idyll

about me • 24 • an aerospace engineer • and panicking because i can't live, laugh, love in these conditions • sadly not a psychic • feel free to send anything to my ask box anytime be it a request or something random • i write because i like to read and reread my shit • masterlist 1 • masterlist 2 .

Nope! I kept that stuff under lock and key. Before I had a phone, I had paper. I think i wrote a whole ass fanfic book and its currently sitting in a forgotten drawer in my apartment 😂

Point is, I never let my parents find my fanfiction. I would never recover.

Interviewed someone for an open position at work.

You were a character with a few comic issues. And a few cameos here and there when a big threat was calling for an appearance.

You were, essentially, a mecha pilot. A mecha pilot that the DC writers tend to neglect because you were too op for your own good. And when you were introduced in the story? Your skills, wit, and intelligence were usually thrown out the window in favor of the writers torturing you and putting you through hell and back because some people just didn't fucking like you.

Superboy Prime always argues that if you were a male character, then you wouldn't be getting any backlash at all. But of course no one listens. 🙄

In comes evil retired super villain who is trying to change. You think it'll be easy to get him back onto the wrong path.

Until ...

Need some advice

How do you handle jealousy? When I get jealous I get super insecure, overthinking to the fullest and I think I am not important anymore.

Is it ok to have a hug? Or a head pat?

Hi hi anon <3

I don't necessarily get jealous anymore now that I'm working, but

hmm...

Back in school, highschool or college. It was tough. I would get jealousy of my friends who got better grades than me even though I studied and worked hard. So yeah, sometimes I would feel like shit and that i could have done better. How i would handle it, I would usually stress (a bad thing i know). I would do that and then after I calm down I would usually tell myself that it'll be ok, that tomorrow is a new day, and that i can always try again.

What's important to know is that you are your own person. You have your own strengths and weaknesses. And that at the end, its you who makes something of yourself. Because guess what? Once you become an adult (or maybe youre already are, idk) your friends in high school or college usually don't make anything of themselves. Because they dont apply themselves or keep moving forward.

They stop and they stagnate and then they falter.

But you? You don't need to concern yourself with them. Because youre your own person with your own goals. Being jealous of something is sadly nothing you can stop immediately. It happens to everyone. What's important is that you know that you are special in your own way. And that you have your own goals and your own life you want to live. And that only you can do what you really want.

Its ok to be insecure or jealous. Its ok to overthink too. (I overthink so much sometimes).

But just know that you are important in your own way. Everyone brings something to the table.

Same 😔 but only because I thought we were still in May 😭🤚

But anyway-

And then there is your other problem. Your sheep, when she wanders around, does not amble to another field of sheep. Instead, she heads straight for the german shepherd dog that's owned by a man that you've heard goes by the name of Simon Riley. A ghost of sorts.

And every single time, you have to go to his front porch and collect your sheep you decided to plop herself down in between the two dogs and sleep.

And you two run into each other again after a long time. Before the end of the world you two had been dating but somewhere along the way he broke it off with you because of the lame and overused excuses of "i'm too old for you" and "someone else out there is better for you" and "you need to be with someone your own age."

Now its the zombie apocalypse. You didn't expect to run into him and he didn't expect to run into either.