Chad I.

Lonesome nights only company is the fear The ship dark as the rocks towards which it steers Neither joy or satisfaction are here Not a single outlet for that dark smoke is near Tell me how will I travel the oceans when I'm encircled in rocks ? Tell me when will I crash, when will it finally stop ? Will I have hope of rescue coming after it all? Or will I fade into the same smoke that is part of me now ? Someone out there, someone please Will you relieve me of this uncertainty Or has the last someone already left and gone In that case don't worry you'll get me soon, cause I'll be unable to run

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I’m glad you’re happy, I’m glad you’re laughin Glad you don’t notice the terror inside of me, this battle Glad you don’t ask what I’m going through Glad you don’t see the mind I’m about to lose All I wanted was the smile, ever lasting Expected me to be the soul that is backing the corner of lips rising up, so high Happy wrinkles at the edge of blue-(as)-eyce I was ready to give all for my goal Started with time, then concern and my ego Never expected to give my own sanity It became my loss that is backing thee Dark, dark spirits pacing towards me Opening my eyes makes the vision diminish Foggy smokes taking care of the feelins’ The smile you know me for becomes more of a gimmick The more I uphold this act, the more my soul rips My inner self is rags, so very often I think Would it be worth to end it all at once ? Dark clouds prevented me from living under the sun What is strong if all is as fragile as trust ? Is it worth t end it all at once ?

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