i actually dont know

Reinventing myself into a whole new woman. I owe it to myself. I deserve everything I aspire. I want me on a whole new level. 

ready to get like 17 tattoos right now

turn off your phone, throw it in a lake, become unreachable

just wanna drive to the beach in sweats & a blanket & sit on the shore w/ someone & have a deep convo enjoying the oceans view & sounds

is there a scholarship for trying

It’s 4:36am and it just hit me (for the 6 millionth time) that I’m ACTUALLY traumatized like ??? my brain is always like I mean yeah you’ve been professionally diagnosed with ptsd for years but like wtf do they know? You’re just sensitive and dramatic. And then I’m hit with a wave of memories and anxiety and I’m just like oh shit ok damn

i hate that i’m so absent as a person. i don’t start conversations. i can barely maintain them. i’m so weary and spaced out all the time to the point where i can’t even keep up small talk and i’m just so disappointed in myself

im not a people pleaser anymore im a huge cunt now

me after setting one (1) boundary

That trauma feel where you hear something triggering without warning and just immediately feel nauseous