Look a big ass Wolf

I just found out about 3 hours ago that I lost my podcast that I've had for nearly 4 years now. I hate it so much and I'm trying to fight it I know none of you will actually care about this on here. But I loved that thing and I was trying to make it something more me than just something I liked to listen to. I hate that because I was trying to actually do something different I ruined it.

Ever been hit with enough energy to burn from the inside out? Like lightning crawling through your veins, boiling your blood, blinding white until you’re nothing but pulse and pain. I have! Again and again, they called it saving me. It was damnation. Their pride killed me. Their mistake made me a curse.