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Like I do see the privilege in my size even as a fat person and there's a lot less pressure on me to become smaller than someone who is bigger than me but I truly did so much to rewire my brain and love my fat body and love fatness and I truly think it's so beautiful to be fat and it's so hard not to feel bad when every fat person around me goes out of their way to express to me how much they hate their fatness. & What am I supposed to do? Like what is the motivation? Am I supposed to hate myself along with you? I'm not going to do that! IDK like I want to feel safe from this with people who are like me but no matter how fat positive someone seems I'm getting this from them eventually. It just makes me really sad.