Sadboi

"If you don't want classes, don't come. If you don't want to study, then don't. It's your life. But... don't get in someone else's way. Don't assume your minute is the same as another person's. It may feel the same now but later, it'll have made decades of difference." Na Hwa-jin (Teach You A Lesson).

The right person will show you that you were never asking for too much.

The right people will never put you in a position to question your place in their life. If they make you feel unwanted, stop trying to belong.

I’m always the one waiting—not because it’s easy, and definitely not because I’m okay with it, but because leaving has never felt right. I wait because I care, because I hope, because something in me refuses to give up on people too quickly. It’s not just patience—it’s a quiet kind of loyalty that keeps showing up even when it’s not returned. But waiting hurts, and maybe I don’t want to keep carrying that alone. Maybe it’s time someone saw the weight I’ve been holding and chose to stay too.

Whatever you do make sure you end up with a kind partner. There will be days when love will not be enough but a kind person is a kind person regardless.

Memories are like the personal stories we carry around in our minds. Fragments of our past stitched together by emotion, significance, and time. They help shape who we are, how we see the world, and how we connect to others. We tend to remember moments that stirred something deep in us—joy, sadness, fear, awe. That’s why a smell, song, or photo can instantly transport us back. Some people say memories are “time travel for the soul.” I kind of love that idea. It’s poetic and true in a way.

I'm just really looking forward to the weekend. Any weekend of the month, basta weekend. Pahinga. Restart. Literal na hinga. Sobrang magkaiba ang mundo ko dito sa amin compared sa mundo ko sa work. Hindi naman ako nagrereklamo kasi sobrang thankful ako na may work ako kasoooooo nakakapagod lang. Hindi nakakapagod yung work mismo, yung biyahe kasi talaga yung nakakadrain. Kaya sobrang happy ako kapag weekends kasi nasa bahay lang ako, pwedeng walang gawin, gagalaw lang ako sa oras na gusto ko. Yung at my own pace lang kumbaga. So ayun, gusto ko lang magkwento. Okay naman ako. Kinakaya pa naman.

I hope you miss me in your quiet days when all you wanted to do was talk to someone and have a good laugh. 😫

Sometimes, we’re the ones responsible for our own heartbreak. We walk into situations, knowing deep down they might not work out. We choose to get attached, to care, to hope. And when things fall apart, it hurts—but not just because of the other person. It hurts because we gave them that place in our lives. We handed them the power to hurt us, even if they never asked for it.

I don’t feel like myself anymore. The spark is gone. Everything feels dull, heavy, and distant. I miss the fire I used to have.