regina does not move when lexaย tossesย a command at her . to getย OUTย of her head , somewhere regina knew she never wanted to be fully inside . not when she could see the pain that was behind her eyes . her expression shifts , it'sย subtleย and yet , precise . like a blade turning under a lamp to catch the light correctly . and for the first time , there is noย amusementย in her gaze , only focus . a carefulย calculationย . she watches the way that lexa's grip tightens , theย micro-twitchย of muscles that are fighting to betray their retreat with an impulse that has beenย barely restrainedย . regina however , she withdraws , not physically but mentally , signalled with the crossing of her legs and her hand resting there in plain sight . theย invisible pressureย she had been applying loosens , it's controlled . a perfect choice . " i'm notย inย your head , and i wouldn't want to be . " she says ever so gentle , and for once the velvet of her tone disappears , it only sounds like clean and unadorned truth . " the truth is justย loudย . "
her eyes flicker down to the knife , then back up to lexa's face , unbothered by theย threatย but not dismissive of it either . " griefย tendsย to be louder than anything . " a beat passes , it was heavier than the last , their conversation taking aย turnย . " you're right you know . that my kindย destroysย , andย manipulatesย . we take what we believe is ours with no regrets . " her lips press together only briefly , not in guilt butย acknowledgementย of lexa's belief . " but don't confused capability with guilt . if i had been there that night . . . " her voice dips, there is a chill threaded through it . " you wouldn't be wondering what happened to yourย belovedย . you would know . " regina leans forward again ,ย SLOWERย than before , giving lexa every second to track her movement , to decide if she is going to react or not . regina's hands remain visible , one on the bar , one on her crossed knees , a silent concession , orย perhapsย a calculatedย RISKย . " you want a better argument ? fine . " she murmurs as her eyes snap to look into lexa's . there is no attempt at compulsion , she's smarter than that . but she wants to be intentional . this is all strategy , the allureย ofย seductionย gone . " you said it yourself , youย weren'tย fast enough . you weren'tย preparedย and whatever did what they didย . . . " she didn't know all the specifics , but she could infer them . " they possibly moved in a group ,ย feedingย without care and left witnesses alive . "ย her head tiltsย slightlyย , her eyes narrowing in . " that isn't discipline , or control . that isn't howย i huntย . " the distinction hangs heavy in the air between them , " which means you are probably chasing a group that isย sloppyย , or something that isย feralย . either way , lexa , you cannot catch this alone . "
egina's voice softens again , but she isn't coaxing lexa . it's almostย clinicalย . picking up on the specifics that would lean lexa to her side . " you don't have toย trust meย , i wouldn't in your position . " a faint and humorless smile and chuckle touches her mouth . " but you do have to decide if yourย PRIDEย is more important than yourย REVENGEย . " she leans back again to give the girl space , the tension eases enough to breathe . " you want compelling ? " her eyes darken , but with promise and purpose , not with hunger . " i know how to track them , to pick up on motive , on their strategy and movements . i know how vampires think , how they slip through places you don't evenย realizeย has doors . " she breathes , not that she needs it , but for emphasis . " and i don't forget things that interest meย . " her gaze looks back down at the blade at lexa's thigh and then back to her . " so go ahead , " she relaxes back , " try and kill me . . . or use me . your pick . "