dropkick ;)

I pretend to be lovable but I know, I know I’m not.

They say trauma doesnt define you and it makes you stronger but i never asked for this and it actually shows up clear in the brain that trauma changes a person I didn't want to have to be strong i wanted to be loved but who could love me now

Going through the motions is so tiring. I don’t feel real I’m just here and I’m not sure why.

when my hair is long and my ribs are showing and I have a thigh gap, I am going to be beautiful and unstoppable 😈

The only thing I wish is for just one, lone, singular person in my life, family, friend, or whatever, who obsesses over and loves me the way I end up obsessing over and loving others. Someone who never leaves and that I know that I can trust. A long shot when I'm enough of an oversensitive cynic to distrust and run from people over slight changes in tone or body language, that would be really nice

Most of my friends all have other people they like more than me I need to kill them and/or myself about it

I should be a lot deader than this.

I don't know if I'm ready to go to sleep or die.

I wanna die in your arms

It's time to push everyone away because I'm sad!! (I wanna kms)