Lost in life.

I've had my heart broken plenty. But nobody fixed my heart like you did.. I have the curse of love and even if I wanted to move on, your love won't let me.

Of giving up. The world would be better without me.

I just got back from a long walk to the coast, I wasn't supposed to come back from that walk. What got me home was knowing that, ya sure the pain will stop for me, but if I was gone. Well that will only bring that pain to the people I love.

Help me

You laid me down whispered in my ear I hate my life, hold on to me, and if you ever decide to leave then I'll go, I'll go, I'll go.

With me

I'm not a coward. just hurt. I never meant what was said. I just defended myself.

And don't you dare, don't you dare Say you ever loved me Or even tell me that you cared 'cause you knew what you were doing And you know just what you've done How dare you say you miss me With your spit still on his tongue I am broken I am beaten I'm mistreated and I'm torn I am cold with no direction But I'm lost without your warmth I'm trying hard to find some hope That I might get the chance to breathe Get off my mind, give back my heart And get the fuck away from me I know I couldn't give you much But I know I gave my best You were always my princess

With words I miss her.

Feels good to finally grow up and take care of myself. I feel like such an adult and kinda bad but not really because just wanted to hookup.

I really miss you. You made the bad part of me stay away and I miss that too.