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I go by Gremlin or Adonis, primarily Gremlin on socials tho
You can also call me Grem, Germ, Adi, Ad, Ads, etc etc :3
I use any and all pronouns, recently I have been writing it out as they/he/ze/it/neos to avoid being she/her-ed by default as it's not my favorite
I'm neurodivergent, disabled, and very very queer
I'm helpol! I mostly worship Aphrodite, Artemis, Hypnos, and Dionysus.
I'm a minor </3
My posts will probably all have awful grammar and spelling, and will follow either whatever im hyperfixated on at the moment, art, or random thoughts.
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Shows I like:
The Owl House, Gravity Falls, Stranger Things, Arcane, My Little Pony FIM, Good Omens, Steven Universe, Bluey, Heartstopper, Centaurworld (and probably more I'm forgetting ngl)
Movies I like:
Dead Poets Society, Edward Scissorhands, Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland movies, Nimona, Tru Confessions, Venom, live action Beauty and the Beast
Books I like:
The Silence Between Us, A Curse So Dark And Lonely, A Kind of Spark, Twilight, Hell Followed With Us
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the aroace read of ryland grace is so personal and haunting. "you don't even have a dog." was it not enough to love the world for the sake of living in it. was it not enough to live for the thrill of discovery. was it not enough to smile at your students. was it not enough to be afraid.
I think what's fucking me up the most about the Driftsey angst is thinking about what must be going through their heads.
You cannot tell me that AJ isn't fucking destroyed by what she has done. She's going to sit awake at night, wishing she had died in the trials if it meant that she would have never put Drift through that. That she said what she did to scare Drift away and try to keep her safe even though she knows she will likely never get back one of the few people that actually cared about her. Her self harming is only going to get worse, and nothing is going to make her forgive herself for what she's done. That she's done the exact same thing that others have to her that she hasn't forgiven, so why would Drift even CONSIDER it?
And Drift thinks she's lost her home. For the second time. But this time, it's so much worse, because it's not just the academy. It's not just a place she's staying. It's AJ. It's the first person who has made her feel seen beyond her status and what was expected of her. It's the memories and safety she felt with AJ that will never be the same again even if they manage to go back to normal one day. And that she doesn't know what she can trust anymore. But despite that, despite everything AJ has done, everything they've gone through, some part of her still can't stop trusting AJ. So instead, she has to isolate, even if they end up letting her back into the academy. She has to shove that all down, just like her past life, because if she lets herself trust again, who knows what will happen?
It's what could have been. If AJ had taken Megii's advice and gotten herself to sit down with Drift and tell her about her magic, maybe, just maybe, Drift would've told her about her past. They could've worked it out. They could've trusted each other even more. They could've protected each other instead of kicking each other while they were down. That's why fights with someone you love so much always hurts way worse. Someone you care about knows where it hurts the most, they know what to go after, they know how to scare you away.
It's their love for eachother that's destroying them.
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im sorry, for a dead person I am really living it up on here, BUT i have another brick to throw at y'all.
What if AJ telling herself "Just stop thinking about it for a little bit" before the drift confrontation was not about Drifts background reveal, but about her feelings for Drift?
Because her love for Drift would make it too hard for AJ to push Drift away (especially if it was to protect Drift for whatever Origami might have tasked AJ to do) and would have compromised the safety of Drift and AJ both so she had to turn her true feeling off
I need tf!aj to get several years of therapy injected into her bloodstream and then for her to go and track down drift and fix things and then for them to live happily ever after
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While everyone is going through the horrors (i havent watched todays vod yet as of posting this) i thought i would treat you all with AJ wearing glasses. Inspired by AJ telling Ros shes nearsighted in the open book stream. She 100% knows people are into it and uses that to her advantage