Finally wrote out my Girl so I Love/iwbft thoughts to send to Evie
Rowan wrote this when he was first getting with/meeting Bliss
Yearning 101, brought to you By Rowan Omondi
I could see Jimmy getting really pretty about his relationship with Lister and going "you want a love song? Fucking sure!" And writing this.
The comparisons used to describe the feeling the singer is having are all self destructive and not necessarily healthy and while on one hand this works for a love song it does have the undertones on "this feelings are not good for me".
But also having the emotions of "you are brilliant, I dont deserve you" and "i want to be with you no matter how bad this is for me"
Rowan leaves for like a week and Lister and Jimmy who are not on speaking terms for some stupid reason decide to write a love song about/to Rowan as a silly goofy joke
However it doesnt stay silly goofy for long and the is part of the catalyst that causes Lister to realise he couldhave feelings for Rowan, and also Jimmy working through the feelings he had for lister
Verse 1: cheesy sweet love song (the silly goofey part)
Chorus: Jimmy "promising" that he does love lister, even if it isnt in a relationship way, in a way that is "hard to describe" and that "feels honest", and "hoping" that lister doesn't leave
Verse 2: Lister singing about how much he relies on Rowan, having a realisation together how important Rowan is to him
Jimmy feeling wrong/broken because of hes weird feelings about Lister
Specifically these feelings comjng out when hes alone because when hes with Lister its all okay because he doesnt have the time to think abojt what hes feeling
Talking about how highly he thinks of lister and how guilty he feels for about it all
Tween musician prodigies Jimmy Kaga-Ricci and Rowan Omondi wrote the chorus of this song about their friendship
Early 20s superstar band members Jimmy Kaga-Ricci and Rowan Omondi find this song and then flesh it out further with their other band member Lister Bird about their friendship
Being (good and healthy) friendships with each other is healing
Also they can make a heart with the three of them <3
Jimmy fighting with himself internally
Internalised A-phobia is a beautiful thing
He is the one standing in his own way
Rowan about Bliss (Evie said this to me first)
But specifically in that way people do if writing a song from the partners perspective to try and work through it so it has elements of the both of them
Rowan writes this after the breakup to process, it's the one he writes for the longest time - its the first he starts writing after the breakup and the last song he finishes writing once he's properly grieved the relationship and is over Bliss and an ex
Also on Rowan solo album he rerecords this song with him singing it
Lister and Jimmy both talking about how their relationship isn't fixing all the problems they wanted them too and is actually probably worse
Jimmy: i can't force myself into a relationship to feel fulfilled
Lister: a healthy relationship can't fix all the trauma i got from the past bad ones
Could also say Lister about Jimmy but I won't
Messy sibling relationship are everything to me
Jimmy it's Jimmy he's Aromantic i make the rules this song is Jimmy being Aromantic about Lister
Also the Ark would so collab woth The Cure if they could (if they werent fictional)
Omg The Cure being Jimmy's sisters fave band and him trying to get her attention or somthing wait
Blowen the ex-reletionship that you are (allegedly called Laimondi but that's propaganda)
Rowan Omondi is lover boy yearner of all time
Rowan Jimmy and Lister single era and its serving CUNT
(Ignore that two of these people have broken up with each other)
And if I cook and I saw Lister about himself
The lines and Cigarettes and alcohol talking about his addiction
Comparing himself to who he was when he was at his worse
"I resent you for taking her side" 👀
I need to cook more on this