gummies of all time

Your sweet like pie

With ever bite I take the sweeter you get

I can't take the cavities you give me

You've caught me like moth to a flame I don't know if it's face your eyes your name it's all so much 

I can't  need you this much 

I cant 

I can't 

I can't 

It circles my mind 

Can't be the one you want 

I can't your waste time 

What do you hold my heart so tight why are you the person I think of at night 

Why do you tear me to pieces without even trying and glue me back together so easy 

Why do eye me down hard I can hardly breathe 

My thoughts are crowded by love I can't show 

I wish I could just let go

Fall silently behind

And never cross your mind

Reside 

The feeling I feel for you I can't push them aside I need you 

No I want you 

I want to hold you 

I want the friction between our lips to create fire 

Because you only are my deepest desire 

My mind ponders for hours and hours

Maybe if I was taller maybe if I was stronger maybe if I was 

Something that I can't explain 

Maybe I am the most beautiful flower to be discarded after days of being left out to dry 

If look like 

if I talk to like 

if I was like 

Would you 

Would you kiss me then kiss me the way you would kiss them 

Would it be so evil then 

Or is the evil within my soul

My love is irrelevant 

My love formed into reverence 

Like a shadow it shall surely fade from your light 

I no longer feel the high of loving you but I feel the bittersweet sorrow of losing you 

Like a shadow at night 

You blend into the fading crowd now 

You use to be so bright 

Why can't I get this feeling out of my side .

Cutting into me deeper the more I pry

Like angry dog it digs it's teeth deeper and deeper than before 

I feel dilapidated 

I feel so unsure 

that I wasn't like other girls

Now I'm 18 and I feel like my dreams have slaughter

And sometimes I feel like I'm not his daughter

Little vent

I seal them shut not to daring to let one vowel out 

I need you 

I love you 

It's all in a stir 

To put it more simply it's all in a blur 

I could never speak those words to you not even if I tried 

It's not that I don't feel them I just push them aside 

My doubts and my worries tell me that I'm a loser 

Or maybe I'm worried that I'm going to lose her

Maybe it's my body 

My face 

My eyes 

Maybe it's the fact that I can't put things aside 

I get flustered so easily when I'm thinking of you 

My heart starts to hurt when I'm too close to you

What is this feeling 

That feel when the line between you and reality has pilled 

Do you enjoy the slight sting of your open flesh 

The opening of oneself the to others 

Do you enjoy the micro shards of my words clinging on to your open wounds 

Do you understand what would happen if it got into your veins 

Into mind 

Into the deepest part of your heart 

Do you understand me 

If you could understand the severity of my condition 

From your glance 

Would you sympathize with me 

I dream of you 

My curly haired angel 

That you might swoop down and rescue me from the endless sea of shame and guilt 

That the love I feel isn't  a faucet left running dripping my feelings out one agonizing drop at a time 

That you may collect it and drink the spoils of your labor and you may understand me fully as I am and not who I once was

But would he love me if of he knew the feelings I feel so specially hold for you 

 Would he hold me in his arms like he did when I was young 

When I couldn't even count to the number one 

Would he teach me how to Ride a bike would we do all the things that I like if he knew that the secret I hold is you 

Would he raise me all over again 

Even if he knew that I would sin

Or would he have discard me for son 

Someone reliable and fun someone who could love you the way I do but without Sodom and Gomorrah coming up is true that 

Judgment day is coming soon 

Where fire and flames bloom

We're i'll forever be in a dark room separated for loving you my friend 

My pal 

My love 

How I push you away for we must play the roles that we were a signed tho it's not far I wish you were mine 

Know that I speak these words with my chest 

I wish you the best 

But I can not rest 

Knowing that your with someone who doesn't love the way I do 

Id write you a poem to show my gratitude 

Id paint you a bouquet of flowers specially made for you 

All this my love is the bare minimum I would do i'd love you like swans do and if you die I'll die with you 

From old age hopefully 

Red veins turn blue 

As I yearn for your love 

For your touch 

 for your hands in mine 

Life is too short I hope I'm not wasting your time