Alex

Mhmmmm creepy Sam who standing too close, who staring too long, who smiles all politely while quietly hiding the piece of Dean’s used greasy wiping paper. Creepy Sam who watches Dean sleeps at night, who quietly taking picture of Dean in the flip phone of his, store inside the computer under the historical names that he knows Dean wouldn’t even care to read, silently bubbling with anticipation when Dean took his computer without asking, waiting for the moment. Sam who learnt that day when he never went out of the door with stanford’s offer inside his bag, with a crying and pathetic older brother pinning him down, trying so hard to keep him there- knowing that Dean needs him, but maybe not ad much as he needs Dean, so he learnt to keep distant when needed, learnt to pull the leash …

It’s because Dean needs Sam, that he wouldn’t hesitate to break his legs if that means Sam won’t go anywhere. It’s because that Sam needs Dean, that he’ll take advantage of the older man’s unstable mentality to make the man completely dependent on him.