Gonzo The Fine

The thought of transitioning being an opposite to suicide has really been stuck in my head the last few days; I think it's a really beautiful idea. Suicide is choosing to un-become yourself and transitioning is choosing to become yourself. Upsetting.

I feel like a scalene

I don't think that everything's going to get better or worse I think everything's going to stay as the same mundane shit I've always trudged through and all that will change is that I'll get heavier and slower and older and more and more tired

The Planes, Trains and Automobiles "cause I'm the real article" speech has really stuck with me, and as much as I find doing affirmations in the mirror to myself corny, it does genuinely pep me up remembering it. I've always been very bad at not acting like myself, but I've also always been very good at making friends. It's comforting to think that these people like me genuinely for who I am because I am the real article; what you see is what you get.

I shouldn't find the concept of bimetallic strips half as exciting as I do

You know for that one ghostbusters scene they had a guy in a green morph suit suck off Dan Aykroyd. The ghost was added in post

they should invent a me that isn't haunted