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Reinventing myself into a whole new woman. I owe it to myself. I deserve everything I aspire. I want me on a whole new level. 

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ready to get like 17 tattoos right now
turn off your phone, throw it in a lake, become unreachable
i’m trying my hardest to forget about you

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tired
fucked off
fucked off by it all
im with all my friends from uni and i love them but i’m like uncontrollably self conscious and doubting myself and how much they like me??
just wanna drive to the beach in sweats & a blanket & sit on the shore w/ someone & have a deep convo enjoying the oceans view & sounds
is there a scholarship for trying

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It’s 4:36am and it just hit me (for the 6 millionth time) that I’m ACTUALLY traumatized like ??? my brain is always like I mean yeah you’ve been professionally diagnosed with ptsd for years but like wtf do they know? You’re just sensitive and dramatic. And then I’m hit with a wave of memories and anxiety and I’m just like oh shit ok damn
im gonna kms
knowingly sabotage relationships misread common emotions split
i hate that i’m so absent as a person. i don’t start conversations. i can barely maintain them. i’m so weary and spaced out all the time to the point where i can’t even keep up small talk and i’m just so disappointed in myself
gifted kid burnout things that no one seems to talk about:
the raw panic of hearing about your potential, positive or negative
a weird brand of imposter syndrome where you genuinely think you’ve fluked your way through every success and you’re gonna be Exposed as a Fraud
never having learned how to study and having no idea where to start now that you need to
reading college level books as a kid but being basically illiterate now
dismissing your struggles as irrelevant because other people have it harder and i should be smart enough to handle this
feeling like you’ve lost all control over your life (maybe manifesting into depression, anxiety and disordered eating in a grasp for control over something)
being unable to decide on a career path because you could have had everything, only to watch those opportunities disappear as you fail to commit
Peaking early and feeling like an eternal failure ever since
Remembering what it felt like to be motivated and at the top of your game and you could do ten things at once and cared so much, but now it’s a struggle to keep up with anything
~depression~
~functional depression~ so you feel like you are faking it
Holding a mediocre job and feeling unfulfilled but feeling like you aren’t good enough to do anything else
Being book smart but struggles with social skills and communication with others.
Feeling like you are the worst person on earth for making a mistake or not knowing something
im not a people pleaser anymore im a huge cunt now
me after setting one (1) boundary

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That trauma feel where you hear something triggering without warning and just immediately feel nauseous