No

FUCKING

CHRIST

My head is mean

I am mean

Everything in my head hurts and I want it all gone now. It doesn’t need to be in anyone’s head and I don’t want it in mine.

I T H U R T S

I T H U R T S

I T H U R T S

It’s the worst I hate everything I just want it gone for ever and never ever to feel the same again. I want nice feeling I don’t what this at all. I want nice stuff in my head. I hate everyone that’s made this happen for me in my past. I only have good people now why do they still have to ruin it

They ruin it

They ruin it

I fucking hate people that hurt people they shouldn’t do it cos it damages people so bad. I hate it those people are bad and tainted and I can see it all thru people.

The good ones who help are the best and i have one by my side and I love I love I just want it to never end

I don’t want people to hurt people I hate it I hate the idea it’s awful

I hate it

I hate me

I hate you you made me hate me you won’t read this but you made me hate me. You made me hate me. Everything about me I hate and despise because of your words

Then the other ones actions make me physically weird I want to push everyone everyone away I don’t like touch but I do at the same time because I want it all the time then I feel bad by it. You made me worse but you’re a good person now and I don’t understand how you changed and how others can’t do so.

I want to be hugged all the time but I feel drowned by it but one persons hugs don’t make me drown they make me safe

He protects me

He protects me a lot

He makes me safe a lot

I hate you groups who judged me on everything. Everything. Why what have done to you.

You didn’t help. You are mean. People don’t deserve to be in your care no you’re mean and don’t do your job right at all. You try and force your views on people and they aren’t good ones. It’s bad for your people you’re a bar person bad bad bad

You two follow me every day of my fucking life since you came. And I despise the both of you. You want to control your everything but I don’t want you to you make it hard to be and I don’t want you anymore I want to rid of you from my life forever

I WANT YOU TWO GONE PLEASE YOU HOLD A POWER OvER ME AND I WANT OUT OF IT

I want to live and be happy with people who love me and I love them and I don’t want to feel bad anymore it’s tiring and I want out. I want to live without the bad stuff in my head and only positive things please