his chest—head, you never batted an eye at it because you always watched him as he did so, it's just that.

megumi fushiguro: started to stare at the pills a little longer after that day, except megumi completely stopped starting intimate moments with you after that. yeah he kissed you but it was always a quick peck, he held your hand at night. whispered "i love you." when you would fall asleep in his arms.

megumi fushiguro: didn't celebrate 21st his birthday, it's like he had no emotion on his face when the day came. you tried cheering him up, he smiled a few times. even cracked a few laughs genuine laughs.

a week after his birthday, megumi fushiguro's pill bottle was empty. he had a whole tub left just the other day, and he hasn't taken any since last month.

... megumi fushiguro: committed suicide on december 30th, 2025.