Allie 💖

It’s not your job to figure out people and why the mistreat you, your responsibility is to get out of harm’s way and start doing what’s right for you.

You are going to laugh until your stomach hurts again. You're going to be in awe of a sunset. Watch your favorite show while you eat your favorite food. Find money on the street. Discover a great band you haven't heard of before. You will find your way back.

choosing to forgive myself, choosing to return to love and compassion, choosing to let go of unhealthy coping mechanisms and move to healthier ones, choosing to stay alive. over and over and over again. as many times as it takes.

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Its okay if you're not who you thought you would be, take all the time to grieve the person you tried so hard to become when you wanted to better yourself and learn from your past mistakes. But its also okay to just love the person you are now and learn to get to know that person better. There is no shame in being who you are, even if you still have a lot to learn. You don't always have to upgrade yourself, sometimes there is peace in appreciating who you are and what you have right now.

Kink: Being called my love

My problem is I think everyone loves how I love

I hope you find someone who doesn't make you stay up till late night questioning your self worth. I hope you realise that them not loving you doesn't make you any less loveable. I hope you forgive yourself. I hope you become more kind to yourself. I hope you take care of yourself the way you take care of those around you. I hope you prioritise yourself. I hope you learn to say no to the things you don't want to do. I hope you remember to find joy in little things that life has to offer. I hope you learn to let go of those who make you question your worth. I hope you find peace with yourself. I hope you fall in love with yourself, because you're one hell of a lot beautiful person. I hope you remember that you're enough. a thousand times enough. I know you're hurting, but I hope you remember that pain does not last forever and that you'll heal, I pray you do.

me remembering when i was nice when i should have killed them

just a girl in her room trying to forgive herself