Kaleidoscopic Mind.

I'm finally back from my health hiatus with a new art piece after what felt like ages...

mm yes yaoi heheh i discovered that drawing blood is kinda fun

close ups + inspo!

please remember us when talking about neurodiversity. ocd, dyslexia, dyscaculia, personality disorders, tourettes, intellectual disabilities, schizo-spec disorders, etc. all fall under neurodiversity.

please stop saying neurodivergent when you mean "autism and adhd."

And the funniest thing is, I’m not even swapping a head!! This is a curvy dancer head going onto a curvy dancer body!! They match!! This should have been so simple!! But no, this head’s just flopping around like a limp flaccid idiot and my hands are all red and sore now but the head just isn’t attaching all the way!!

Today I did six beheadings and two other reheadings, and I wanted to get this one attached so I could take a picture, but somehow it just isn’t working!! The head is just getting squished around but isn’t stretching over the neck right!! And I’m way too lazy to go and boil the head just to make the slip easier!! And I don’t wanna keep forcing it cuz I might break something but this is!! So frustrating!!

Was he thinking what might happen after Jayce will come to the commune? What was he imagining is going to happen? Was he thinking how much this new, strong body would be able to give and take or how would Jayce actually feel about touching cold metal that has replaced his flesh? What Jayce will see in front of him?

i love jayce i do, but i kinda still can't forgive him for not sacrificing the whole world (again) just to see him smile, because i would for sure. I tried to paint art without any sketch, just me, color and my unexplainably big love for this fictional man and i also really miss oil painting, i probably didn't capture his beautiful face features but i tried my hardest i swear.

I listened to this song on repeat almost the entire time I was drawing this